Goat

(prod. 66smokey)
lyrics;
i'm drowing in your tears again,
just leave me to rot in this room that im in,
im going crazy will you be my friend?
im sitting here lonely with your blood on my skin,
one more chance it wont happen again,
open the door please let me in,
i see all your cuts all over your skin,

(all those cuts all over your skin) 2x
(ahhh)
(woahhh) 
(woahhh) 
(woahh)

SKIN

prod. sickboi

lyrics enjoy :P

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run awa-

tell me why u been up in my head
she told me id be better off dead
i think to myself we be better off as friends
u show all ur love in the end

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run away

i cant tell u why i feel this way
and the cuts on my arm 
i said that ur the one to blame
what do i gotta do 
to make these right with you
after everything i did
u found somebody new
time time flys by
tell me whats the next move
i dont wanna fight
i just wanna talk it out with u

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run away

i cant tell u why i feel this way
and the cuts on my arm 
i said that ur the one to bla-

run away (ALL PLATS)

happy birthday to me ig :/

so many days that my life turned out bad

so many nights that u been up in my head

its hard to not think about what u said

i cant forget that i used to take them meds

i hated waking up at 6am

when i could of been sleeping in

i didnt wanna go to school

but i went to see my friends

its my birthday in 9 days

but i dont really feel like my age

as a kid i didnt feel pain

like i do now


some people say when u get older

that your problems will fade away

its another birthday where i feel nothing

i know that it wont change into something

my birthday (ALL PLATS)

@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

go stream!

horror movies

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

prod bashful

@ggyaru
locked in my room getting faded
all that I've done is feel hated
messed with my touch, my persuasion
all that I've touched has been tainted

I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

@fiestivals
they ask where I've been like they care now
but I gave them my best then I tapped-out
drown the room in my smoke, its my hideout
then I melt in the haze till I blackout

I gave them my time, my time they'll just borrow
they show up for highs, but not for the sorrow
they act oh so sweet when it's good for they're ego
it's another fake hug, one more fake hug tomorrow

@ggyaru & @fiestivals
I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

pa viejo

[che mannequin remix]
lyrics;

if its me and you there's no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judas, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back
i was being nice when i said yo shit wack!
Rick Owens on my feet bitch you know I'm always stacked
and my pants never be correct cus you know how i sag
i got grams in pockets and they prolly from the past
turn yo fuckin music off that shit is ass (that shit trash!)
im bumping fenix in this bih im boutta crash
spend my money on a pretty bitch buy her a bag
huh fenix never on that bullshit he only speak facts
(you creep)
pussy boy he can not do a one on one
i aint basic im a legendary one of one
yea im wasted bitch i got the gas up in my lungs
he cant say dis, bitch im hot asf just like the sun
ha, ha
yuh told this bitch sit criss kross,
she dont that she be fucking with a boss
haha, talking on my name you gon get socked
i dont tell no business i keep it locked
yea this pretty hoe just left in a thong
and dis freaky bitch got a fucking tongue of a frog
why you all up in my business i aint do nun wrong
finna rip it, like my name is wreck it ralph out this bong

yeah, if she cut her wrist then let me know
you can show yo funds but you know theres nothing you can show
HAHA! huh? groupie bitch and she love doing coke
they be talking bout me but they saying fenix the goat (im a goat)
if you packing up that fye you better use it
if you use your hands jus kno im abusive, and yo bitch a groupie she loving my music
if its me and you theres no point of choosing
boosting, if i was you.. i would rather lose it
ruthless, if fenix up in the cut he going stupid
judus, fuck yo bitch right up i would leave her toothless
booted, i smoke up my blunt and then im zooted,
yuh fenix going crazy yall aint know dat?
if i dont answer bitch you betta call back

fenix - ##ZOOTED // #RUTHLESS [che mannequin remix]

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

honesty.

fenix - idk why

cover art @n0e2x

thnx vain

its getting too much for me (for me)
its hard to take out all my pain like i used to 
is it what u see i took everything out on you
im so done i cant find out why
i just keep on running out of time (time)
tell me is this what you wanted
to split me up into pieces (pieces)
your voice is haunting me so i run run away 
im so sick and tired but i cant stay away
cause even when you drain me
i just cant keep complaining

take the blade out and cut me all up
ima creep yea ima stalker
walking through the woods to find ya
she cant run from me im right behind

ill take the blade and carve your name into my skin
youll do the same and carve my name into your skin

take the blade out and cut me all up
ima creep yea ima stalker
walking through the woods to find ya
she cant run from me im right behind

tell me is this what you wanted
to split me up into pieces
your voice is haunting me so i run run away

stalker p. velvet

dead by september - ilovemax, dazingoff prod. ilovemax

art by: @n0e2x

mastered by: @ilovedebbie

dead by september (prod. me) ALL PLATS

@ismileinvain @dazingoff

- lyrics - 

[fleshpetal]

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

[verse 1]

one more day and one more time
said fuck this shit, i hate my life
its plaguing me, im filled with spite
you play with me then you can die
seems like nobody understands
that this is just the way i am
and if this all goes how i planned
then you wont see me again

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

[dazingoff]

[verse 2]

im so scared of falling in love again
you told me we'd be better off as friends
but it doesnt have to go that way
tell me why i should believe you
when you lie to my face

something about her
that i cant let go of
she said its my turn
give it one more try, im done
tell me if you feel, safe with me
the best thing you should do
is keep it real with me


[fleshpetal & dazingoff]

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

thnx @user-448800979 for the cover (thnx @leah-alexys for the waveform art)

til i see your lips turn blue (feat. dazingoff)

vocals by: hostile & @creepiess
mixed by: hostile
produced by: candy

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

@creepiess
I'm such a lovely monster in your closet
Baby, why are you asking me to stop it?
Bringing up that sh*t, just drop it
Heart snatching thief, made me run my pockets
You know that I know that you're wasting my time
Delusions, I'm in the clouds, still think our love is sublime
Just started walking together, how'd we run out of time?
So now I gaslight myself I wont admit you're not mine

So I learn to live with myself baby
All these eyes glued to me daily
So I just can't call you baby
Cuz I

@beenhostile
I can't bring myself to say I love you
Cuz I don't know how to love myself
Girl, how am I supposed to trust you
If I've been hurt by everyone else
This pain is rooted deep and deeper
If you relate, it's nice to meet ya
No, you don't see your every feature
Stare at me like some worldly creature

Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Yeah, I tried to comfort and do as she pleased
Oh, I can't get their eyes off me
Give me an audience, watch me bleed

stalker p. velvet

dazingoff

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