@1m1x
prod breakwait
Lyrics:
is it really my fault?
that you can't join the rest
i work my ass off
i gotta be the best
"what do i stand for?"
a question i ask myself
whether i can do this anymore 
i leave on my own accord 
lak34
states that i can't give up
until i feel adored
if i scream at the top of my lungs
hard enough
i can break through the sun
the control of my lungs, the control of my life
i don't wanna go
maybe you can hone, your skills, control
your skills, control

(mix)
i be trappin' shit like a bounty
i be in the water try and drown me
i got all these bitches all around me
anxiety when they surround me.

BITCH TRYNA STEP TO ME?!
WHO ARE YOU???
HIGH ON SOME KETAMINE
(oooh)
SHOT YO HOMIE (dead)
ENJOY THE VIEW
AND NOW YOUR FUCKIN DEAD THATS 2 FOR 2. 

(okemia)
i feel so hot yet i feel so cold
i cannot run yet i can just hold
lak34 states that i cannot fold
lak34 states that i cannot-

FOLD!
LOOKIN' FOR A FIGHT, MAN?! 
TAKING OFF YOUR SKULL
GIVE ME ONE DAMN REASON THAT I SHOULD GO HOME
I DON'T FEEL LIKE I BELONG!
MY HEART IS BURSTING, LOWER THE BAR
MY GOD IS OPIODS
I'LL TRY HARDER TO SEAL THE VOID
ALL THE WHILE, IM RUNNING FROM MY PAST
AND THE PEOPLE WHO STILL CALL ME THEIR FRIEND.

(bounty)

lak34 w/ mix

prod: shade08
lyrics:
i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, jk
that's just a "JOKE" i play
[L.M.A.O.]

ive been pulling out my own hair, again x7
ive been pulling out my o-o-o-o-o

tell me a story that i haven't told you
please, think for yourself 'fore i fucking control you
ive done so much wrong don't think i can go back
(ᵖᴼˢᵀᵉᴰ ᵂᶦᵀʰ ˢʰ⁰⁰ᵀᵉʳˢ, ᵍᴼᵀ ᵍᵁⁿˢ ᵒᴺ ᵐʸ ᴮᵃᶜᵏ)
i'm trying to make sure you never come back
but you keep following me

keep following me
why's that?
i can tell you why....
it's cuz

i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, fuck you!
you are all some peasants that i force to do my bidding

new kid

https://open.spotify.com/album/3TVxRTYq09tAdR2VSzCwts
hope you enjoy :}
prod. drmabeats x @ilikecatsuknow

lyrics:
you should...
kill!
everything that you love
you're bound to only what you're made of
i forgot how to wear my crown
i hate every single person in the fucking world who is-

HAPPY FOR SOMETHING ELSE
THAN LOOKING FOR A COMPROMISE
FEEL IT INSIDE MY BONES
ASKING FOR ANOTHER RIDE
TRYING TO RIDE FOR YOU
HARDER THAN IT LOOKS
MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE
BABE, YOU HIT ME WITH A PUMP FAKE
BEGGING FOR ME TO LOSE
LIKE, WHAT'S UP WITH YOU?!
I'LL WIN FOR THE SAKE OF IT
WON'T GIVE YOU THE SATISFACTION 
WHY EVEN TRY
WE'RE ALL GONNA
(dieee)
WON'T GIVE YOU THE SATISFACTION 
WE'RE ALL GONNA DI-

HEY!
you should reject your fucking life!
when's the last time livings ever gone your way?
i fucking hate this, i don't wanna stay
but i have people who will miss me, so, i have to beat this game
i'm always sitting by myself but, im happy as can be
throughout the day, cus' i know 3:00 is when i get to scream
let out emotions that are tucked down deep inside of me
a sonic potion i create, a homemade remedy

kill (kill) 
everything that you love
you're bound to only what you're made of
i forgot how to wear my crown
i hate every single person in the fucking world who is-

HAPPY FOR SOMETHING ELSE
THAN LOOKING FOR A COMPROMISE
FEEL IT INSIDE MY BONES
ASKING FOR ANOTHER RIDE
TRYING TO RIDE FOR YOU
HARDER THAN IT LOOKS
MISTAKE AFTER MISTAKE
BABE, YOU HIT ME WITH A-
(fah-fah-fah)
BEGGING FOR ME TO LOSE
LIKE, WHAT'S UP WITH YOU?!
I'LL WIN FOR THE SAKE OF IT
WON'T GIVE YOU THE SATISFACTION 
WHY EVEN TRY
WE'RE ALL GONNA

