tonight prod. me

prod. me (ilovemax)


hope u know im sorry
hope u know im sorry that ur dead
i knew u hardly but i saw u taking your last breath


i know u hated me for no good reason
kill urself so i can say im sorry ur dead
i just really hate u and u know it
so i say i aint sorry

im sorry ur dead (prod. me)

prod. me

rot inside my bed ive been there
wanna get  out of here 4 u
leave me stranded on my island
i wanna rot in peace i do

bedrott (prod me)

this song is the first of many - negligence

prod. peril
lyrics;

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

@9vn-455345866

i tired so hard.. but ill never get through to you
you live you so far.. but ill do what you tell me to
CAN YOU HEAR MY CRYS?
DID YOU TELL YOUR LIES?
I FANTASIZE.. when you were mine
back we were so in love
back when my hand was your glove
where did it go wrong my love? (where did it go wrong my love?)

@dazingoff

why cant you just.. listen to me?
you put me through so much i.. gave up on everything
what we had BETWEEN US WAS GREAT!
i hate the way we showed eachother LOVE IT WAS WAS FAKE!
and all that i do.. is bottled up
all my emotions yeah.. IM SO SCARED!
but all that you do.. its fucked me up
i cant keep going on.. its not a fair

@fuckfenix

"fuck you, you creep!"
(WANT ME TO DIE)
i know you really want me to die,
can you even hear me when i cry
watch me commit suicide
i can see the tears GOING DOWN YOUR EYES!
never made you deicide
everytime i see you i just get shy,
i cry myself to sleep almost everynight..

want me to die w/ fenix, dazingoff, 9vn

prod. me
@sideshowhan

girl i get where youre coming from 
but i dont think youre hearing me
i cry out for you its a flood of love
girl i think that ive fallen way too deep

im exhausted i think that ive lost it
tell me why you treat my heart like a target
been tryna rationalize why youre so heartless
i wouldnt have to suffer if you were honest

i wouldnt overthink if you were just honest.

honesty.

dead by september - ilovemax, dazingoff prod. ilovemax

art by: @n0e2x

mastered by: @ilovedebbie

dead by september (prod. me) ALL PLATS

secrets

FLARE

lyrics;


(fuck you, you creep)
(what's the matter?)

I'm still hanging on, your wrist shall i cut?
toxic waste in my lungs, i give no response
your love is all i want
seen through all your flaws, but you just watch & taunt
left me here to rot, I'm something you forgot
couldn't take the shot, the reason why I'm caught

i know you want me gone
fixed mistakes i wanna right my wrongs
I'm still.. stuck inside (stuck inside)
let me out I'm still trapped in my mind (in my mind)
I've been lost and.. hypnotized

blow my brains out! can you close your eyes?
so excited

(lucille)

it's not turning out
how i thought, you're never shining through the clouds
hope i last forever and i make it out

hope i make it out

oh how you take my breath (away)
(away from me)

like no one ever could
heart beats out my chest
tell me you're not afraid
(i know you'd fix it all)
(i still feel you in the room)

i feel your voice in the walls
think you made my head spin, i
but i see through (i see through)
i'll be awaiting your call
(i'll be awaiting your call)

i know you want me dead
you're sucha zombie you'd eat my flesh
it feels like i am haunted, take off my head
I'll be dead by the morning.. found in my bed
you can see my tears pouring, filled up with dread
and you never gave a warning.. so obsessed
i can hear your voice crawling, inside my head
so tell me why your stalling? you wont regret

obsessed (feat. lucille)

gonna send you overseas, 
just another corpse, ima give you my disease,
so tell me what u think,
im gonna torture, every thought inside your brain im a disorder,
ima carve your guts, & leave them bloody on the walls,
its a bloody massacre and maybe im the cause,
and you know its all your fault, and i just wanna talk to you but i am scared to call,
am i annoying to you? im a grab the rope and tie it on my neck and make a noose,
i dont wanna fall, tell me what to do and i just wanna talk cause i got something for you,

(woahh) 
(ahh)

fenix - bloody massacre

note to self/ IM SO PATHETIC LMAO for the first time in forever i had a genuine connection with somebody and she was so perfect for me in every way shape and form and i ruined it i threw all of that away by being a selfish piece of shit and i know im not in a position to be sad about this cus im the one who fucked it up and i did her dirty as fuck i was making stupid decisions and she really didnt deserve any of that im so sorry i did that to u, prettiest girl :(

lyrics:
can we go back to the night we met?
can we, can we go back? 
no one to blame except for myself 
can we, can we go back? 
i never deserved you
i know im the worst boo
i never wanted to be the one that hurts u
tell me u hate 
want u to replace me 
but ur still the place that i'll call home 
dont go, dont leave my love
my love, my love
i know that i hurt u and lost all trust 
im fucked, im so fucked
in 10 years from now ill still be thinking bout us 
about you, about youuuu
and all the times we had before i fucked it up
i cant figure things out now that youre not around
how can i just let it be when i have so much to tell 
i want u 
i want u
all over again

im pathetic lol

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art: @eyesorepod

honesty.

ilovemax

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