one-side (simon m)

im done

big shout to cedar man @cedarredd-mgmt

lyrics:

baby don't waste my time 

cuz im about to change my life

we only get one try  

you said you only gonna stay one night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

*cedar*

i know im the right guy

for you

baby i could make the time fly

with you 

ill be the life line 

and we can do it all again another night 

it's past the point

but in a vacuum 

i really thought i had it

wouldn't put it past you

she hit the matador 

and know i'm that fool

but baby all im askin for is that you



 don't

waste my time 

cuz i can change your life

baby you know we only get one try 

you know you could always stay the night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

lights out w/ cedar redd

i never feel like me.
____________________
I guess everyone's sick of the guise 
Water drips out of my faucet
Bet it's mimicking the way that i lost it
Like it's something i wanted

For the first time in my life i'm being serious
When i'm giving you all of my time don't be oblivious
Poker face boy tell me what you want
'Cause your actions ain't obvious
You lash out at the backtalk when it's copious
Bet you're just looking for the "go ahead"
Well, go ahead!

I can't talk to you (nah, nah)
I refuse to open up, nah, 'cus now i know
Even when i try it's always short-lived, but maybe that's the point
A little bit of love, maybe that's the ploy
I'm training my body to search & destroy
The fond in my pan defines who i am
It's all me

Get off me, fuck soul searching
There isn't a reason why i am me
I am hated and loved equally just like every other human being
Something in me wants to be more
I look around and see that everyone's ascending
Is there something they have that i don't?
Should i even care when i hit a new low?

When i cut my wrist, is it real or just for show?
When i take Prozac, is it real or placebo?
When i drop mid, is it okay 'cus it's from my soul?
And if it's not, did these past three years mean anything at all?

Skin's made of rocks, protecting me
Swear to god when everyone's around the heaven makes a beam
Now they tryna tell me i'm crazy, but i've seen it
I'm the one who hears it when they're whispering
So, talk to me louder
I'm the only person on this earth that really matters right now
I'll face my town and show you why i'm proud

I guess everyone's sick of my guise, god damn
The water drips out my faucet
I bet it's mocking the way that i lost it
Like i wanted this
For the first time in my life i'm being serious
When i'm giving you all of my time don't be delirious
No, i can't talk to you
Every time i get burned it's on me
I'm forgetting everything like how you care for me
And how i love my family, and the one i choose

inauthentic

then let's go to war.
_____________________
I ain't losing this, i don't care what you found
Right now, i'm ten toes down
In my mind a battlefield, put them fists up
All my boys turn to stone, now
Where Medusa?
Put them dukes up, i don't wan't you leaving less you bloodied
I don't see you with nobody, why is that?
Why is that?

Is it cause you stuck to me?
I won't fall for that i'm no longer fifteen
Thinking up a new scheme
We swarm around from the back
I'm not giving you anytime to respond
Swallow your apologies
Even if you mean it you'll be wrong

And when were on the floor bloodied
You would laugh and tell me we're the same one
And you would dish out the same love that i swore i wouldn't give anyone
I still love myself, i still love myself, baby
I just don't know how to show it in the way you want me to, i
And i know it's gonna take time for you, oh
For you to know
That i got my own way, own way, i

TIME OUT

wrong

self prod

lyrics
i need it im fiening im steady hooked on a feeling
we could make plans only if you dont end up leaving
no one can see it
ill play my cards right ill finally break even
they wont understand all the times ive been looking for it
thats the only thing that feel important
really hope that it will go according to plan

moving cause im on the road my hands get cold
could u keep me warmer im not used to snow
you could waste my time
we could run away we could get a little farther
from this life
i cant even think yeah i gotta move smarter
i was thinking that i need to play it cool
i was tripping yeah i couldnt read the room
wasnt living so im probably a fool
yeah i rly didnt even have a clue
so could ya
could u make it true
cuz i been running circles in my head looking for truth

see the future in ur eyes
they been looking for me hide
hurry up and pick a 
hurry up and pick a side
take a trip around the world baby u cud slide
im dont think im asking too much for you to try
they said i did it all wrong
cuz i did it alone
but i couldnt control
all the things that i wished for hoped for
i think that we could talk more
remember what was so important 

moving cause im on the road my hands get cold
could u keep me warmer im not used to snow
you could waste my time
we could run away we could get a little farther
from this life
i cant even think yeah i gotta move smarter
i was thinking that i need to play it cool
i was tripping yeah i couldnt read the room
wasnt living so im probably a fool
yeah i rly didnt even have a clue
so could ya
could u make it true
cuz i been running circles in my head looking for truth
so could ya
could u make it true
cuz i been running circles in my head looking for truth

