patrick star in his FEELINGS (this shit fire)

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

w/ https://soundcloud.com/starfall prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves & https://soundcloud.com/buginfestedfloorboards
You hurt everytime you love
And I break every sense of trust
I wish I could love you
But i'm making it hard too
Same place that and we're at
Is how we started I hate that
You can't handle the truth
It's so easy being over you

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Tell me if it's really you
i wanna show you all the things we'll do 
Maybe i'll tell you some exciting news
I think i'm startna really like u too 
I think you're great
Always late
Don't care what the world could say about you 
Hate all the way 
When somebody can't relate around you
Hey, may i say, that i really like being around you 
Changing your mind and shit
I'd rather have you lie than this 
Maybe it's time to quit 
But you are all i'm thinking about

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Everytime You Love w/ Starfall (Joshwa, Soju & Rosesleeves)

( i love you ) 

on my own
i don't need people to talk to
i do this shit by my lone
its not the same as before no
but im not alone 
i got people hittin up my phone
and they all talkin like they fuckin know
yea but they don't fuckin know
heart on my sleeve with your hand on my shoulder
and its getting colder 
everyday they just tell me to suck it up
and i cant control it
everyday i just think to myself 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna die 
i dont wanna fuck it up
wanna be friends well you're out of luck 
and i know that i'm never gonna be enough
so i fuck up my my life 
i hate myself sometimes i wanna-

lone.

ayee its my bday :D

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Lyrics:
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately
Am I going fast?
Going slow?
What do I know?
Where'd you go?
I don't think I wanna die no more

I don't wanna talk about how all the things you do
Make me wanna be close to you
Is it fine to just say the truth?
(That I)
I can't be with you
I don't know what to do
Tryna make a move

I don't know what to do
Can we change the mood? 
Is what you said the truth?
Is it Me or you?
Can we just go find the things that are complicated
Tryna find the options that are waiting
Is it wrong just to say that you hate me?
Am I right to still wanna say baby?
All the times that you wanted to save me
All the things that I thought about lately

Me or U

Me or U (prod. ok mallii)

prod me, anem0s

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/split-2

I hope you're staying strong
I hope you sing along to my songs still
Tell me that I'm in the wrong
I need my conscience
Wish you were still on my arm
I'm barely conscious
I'm running my way back home

Why is it getting dark
Think there's a hole in my heart
Feel like I've had enough
I'm sick of calling bluffs
Could never get enough
Still feelin outta touch
Still in your debt
Tryna' wash away the stains of lust

Wasted away all of my nine lives
Paces to greatness you cut those ties
Now the thoughts in my head are an enemy
Can't be placed in a bed or a reverie
Lost all the sauce now the bread's all dry
Rather be dead than you gut my hide again
What's really there anyway I guess

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

You push a little more
I'll walk away a little less
My jaw is on the floor from duress
It made decisions a mess
And now I can't ignore
My obsession has got a little flesh
Foot into the door
You won't leave me here
You gon' wait a sec

Write all my rhymes from a basic place
Feel like a spineless waste of space and time again
This plight you win
It's alright you said
You're already hundred miles away

Wasting away
Cause you're stuck in my brain
And I can't get you out
Feet on the ground
But my head in the clouds
Lost in the sauce so the breads all dry

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

Lost in the sauce so the bread's all dry

SOMEONE I COULD TRUST

prod: shade08
lyrics:
i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, jk
that's just a "JOKE" i play
[L.M.A.O.]

ive been pulling out my own hair, again x7
ive been pulling out my o-o-o-o-o

tell me a story that i haven't told you
please, think for yourself 'fore i fucking control you
ive done so much wrong don't think i can go back
(ᵖᴼˢᵀᵉᴰ ᵂᶦᵀʰ ˢʰ⁰⁰ᵀᵉʳˢ, ᵍᴼᵀ ᵍᵁⁿˢ ᵒᴺ ᵐʸ ᴮᵃᶜᵏ)
i'm trying to make sure you never come back
but you keep following me

keep following me
why's that?
i can tell you why....
it's cuz

i see something else
i see something else entirely
i'm tryna stay sane, but i swear my mind tryna fight me
it's fucking up my life and the people that around me
but imma fight it back like a DIY lobotomy

