i live thru my pinterest feed , it's a lot coolr than illicit substances

@laila-ruttan lol ur guud and happy new year to u too!

@laila-ruttan RAHH thank you so fucking much fr :)

OMG soundcloud blessed me today finding this

Bison

still don’t know what to name this

you keep speaking bout your problems, i feel bad but i feel like 
airing our calls with those friends you never liked
you know it’s bad when they’re involved
but its worse when we communicate
i’ll admit my wrongs but you can’t do the same 

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put a bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a bitch got veneers

(boy i know) you must be up to something (good!)
can you indulge my vice
(but) you hate my prescence like some fetish
damn that
must be nice

blame every girl you don’t like
throw em to the dogs go without a thought twice
keep washing your hands till your skin bone white
can’t call you my friend 
matter fact i see you it’s on sight

(i don’t fuck with hypocrites
hate the sinner love the sin
if that saint come marchin in
make sure they don’t breath again
tired motherfucker old songs keeping you relevant
you ain’t check in with me boy boy you get what you get)

i ain’t heartless
when them checks bounce it get rough, huh?
a&r calls ain’t coming know you fucked up
makes you really wonder what you praying for 
fuck it baby 
call me when you think you had enough, uh 

(or just)

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a biiiitch got veneers

go to hell!

prod me.
https://open.spotify.com/track/6PDOLO3yviwNgViVntHn28?si=bdbf7dba3435430d

this shit kinda mid but i was trying something different and i needed to post sum, i hope you enjoy it, ily

lyrics

oh my god i lost my head
no, oh my god i lost my head
so I've been laying in my bed 
and all the voices want me dead 
so i 
i tried to hide 
you try to pull up on me wit a 9 
p80, 4x

he dont got guns, we got glocks
he gon die

you be running 
you wont go far, and i fell in love
tore up my heart
and i wish we could 
be together 

m4, 556
im on my, wizard shit, suck my dick
and you go 
lie to my regiment
and you go
pussy boy copying 

you cannot be me lil boy you can try 
i wont hop on your song are you out of your mind 
you act like you tough but you must wanna die 
i been off ecstasy  every time

im on my wizard shit, wit a stick
2 toned my brother know where he live
i watched my homie die as a kid 
2/22 why aint god let him live


oh my god i lost my head
no, oh my god i lost my head
so I've been laying in my bed 
and all the voices want me dead 
so i 
i tried to hide 
you try to pull up on me wit a 9 
p80, 4x

he dont got guns, we got glocks
he gon die

you wont play me 
i wont play your games 
im dead
i had to switch my ways
i guess that you wont ever change

and they're all dead or they're all fake
i think im  going insane 


oh my god i lost my head
but i be laying in my bed 
and all the voices want me dead
so i

so i, try to hide 
but i don't think i want you back 
guess you wont ever change

game

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

spotify

bridges

uhhhhhhhh took a break
should be back
lol

addiction (prod. xy1va)

ty all for listening <3

lyric video: https://youtu.be/GsjHHHKKw7w?si=ZwmPjWpGS_8zgf0p

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

pls just talk to me
do you want me dead right on the street?
cause i
cant take this shit anymore
but i
cant stand being ignored
but you
you left me alone for hours
shouldve gave you money instead of flowers
but i didnt think that far ahead
i guess im not that mature yet

ive never been the tallest guy to you
but all ive done is try to reach that height
but im terrified of us two
you could break my bones
rip my skin
and id still run back so its cool
you always said things would get better
in time
maybe thats
just another one
of your stupid ass lies

im so tired of our miscommunications
i stay alone in my room anxiety keeps on killing me
my heart is beating outa my chest
so i lay these words right to rest
when i think about you all the time
i get scared of whats coming next

they told me things will get so much better in time
and im starting to think that maybe it was a lie
but you wouldnt ever care
just to give it a try

i guess im not that mature yet (p. nowhere valley)

@yametsu (hook)
@eurei
@sh3ku
@fvckriv
@daycares
@ummblush
prod @1valais

cops n robbers (yametsu, eurei, sheku, riv, sylveon, oko (valais)

prod. me and joeboi

lyrics:

Bullet to my head and now I

And I know we fell apart

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga
Marci I'm that type of nigga who don't really like nobody
All these bitches treat me different

Know my heart, you wanna win it but I'll never let you win
I'm busy in that motherfucker, tryna handle all my business

And I know we fell apart
Haven't seen you in a minute
Left a hole in my heart

Please talk to me, tell me what happened.
Please talk to me.
Please talk to me, Bunny.

Tell me, Bonnie. Are you slipping?
Did that girl give you some distance?
You acknowledge my existence.
Know my heart it can't resist it.

They tryna change my girl, you crazy.
Like the fuck I do to you?

Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

I know you turned a thousand and I'm only 23
It's just something 'bout the way you look at me I wanna scream.
Like I'd really let you murder me, Like all up to the third degree.
Like just as long as I can get a spot with you eternally. 

Tell me, Marci are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga who don't fight with all these niggas
I don't really like nobody
All these bitches treat me different

Know my heart, you wanna win it but I'll never let you win
I'm busy in that motherfucker, tryna handle all my business

Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping? did that boy corrupt your vision?
Take the blood right out my system, Leave my body fucking twisted
They tryna label that boy crazy, Like you wouldn't do that too
Tell me am I better off, why the fuck you duck my call?

Marci I'm that type of nigga
Marci I'm that type of nigga
Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping?
Tell me, Marci. Are you tripping?

And I know we fell apart
And I know we fell apart

Please talk to me, Bunny.

STREAM

marci

produced by daywxtch

lyrics:
i can't get it
live through sedatives

huffed up all the nitrous to my fucking lungs
oxide helps me believe that we fell in love
closely, holding you closely to my chest
guiding, guiding me closely to my breast
too modest, never catch me showing you up
hold you close you're high importance
coast to coast, overseas
bitch, i stay imported
don't act like your a fan of me
i stay being extorted

i can't get it
live through sedatives 

go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know

damn

buy :3

the memories behind this one are crazy, I love you guys, thank you.

thanks to @n7te for helping me mix 

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

sorry i took awhile
hope i didnt disappoint

contradiction (cian)

audio diary of my teenage years + improvement log.

damn

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