been a while but i finally got some new music 

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now im on a flight from boston
bad lil bitch make me move with caution
overthinking got me nauseous
expensive shit all on my garments though
expensive shit all on my garments,
my body wrapped around in diamonds
like this shit a fucking harness, im the hardest
fuck charting im a niche artist
i been staying true to myself regardless
of all these fucking comments
i been living in my head
this shit gone drive me crazy
but im living the life i wanted
feel like i made it

i been throwing fits, no tantrums
bad things she do on camera
now she gone play all innocent
she a freaky lil hoe from atlanta
fell in love with the lights and the glamour
cant believe i seen my life change
she said im acting different
i live my life my own way
now i got designer clothes,
designer hoes,
whatever you name it
been tryna find my flow
and build me a team that gone help me make it
fake bitches tryna rock with the clique im with
cause they fell in love with my fragrance
im stressed,
constant headaches throwing up all on the pavement

@aftrrs
i know im a mess
problems that i thought put to rest
drama, never really asked for the context
thought i really could give my best
effort
didnt really know whats better for me
throw it all away, its whatever to me
numb my pain, whatever will take me (away)
dont save me
i dont wanna talk, dont care if u hate me
give me an answer, not just 'maybe'
where my mind goes, there is no safety
no no way
didnt think you'd treat me that way
who wouldve thought oh all these thoughts im going insane
i wish my heart would just fade

stream everywhere!

garments w/ aftrr (joeboi + typhoon)

spedup by 1🤤

mix master by me

vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/payperview-vocals-130-bminor/s-difQAkXR1rF?si=e27bf0426497488f932c3416aa5e994d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics
if u dont feel it say that
dont lead me on dont make me feel bad
and u said u loved me did u really mean- fuck that
and before u leave and pick up ur keys
you could just say that
you didnt want me at all
u just wanna leave it all

(chorus)
like bitch i cant see at all
like whyd i trip i shouldnt care at all
weight on my chest it aint the best
and i cant breathe at all
like bitch i dont know what u want
say u want me, u dont, ur dumb
count up my bread by the end of the month
u were all I thought I'd want
one good month was all i wanted
ud have to go get him involved
cuz u know u needed someone else
i guess i wasnt that great for u
alone garnering hate for u
ur watching me like pay per view
i tried before but I fucked it up
I tried before but u fucked me up

so we'll leave it at that
i been trying to heal
its better but still bad
i know u dont feel bad
you set my heart cold but i still feel
ur caught in a lie and I wonder what was real
I blunder, u forgot the deal
and my hearts still cold
I'm walking a tightrope
I'm better off keeping my eyes closed
i wonder where the fuck my time go
no its not great for me
and im whipping i dont wanna drive slow
u had to be so damn dry though
like what was ur deal
tried hard but we couldnt be real
u didnt see me i didnt appeal

(chorus)

payperview (pekarot, jolst)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@eunhae
prod/mixed/mastered by me.
additional vocals by @riptenshi

i want myself back.

lyrics:
how could i look in the mirror?
all i see is someone hiding something
couldn't be any clearer
that i lost my way a real long time ago
did you really think you'd get this far?
are you truly fine with who you are?
cut the bullshit
you've been living a great lie
killed by guilt from the inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

(eunhae)
wait a minute
it'll be fine in the end
and if it doesn't
then at least we can pretend
we're in control and
it's all going to plan
i say i'm fine
but not and i'll just do it again
it's gonna take a lot of time
to heal from everything that makes me cry
i keep on trying even though i really wanna hide
i wanna grow but i'm still spending every day inside

you took a step back
and now you're losing your grip
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
i need to get back
or i'll just lose in the end
i want myself back
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
yet i still do it again
and again
and again
oh yeah i still do it again

on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me
on and on
i make the same mistakes
can't you tell
it's written on my face
pull the thread, unravel me
take it all
what's left of me...

spotify

do it again w/ eunhae

-:- 
i love this song sm thank you so much to everyone involved with this one

prod 31sentinel & myself
#upwards
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmtr_GuQYSU

is she having fun?
dealer laced my drugs
"take me to erewhon"
whole time i got five bucks up inside my pocket
i should pop an adderall
shit is getting difficult

wonder where all of the time go
spending it hiding from five o
take a flight to different time zones
link up w keegan n my bros (love u)
ive watched a fed smoke gelato
driving through all of the potholes

im not here when
im not sober
it gets bad
i told you
we're someone
we're no one
a colder
october