WON'T GIVE YOU THE SATISFACTION 
WE'RE ALL GONNA DI-I-I

(kill x7)

kill (drma)

kill

prod: @breakwait
sample: @stinger_beats
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
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lyrics: 
don't give me a chance, I'll fuck it up
i ruined your plans, i know it now
if i tried to repent, i'd fail at it
cus' no matter how hard i try
i have no remorse for this

i think i had too much to drink
i can't remember your body
i'm shitty to everybody
sorry, i don't know what got a hold of me
maybe it was a monster
maybe it was a monster
baby put a hole in me, i can't live like this no more
i can't live like this no more

wake me up at 6:00am, cus' you know i don't ever wake
gotta be responsible but that's not in my DNA
baby please don't hate me, didn't mean to lie to you
don't take it personal, i did it for drugs and booze
but i don't know why
do i hate me, do i hate life?
i'm tryna poison you with my mind
is this working?, oh, baby is it working?!

i don't think it's working
but anyway
i love you with my whole soul
wouldn't trade you for the world

well.. maybe

wolf//sheep

wolfsheep

https://open.spotify.com/album/2cdFbzRu8DDtKc1tW6gC8U
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prod: @siemspark
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
inspo: https://soundcloud.com/heylog/healer
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lyrics:
i like to keep track
give it back
why would i
bring my ass back
why would i
ever run it back
you can't even talk to me
while you're loving me
omg i can't believe
why would i give up on me

if you come across
another guy
i'll kill myself
i'll kill myself
i'll hurt myself
i'm not one to be a complainer
a people pleaser, i'm just trying to convey to her
you think im out of pocket now?
just wait till later
internal voice will truly lead freedom

i like to keep track
give it back
why would i
bring my ass back
why would i
ever run it back
you can't even talk to me
while you're loving me
omg i can't believe
why would i give up on me

lurk

https://open.spotify.com/album/2rnm5P6cPV4kvIzaJPOHgH?si=v3kbUFqFQoutB0wWlgdkfw
prod: @daywxtch
guitar sample: skiwyy.wav
mixed/mastered: @daywxcth
written: @daywxtch
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lyrics:
i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i'll cover my ears, it's hard to say
"i'm looking for an accomplice, someone to harness, someone to carry the grief for me"
who am i gonna call?
who am i gonna call?
i'm so sick of being harmed
i'm so sick running around, dancing around, looking at frowns
that people give me for being around
someone tell me what i'm living for
tell me why i breathe
if not for me then who

i'm due for the extinction
crazy like patrick bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry, still needing more
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands
i see your face getting red
i see the blood on your hands

i think i need help
i think i need a spark
if i really held your hand
𝔦 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰
would you hold on tight? or let it go?

my life prone to extinction
crazy like i was bateman
i need light, need a torch
hungry still needing more
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-
ʜᴀɴᴅꜱ
i seen your face get red
i see the blood on your-

i don't know if i can love you
the way that i should
i hate being on my own
i hate being honest with you

i can't talk to you, i'm too afraid
i cover my ears...
it's hard to say
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INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/closure
https://soundcloud.com/sleepywater/woodlouse
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thanks for listening & reading <3

robby

https://open.spotify.com/album/4xGAToIJDj3f5wtZJrFHIc?si=xUYr6kHuSHmqbf-enY6WpQ
prod: @breakwait
piano sample: @penoplered_ on insta
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
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lyrics:
the worst thing you can do as a man
is let your life slip through your hands
that's what my papa told me
i think i gotta prove to him
but i'm too busy doing drugs
i'm fucking up my own disguise
my friends don't like or know me well
they're eating through my saddened lies and,
ooh
i'm falling through the depths of hell
the sickness is reaching to my core
i don't know how to leave your spell
cus you're the only thing that keeps me...