A FUCKING IDIOT
WALK AROUND THE WORLD LIKE YOU'RE STUPID!
my life is alone and i'm the permanent new kid
i'm new bis (business), moving , open for some observation
if i look in your direction better know that i am-
GRACING YOU!
BLESSING YOU!
like a god in the sky, i'm a god in disguise
heh, fuck you!
you are all some peasants that i force to do my bidding

new kid

unfortunately this will be the last thing i will ever release anywhere. this demo has been sitting in my files and i wanted to just put it out there, especially after my music has been deleted from all platforms. to anybody and everybody who has supported me and my passion, thank you so much and i wish you all the best! 
- ilytwelve/blank

prod. blank

lyrics:
it felt so wrong
until now
mind at peace
through sound
it's been so long 
since i've seen your smile
watch the weeds 
grow all wild
and oh i adored your face 
that never changed 
the river banks 
had our names on them
so here i am waiting 
for darkness to fade 
silence to say
to let go.

yellow ( demo )

lyrics :

you don't have to leave me out
just follow her path and go
there's no one to stop you out there exept you
find the rest and i will help you find the truth
can't go fix the time we cannot let you through
so long

i know everything you want
if i left you gon be sorry
you have better things than nobody but you

my time i've waste is gone
you tryna hide your stories
and everything you've done
because your action speaks louder than your words

don't go

until you're wide awake
woke up in hollow places
it's better safe than sorry

and everything is gone
and now you're own your own
that place has saved your soul
let you be there i don't expect you to return
don't settle down to talk
there's so much more you wanted
can't let the past go and the things you can't control

oh why won't you let me be
this place can barely breath

i'll let you be okay
and nothing feels the same
it's not your final path to find peace
don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
there's nothing to justify your mistakes

know everything i know everything
know everything i know everything

leave you dead on the open doors
greed can't help you be something more
see through threads like i did before

first time i know should have leave you dead
then reset tryna find a chance to live again
you deserve your own downfall
and hit rock bottom you taste the pain too hard
and let it stuck in your brain

keep that close and you don't follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

you're stucking inside and tryna be somebody else
put that aside and all the trophies on your shelf
i refuse to die cause i've been doing this for hell
buried alive only your name is on the graveyard
too hard to quit and i move on
showed up to your funeral with my suit on
the tears gon drown me

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it
you think that you're good on your own
if she knows that i escaped from your reality

oh i know everything

find peace find truce
shouldn't have belong in this youth no
living a life in illusion
passing away in confusion
it's all i got for you to stay
i'll say it out let me demonstrate
does it happened to be complicated
modulated
learn to take new routes
heading in south
finding a ways to getting out of the same old ways i know
but i won't take anything
it's my way i'm following
the right way they tell me things

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

oh the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

keep that close follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

lyrics :

tryna cut you off now i'm unfazed
i moved on from that shit you want me to stay
hatred is flowing down all on your face
can't erase yourself boy that shit was too late

the pressures go down to my veins
escape by my brain went on two different lanes
can't take that loss you gon take every pain
wasting the time you went out go insane

i wash out your name on my plate
catching my heart put it out on my case
left home without all the trace
so i can take another shot is going

tryna cut you off now i'm unfazed
i moved on from that shit you want me to stay
hatred is flowing down all on your face
can't erase yourself boy that shit was too

can't erase yourself boy that shit was too late

tryna cut you off now i'm unfazed
i moved on from that shit you want me to stay
hatred is flowing down all on your face
can't erase yourself boy that shit was too late

went in the south growing pain
i ain't tryna convince my love ones to you
hide all my feelings i ain't never gonna tell the truth
can't let go but i will still be here with you

tired of you it's sickening
who are you i don't pretend
pull me out this is the end
who you call i'm not your friend

this shit is sickening i won't be gone this evening
worry bout yourself and the things that you can't control

tryna cut you off now i'm unfazed
i moved on from that shit you want me to stay
hatred is flowing down all on your face
can't erase yourself boy that shit was too late

freezing cold
can't get rid of you now
tryna delete all your life but
i've fallen down to the path i
made the worst decisions i had decide
no words can justify my actions
i want it repeating the cycles can't stop it
and i tried too hard to be what you wanted

what you wanted

left

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

new kid

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