SPOTIFY

im not used to snow (self prod)

prod me

lyrics:
(again)
stuck in the future tense and you're not looking back
i try to look up but my eyes are made of glass
cant even try you fossilized me in the past
wish i could crack
wish i could crack

i dont compare you're holding everything i lack
with one hand open hold it tight behind your back
said it was late so youd prefer it if i crash
again

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

(again)
so ill just waste away stay here looking through glass
i know youll hate it so ill stay here on my back
my company of wilted flowers that you grabbed
you left me here surrounded

came from the ground got my tears all around me
weird coming out it was weird when you found me
fears that i found i dont know im still counting
while froze in the state that you found me

even if i fall again and break my head
you tell me that it's all the same it wouldnt change
so even if im caught hanging on your wall you would never stop and complain
you tell me that it's all
all
okay
okay

fossil

writing, production, mixing & mastering by daywatch

lyrics:
i see through your soul, transparent as glass
you'll hurt yourself, you'll hurt yourself 
tryna hold it in
i'm not the type to cry, but right now i feel alive
felt like i touched the sky a long time ago

i never wanna go back to holding back tears in the back of my dads car
still getting whiplash, how the fuck did i change that hard?
like, fourteen to seventeen is a big difference
imagine seventeen to thirty-three
imagine thirty-three to fifty-five, when i'm looking back on time
i'm working 9-5 till sixty-five, will my hard work do me right?
i'm tired of everybody looking at me like they know what's on my mind
just let it out

imma be a grown man in twenty-two days
on a wednesday
i used to dream for this day, i used to pray for this day
and now it's four weeks away i don't know if i'm ready
i'm not ready, but imma suck it up either way
even if i fuck up we'll be okay
there's always gonna be a shot at this
you say the whole world's on your shoulders, you not atlas
you say my feeling are invalid, but i feel this
regardless, nah, regardless
imma suck it up, push through this

man, i lie to myself
say "i can handle change"
in a whole different world and i'm leaving you 'lone
and i'm poking out sometimes but, mainly, im froze
transparent here but i'm hardly a ghost
i try it out here and there, but it never goes the way i want it to go

i see through your soul, transparent as glass
you'll hurt yourself, you'll hurt yourself 
tryna hold it in
i'm not the type to cry, but right now i feel alive
felt like i touched the sky a long time ago

i'm at the peak, everything's going to close
i haven't even owned my lows, i know
that it's all going to close
ignore my dirty clothes and we push through
why is everything embarrassing? it's just you
i have no clue
i feel like everything's gonna be the worse thing for me

i feel like everything's a foggy mess
tripping on my own words, what i said is said
but, you don't know anything 'bout me, try again
bet you could almost make me out, feeling translucent
no, i won't carry weight from the past
i only wanna live in the here and now
i got caught up in myself, but i see it now
the only way someone like me could be proud

transparent

prod. @aftrrs
made for @noob song wars

(cant find a point too dull)
(i could tell that its in my mind again)
(wont lie like it aint been rough)
(but you know that id pay that price again)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

you'd rather M.I.A
its getting hard staying in my lane (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/stay-in-my-lane)
i dont ever wanna get complacent
maybe already in that place
"i dont wanna do too much"
only one getting in my way
duck head till its something to show for it
man i cant let it be no waste

cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

lose more than you gain from it
same shit overhead stay dangaling
i dont ever wanna break no promises
but truth is i dont wanna go through with it
ironic, said i wouldnt but im losing it (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/ironic)
might trip a little, but aint falling for no stupid shit
the best part is youre almost through with it
how you think that i dont know why youre doing it

(make sure its the worst it gets)
(tryna let it go, but i cant drop grip)
("dont kill you, it makes you stronger")
(well then i think im dead)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

(cant find a point, too dull) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(cant find a point, too dull) (first one dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (first one dead)
(right now, and you probably was right back then) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(my choice, i would probably take it way back when) (first one dead)
(would you rather be the last one standing) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(or would you rather be the first one dead?)

FIRST ONE DEAD [p. aftrr]

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production, mixing & mastering by daywatch

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