WARM

i'd run away from you, don't know why
guess i'm scared of the hurt, don't know why
i know that you seem okay
but many "okay" people spreading hate
and it permeate through my life

do i seem "alright" to you
do i seem like someone that you can relate to
i used to think that too

my life, pathetic
yet you're empathetic
i need some sedatives
run!
cus i'm afraid of him
don't wanna insult no one
i'm afraid of conflict
supposed to be scared of him
but my bloods boiling!
RUN
FROM NO ONE (I DID)
TRUST YOUR GUT
FROM NO ONE!
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INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/continue
https://soundcloud.com/byelog/heylog-disaster
https://soundcloud.com/defsharp/sinkholes
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thanks for listening & reading <3

the ocean seam

prod: @breakwait
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
___________________________
lyrics:
i got big bands stuffed into my pants 
so i can leave town
got on me zirconium pants
loose so i can run around in
tbh i could go and take it
maybe fucking sell it
would you buy into it
cus' i'm flying through the roof
and i think i can top it

and i know it's hard you tried to warn me
but i see the sun and it's alarming
if i ever run off you gotta harm me

i can't wait till i pull ina foreign
(if i don't show) know that i'm bored
 shawty so crazy she taking my phone
i hate this party, i wanna go home
(i look crazy) no you don't, you look like that everyday
niggas haven't ever heard me rap
niggas haven't ever heard me say niggas
finger on the trigger
we maybe small rn but we always getting bigger
SWEAR TO GOD THAT'S A FACT
SILENT SOLIDER, IMMA MOVE IN FOR THE ATTACK
YOU'RE A HACK, AND EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID SHOULD BE REDACTED
dear god, you're attractive
i know i'm undeserving, yeah i know that i can't have this
because i wear my heart on my sleeve, you gon attack it
because i wear my heart on my sleeve, you gon attack this

i'm sure you'd call it karma
i be smoking packs, in the pack, packing that pattywhack and
posted, i don't leave the house so guess that means that i'm
shut in
locked in
lonely till i login

it's a sad life that i surely live in
but imma live it up till i find the pieces
and when i make it work im gonna cap on it
and i don't mean to be such an american
but i need all of that
please, please, PLEASE!
i needa make my dream come a reality
if i don't make it work what else is gon be left for me
a 9-5 job working 120 hours a week i-
(DON'T) really want that
but at the same time, maybe it won't be that bad
i'll just move with class, move with class
flying to my subdivision, life is something i can't live with
---------------------------------
INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/maduro
https://soundcloud.com/brokitz/you-better-go
@2hollis
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thanks for listening & reading <3

egotism

(https://open.spotify.com/album/3XJPTSXpVzMBN5FgNUDFrn?si=jHdE2u3sR0e4FX_WN-vJUw)+ bonus song on spotify
prod: @breakwait
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
___________________________
lyrics:
stop it
asking me where time go
you got me stressing out i can't handle
i've been on my own, i've been rolling stones
i don't got no friends, i rock with my home
arrogant and pitiful but i know you can show me that,
i don't need a hand to hold i know that i can hold me down
the structure of my own head slowly corroding
the elements in my mind slowly eroding

eughh
yea do you feel it now

i tried, i thought i could take it
with a little effort and a bit of patience
i would storm the oasis, leaving dust behind
i'd give you the world and more only for you
ungrateful ass, always get it back
yeah, you always get it your way
i always get it my way

stop it, asking me where time go
the elements in my mind slowly eroding

does it matter at all?
about what i want
if everything shuts down
would i care at all
watch as the clock changes
as i grow into a man

cenotaph

https://open.spotify.com/track/5UNngA2VyDkonDbD4YyeLm?si=367ec635dcd04a12
prod: @daywatch
mixed/mastered: @daywatch / @ongm3s
written: @daywatch / @ongm3s
___________________________
ask me what i want to be
my answer isn't clear yet
do i look pitiful to you?!
i'm fucking done with this mess!

hold me close to death when you're around
watch my faith collapse when i'm on the ground

i choose to wake up
i can't wait for you 
my feelings misconstrued by you
i refuse to wait
i will choose to make
i can feel my face when i know you're away

[M3S]
now my bones decay, to the ground ima fall down
can't breathe, all the shouting it hollowed my lungs out
said that you hate me, you wanted me gone, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say now

[breakwait]
okay, you got me sick to my (sick) 
no way, my soul is black and i'm feeling decay
no way

messiah

messiah ft. eyes

Overgrown
_________________________________
I hope god gonna do me right 
I hope god is on my side 
‘Cus the fickle idea that imma make it up to you now is flawed 
And tryna see past me is brutal 
I don’t wanna feel the hurt or get through it all 
I've been questioning my self-worth and wondering  
if my idols are really the vital 
 
