January 2022 🔥

Cloudy

Heart

Dcaff

prod by me

sample: https://soundcloud.com/176s/escape2

bitch im number oooonneeeeeeeee

trust no one

Mäk x Devstacks x DcaFF - Nervous Breakdown  [prod. satyr gang x insanto]

showboat (prod. dcaff23)

Biteki AMV: https://youtu.be/aMOX-qUEWMw
prod. farber
this 1 been in the works for a while 🖤
i hope some of you find relation & or clarity.
ft. @user-411557229

[autumn]
so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

cause i’ve always really wanted space
now i just wanna see your face
(see your face)

girl i want this bad
i told you that
i’m not just sad
my world’s been plaid

hello?
praying you’d pick up the phone 
how’d it go?
being on your god damn own

so seems you took away my breath
feels a little off where do i begin 
like oh~
why’d i get so bent 
starting to believe that i’m a bit obsessed
like oh~

[not home.]
they wanna be me
she gonna leave me
for somebody new
off of the shrooms
cold in my room 
lost in the ceiling
look at the moon

[autumn & not home.] 
(2x)
look at my face when you’re talking
(when you’re talking)
i get bored so i smoke now i’m coughing
(bitch i’m coughing)
all the friends at the house 
now i’m yawning
(what the fuck bitch)
they be chasing all the
shit up in my pockets

obsessed w/ not home. [prod. farber]

let it out (prod. dcaff23)

alone (prod. dcaff23)

prod @wisssery 
@speedlmt
@sleepywater

even in the end i was nvr worth it
got me feeling down got me feeling worthless
cant you see i struggle god i hope you notice
stutter when speak and now im losing focus

turn the light switch on man its killing me
im barely even half of what i used to be
say ur stuck in the mud but its clear to me
you really wasnt anything you claim to be

im not even hearing what youre saying 
cut through me  
all the lies they leave me aching 
you never understand all the breaking 
break me down to nothing its so fucking berating  
and i dont understand what you say to me 
feeling sick, turn me blue just like an artery 
turn to ice you hit your target, archery 
tryna look forward, find myself but its hard to see

baby in the end i was loosn focus dissapearn act is my hocus pocus
if i was magicionnn i wud b gone in a munite
u aint a part of my life so dnt tell me how to liv it
baby in the end i was loosn focus
my dissapern act my hocus pocus
i open up the portal to hell
and i dont wanna close it
i been livn w satan this the life that i chosen

and i dont want to live now
two shots been lost and im let down
crying out for a lord what you say now
dont need no hope im alone now

even in the end i was nvr worth it
got me feeling down got me feeling worthless
cant you see i struggle god i hope you notice
stutter when speak and now im losing focus

turn the light switch on man its killing me
im barely even half of what i used to be
say ur stuck in the mud but its clear to me
you really wasnt anything you claim to be

magician w/ speedlmt, sleepwater [wisssery x sharp]

vox prod mix by me ( @bigdog30k)
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjxgBrk4ZNI

ill get back on my feet
i know i always repeat
i have been right here before
and i cant talk i cant see
its so much worse than it seems
ive been hurt like this before
and itll happen again

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

ill be the swan by the lake
ill be the one that breaks

i cant stand
i cant stand it any longer than i have
it feels bad
grab these hands
everyday is getting longer than the last
it feels bad

everything is falling apart x3

ill tape this body shut and ill bolt my throat
ill walk a thousand miles in this room
ill let this body rot and i hope it floats
ill do whatever u want me to

today im rotting
today
ill do whatever you want me to
x2

back on my feet

1dada4ever - Cake (3ds)

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Skaiwater - Red Flag (prod. skaiwater + jdolla) [SLUMP AUDIOS EXCLUSIVE]

prod. @afterlife66
cover art drawn by @wolfff_art <3

i get that it's all my fault
i should've never called..

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)

thread caught in us all
you're not in control
& i'm just a soul
for the manufacturing of an end that was meant
another casualty but without the consent

and all my life, been feeling scorn
i've tried to hide,
but these feelings tore up my insides
and left nothing more
than pitiful lies; tangled wires and cords

now why did i think that was okay?
remembered that moment was so vague

turning, learning; does it matter?
undeserving; losing stature, oh
swear i'm hurting, breath is flatter
"just desert me, leave me shattered"

guilt every night, and i can't move 
on when she's right by
& she fucking hates me, 
but it's alright, 
in some way, there's no way...
THIS ISN'T RIGHT

my bones are melting, again
(again)
so guilty; i'm better than that
(better than that)
better than that
(better than that)

i don't wanna make it out alive
it's a part of life, i'm sorry that i lied
there isn't excuses for the way i treated this
i'm just a vessel losing grip

(4x)
grip, grip, grip
losing

i'm craving my last breath
when i change it'll be for the best
but nobody'll fucking believe me anymore
for everything i said and did
like are you fucking deaf???
i feel your resent...

vessel [prod. afterlife]

lyrics

i been smoking stem thru the day
barely feel it im a heavy weight
and i dont drink water wanna feel it in my brain
im a dehydrated bitch 
what u got some shit to say
im not healthy and i know that
im not healthy and i love that
liqour pouring and i felt that
done a lot of t breaks and i failed em

i been on my shit on my drink
i been fucking up these cups
im a lot im a cunt
why the fuck u acting tough
its enough its enough its enough enough enough 
im smoking stem in this bitch and im feeling awful rough 

Yuh huh I'm a wizard with these mixers
I make several drinks in a night I'm feeling shitfaced
Hopping on a beat from my bro I call em brethren 
Hit me for a sesh and I send that cash and it's no question

I got fuck all followers 
But prods still offer me beats
I get on these beats 
And turn into a beast
I'm all up in these sheets
And blood all up on these sheets
She gon punch me in the face and it gon make me cream

Maybe it's fueled by the substance
Who really gives a fuck
Know that I'm in my shit
Know that I'm going hard
Disrespect my name
And run it thru the dirt
I don't give a shit
Just know u fucked me first
Hold up hold up
Rum gonna fuel this hold up
Roll up roll out
Transformers shit we all out
im smoking on gas out the bag now
she wanna fuck i say not now
she press against my pants and i take a shower to go and calm down

i get sick of people easily
but i dont mind ur company
wont u stay the night with me
take it to the level that u want to 
if im being honest i just really wanna please u

enough. (viera x jolst)

[+] there's a mirror in my living room...
* featuring @pinkcig + @emofruits * produced by @jolst*

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