i dnt wanna think abt
words tht come out of ur mouth
something happens, shit goes south
count on me 2 stick around
i smoke way 2 many blunts
i dont even feel em now
ima up my heater now
smoke that boy he
dnt wanna think abt
words tht come out of ur mouth
something happens, shit goes south
count on me 2 stick around
i smoke way 2 many blunts
i dont even feel em now
ima up my heat on them
smoke that boy he feel he freezin rlly
fk the clout
words tht come out of ur mouth

ok u guys get it

#stick (prod 31sentinel+me)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5OLPJ6C75VJSpk2oDL4WUw?si=1c2fwJxFRxOixvrJpXRG0Q
lyrics:

evan marzz:
i sent a text i’m just hopin that u call back
this ain’t a flex baby tell me where ur heart at
think that i’m next but i’m not the one to call that
head on my desk and i think i need it all back

bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin G u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya
i heard u impatient uh uh
waiting 
imma boss up make u think bout what u sayin 
u be on talkin shit but be chillin to my face man
u act like a bitch and i’ll put u in ur place man

this ain’t a joke make me mad like why u lyin
i feel alone ain’t nobody i can vibe with
i cop a wip windows down when im not ridin 
she take a sip and she askin if we tied in

yurms:
they said lil bitch like a drug it’s like a virus
up wakin get up offa my chest
tell me u want me u can feel it in ur eyelids
i cant ever get enough u need to try it

shot in my brain i can’t get it outta my head
blunt in my face i can’t get it outta my hand
up it ain’t stuck stand on shit until i dive in
blunt on my face had to get it above here 
we not on the same page i feel like u don’t care
everything i say hey i cant even go there
always say the same thing this ain’t goin nowhere
u act like u hate me i cant take u nowhere 

evan marzz:
bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin g u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya

bitch ain’t giving no fucks 
tell me did i glow up
i’m a fuckin G u better watch bout how u step bruh
said to hit my line and now she acting like a hoe bruh
yea she tell me no duh 
i’m finna forget ya
i heard u impatient uh uh uh
waiting 
imma boss up make u think bout what u sayin 
u be on talkin shit but be chillin to my face man
u act like a bitch and i’ll put u in ur place man

glow up w/ yurms (p. xtasane)

All my life
I stood there in fear
What's fair?
Not here
I can't breathe in

Can i hold your hand?
Can we look once again
Know that, I healed
Dont look back, hooked
I try, my best
Ill fly, like the rest

It's a fall out life
You wont see my rights
But ill survive
Ill see the night
But you cant go go go
Not yet

Yeah, oh

Oh
Drown my liver
I cant forget her
All my sorrows
Begin to wither 
All my life 
I try and try
Oh I cant fight
It's treasons light

Fallout, I Can't Forget Her

feat. @aftrrs

[intro]
let me know if youre tellin the truth
please dont forget me 
cause i could never forget you 
yeah its best that you left for yourself and im glad
that you got all your help 
and hes there for your hand

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 

[verse]
talk down
talk down to me 
dont tell me what you want from me
you dont give just take all of the pieces that i needed

know this wont work out
work out i need it 
takin down these drugs repeated
i dont give no fucks bout my own feelings
no i dont see them ima

act so oblivious and say im doin fine 
but its just
so fucking hard you planted seeds inside my mind
i cant waste no time im fuckin fried
no i dont want no one hit my line
u know that ive been
ive been so lonely 
ive been
ive been so lonely 

ive been
ive been so lonely 

[aftrr]
tell me if you're leaving tonight
do you know how i feel inside
change the topic, press the issue
it don't matter who's wrong or right
waiting on you to decide
wanna skip to the end of my life
who gon wipe your tears when you cry?

i'm tired of missing someone
can't believe i thought you were the one
but i can't lie, without you, it's no fun
like who am i, who have i become

overdue communications
fall through on complications
stand on two's, i don't gotta say shit
acting rude with no basis

[hook]
no i dont want you anywhere near me 
but know that its a lie 
yeah its a lie 
yeah its a lie 

cant concentrate i cant think clearly 
cause all my thoughts tell me to die
they tell me die
tell me to die 
x2

refrain

SPOTIFY

refrain ft. aftrr! (plantcham)

https://open.spotify.com/album/47KgEhMcD6L3mcpuAgKoZf?si=MHTI27icSWKb-kUAKIqF4Q

lyrics:

water bucket on my wrist drippin came up with the shits
hate me cuz im yung n rich know this jus sum philly shit
prada on cant see a thing talkin shit id prolly swing
rather let u call and ring i dont do no answering