Who am I to reprimand, baby 
Who am I to expect less from you 
From you, from you 
And I know I'm pathetic, I gotta choose my fights 
Reason for feeling? I'm bouta lose my mind 
Give me a reason on why I shouldn’t hide 
I shouldn’t hide 
I shouldn’t hide 

I've been waiting for a long, long time 
I've been waiting for a long time 
I've been waiting for a long, long time 
I've been waiting for a long time 

 
I feel like I could fold 
Leave no impact, no direction 
And feel like I'm a ghost 
I'm tryna make the most of it 
I'm tryna be more affable 
I'm tired of being a pawn to this status quo 
Motherfucker in a trench coat like he sell dope 
I feel you, yeah 
I know you, yeah 
Pick up the pace or stop calling my phone 
Cus I know that you're scared of being alone 
Bath salts on my grown eyes 
It gon help me be millionaire 
Insults I don’t recognize ‘em 
Cus I've gotten so used to the fear 
And I've gotten so used to rejection that it trickles down my shoulder 
I'm so sick of crying man I'm older 
I done put my feelings in a folder 
Baby now I’m a boulder 

And I don’t know how to trust you now (And I don’t know how to go back) 
Could I ever feel your love again?

tiffany

produced/mixed by @daywxtch
written by @daywxtch

_________________
i need to find me, quit tryna find you
i did my due, i did my due diligence
but it couldn't even fix this affliction i've been feeling
i just wanna get fucked and sedated

don't ask me to be here, i can't feel
I CAN'T FEEL!

two am, i stay up
i just wanna feel young

i wake up tryna fuck in the function
can't function without my phone
i don't answer questions, can't handle it
i like to bite my tongue

don't come to me with problems, i won't solve 'em
probably make it worse
pep talking myself, i'm tryna make it out from worse
i'm so tired of running from what i did, but i'm taking it to
the grave

pick it up
i'll pick it up

don't ask me for something, you can teach yourself
i'll be there to help, don't have anything else to do
when the world revolves around you
you'll find a way to me
and baby who's to say that i'm not faking this
the older i get the more it hurts and the more they break me in
wish i could revert, but it's set in stone
in fact it's in the pavement
course it's gotta be the very one i walk one
tired of people thinking that i don't even try hard
tired of people thinking that i don't even know how
agonizing their trivializing is 
to me

find a way

produced by daywxtch

lyrics:
i can't get it
live through sedatives

huffed up all the nitrous to my fucking lungs
oxide helps me believe that we fell in love
closely, holding you closely to my chest
guiding, guiding me closely to my breast
too modest, never catch me showing you up
hold you close you're high importance
coast to coast, overseas
bitch, i stay imported
don't act like your a fan of me
i stay being extorted

i can't get it
live through sedatives 

go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know

damn

buy :3

produced by daywatch

lyrics:
tired of thinking up bars in my room that don't make sense
sometimes don't compute and i feel like i'm not cut out for this
sometimes
and i remember when they used to come up to me crazy, like
they had no respect for me but, i got ahead
in my own little way, in my own little space
in my head

and most don't even care about the consequence, i'm tryna guide
people like me to the light but only if they want to go
cus' when you fine with your situation, you gon' stay froze
don't matter how many loving people want you to be brave
i don't think you know how long it took too pull me out the grave
took me twelve long years just to figure out i'm hazed
took me four more years for my parents to relate
took me some more overthinking just to clear the slate

oh my god, i'm sick to core
y'know that it's bad when the hatred is decor
i think that i used it as protection
i'm older now and i don't seem to get the message

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward and i can't get the words out my mouth
i really hate how i talk so i put an impression on my sound
my friends say it's all in my head so i guess that i'm just full of doubt

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward-
sometimes i wish all four of my friends were packed in my skin
he wishes to be himself but, i wish i could be like him

oh, i think i'm done for the night
woah, feeling like i'm soft-locked
beat boys say it's beat block
but spitters say it's writers block
big boy in a corner
big boy in a corner

but i still try

could you sometimes think about us?
sometimes think about love?
cus' i need your company
would you do it for me?
i can't

sometimes think about us
i sometimes think about love and
it feels so dumb to me
i look in the mirror and fantasize about who i wanna be

dumb mic'd up wannabe
i wanna be seen
i wanna be me
i wanna find peace
imma let life do the finding

buy?

softlock

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dumb experimental pop boy

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