talkin now u inna herce promise i could do you worse
that boy bitchin for the birds spinnin back id do u first
that boy aint got shit on us take his money paper cuts
bitch u down but evan up pussy think he one of us

different color bullets red get it through his fuckin head
pop up bitch he walkin dead dont remember what he said
didnt think id crack a mil didnt think id be here still 
did it i cant fuckin chill im the type to fuckin kill

tell me that its smoke- he say smoke? then its smoke bitch
think that i dont tote from my coat to ur throat bitch
think that i dont know what you know but i know bitch
i could do the most make a post but i wont bitch

water bucket on my wrist drippin came up with the shits
hate me cuz im yung n rich know this jus sum philly shit
prada on cant see a thing talkin shit id prolly swing
rather let u call and ring i dont do no answering

talkin now u inna herce promise i could do you worse
that boy bitchin for the birds spinnin back id do u first
that boy aint got shit on us take his money paper cuts
bitch u down but evan up pussy think he one of us

water bucket on my wrist drippin came up with the shits
hate me cuz im yung n rich know this jus sum philly shit
prada on cant see a thing talkin shit id prolly swing
rather let u call and ring i dont do no answering

talkin now u inna herce promise i could do you worse
that boy bitchin for the birds spinnin back id do u first
that boy aint got shit on us take his money paper cuts
bitch u down but evan up pussy think he one of us

water bukkit (p. dxcember)

@staggyucrazy

PROD @prod_pk + @alxwav + feral

Lyrics:

{hook} 

I been getting weird looks

Feeling like a tweaker

You been dropping trash

So let me be a teacher

You been tryna tax

Just for a shitty feature

I been puffin gas 

You still stuck on drinkin litres

I been dropping bag after bag like a leader

I been payin tag after tag you do neither

Posted up with stag thumbin stacks like a dealer

Throw him in a pack full of trash ass reeferrr

Your name turn irrelevent

Rockin different setiments

You been on some hate shit 

who tf done let him in?

Roll up yea roll up all my medicine

Show love when theres no love

Thas my precident

Counting presidents all day

My fingers starting to ache

Like oh my godd

Please get off my case

Shit never go my wayy

{hook} 

I been getting weird looks

Feeling like a tweaker

You been dropping trash

So let me be a teacher

You been tryna tax

Just for a shitty feature

I been puffin gas 

You still stuck on drinkin litres

I been dropping bag after bag like a leader

I been payin tag after tag you do neither

Posted up with stag thumbin stacks like a dealer

Throw him in a pack full of trash ass reeferrr

@staggyucrazy

Thought that bitch was bad wouldnt bag that either

Bro you made me mad ima tax that feature

I been in my bag let me tap that eather

Ok im high

Damn near almost died in the past four nights

If i slow it down ima blow my mind

But im still making waves let me grow my tide

Bro why you looking at me like that

You sending daggers with your eyes i send em right back

{hook} 

I been getting weird looks

Feeling like a tweaker

You been dropping trash

So let me be a teacher

You been tryna tax

Just for a shitty feature

I been puffin gas 

You still stuck on drinkin litres

I been dropping bag after bag like a leader

I been payin tag after tag you do neither

Posted up with stag thumbin stacks like a dealer

Throw him in a pack full of trash ass reeferrr

TWEAKER ft. staggy [pk + alxwav + feral]

(prod. cxrter x yashio)
<33. new song with mr. 01 (check him out rnn!)
@antag01

lyrics:
@oafalls:
you were pushing me first
I'm down in the dirt
am I making it work, or making it worse?
I know you hate me, 
when I say "I love you" at the same time
blame me
everytime we fight
talk about it every night.

everynight, every night and day
never tried, you just pushed me away
stuck up and tied
I just need an escape
stuck with your lies
just pull the mask away
this is your masquerade
can't keep up with how you play
this point' I ain't feeling safe
you ask me "how I've been doing?"
honestly, can barely say
do that shit and wonder why your friends wanted to walk away
don't hit up my call
I don't want to talk to you today

@antag01:
I thought I'd be okay
but you still gon' run away
it didn't have to go this way
it started with a simple "hey"
and I can't cope with all this hate
hide your face by my display
thought about a wedding ring
kill me, this just where I lay
so please stop saying that I miss you
wish I never kissed you
told you everything I've been through
like damn- was a bitch move
and now I'm having issues
really thought that I could fix you
thought I wouldn't miss you
but then, all are plans are fell through

everynight I lose to you ft. antag01 (prod. cxrter x yashio)

i'll try my hardest
(thanks @onenightfall for the INCREDIBLY inoffensive vocal samples :v)
______
lyrics:
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

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