i still live with my parents [out on all plats]

Call My Name

a song.  a moment in time. a wav file.

LYRICS

i always feel like a Frankenstein
you let me run away most of the time
from all the things we're too mad to discuss

we lost our dignity to former friends
who think calamity's a modern trend
and treat us like things that shatter when they're touched

cuz i don't wanna deadline
tellin me if you will be my lifeline
i'm callin u and gettin only dead lines
but you tell me that i'm doin fine
i don't wanna look back
and never know if we were on the right track
or just one more inconsequential car crash
drawing stares from those driving by

we cling to history so we don't fall
take turns avoiding one another's calls
remember all the ways we were taught not to trust

but i don't wanna talk about our bullshit complications
love's not an equation, it's not fadin so we're spinnin out
neither of us sure what happens now

cuz i don't wanna deadline
tellin me if you will be my lifeline
i'm callin you and gettin only dead lines
but you tell me that i'm doin fine
and i don't wanna look back
and never know if we were on the right track
or just one more inconsequential car crash
drawing stares from those driving by
(x2)

deadline_v4.wav

old song but the idea of it never being uploaded anywhere made me sad

normal_v5.wav

prod https://soundcloud.com/silokilledthis
go fw silooo
https://linktr.ee/xavierflp

cover by https://soundcloud.com/evanevanevanevanevanevan
lyrics:
Don't worry bout me 
Ive been chillin on my own

Dont worry bout me 
Why you hittin up my phone 

When I need you most i swear you never fucking show
Why you lyin said that you dont ever wanna see me go

Dont worry bout me 
Ive been chillin on my own

Dont worry bout me 
Why you hitting up my phone

When i need you most I swear you never fucking show
Why you lyin said that you dont ever wanna see me go

I aint cryin theres just shit in my eyes
Dont know shit bout my life

always lie 

And you know that you wrong girl 
You said that im right 

Steady hittin up yo messages and you never replied

But im the one thats bad
Said im fucking up your life
Threw away the things we had
I dont even wanna try

You told me that it makes you sad
Is it bad I dont care anymore

The old me is lying there dead on the floor so

Don't worry bout me 
Ive been chillin on my own

Dont worry bout me 
Why you hittin up my phone 

When I need you most i swear you never fucking show
Why you lyin said that you dont ever wanna see me go

Dont worry bout me 
Ive been chillin on my own

Dont worry bout me 
Why you hitting up my phone

When i need you most I swear you never fucking show
Why you lyin said that you dont ever wanna see me go

dont worry bout me (prod silo)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/chewy
(^super unique beats bro go check them out)

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https://linktr.ee/xavierflp

lyrics:
soon

what i like (prod heroine)

prod https://soundcloud.com/k4nji1004

go check out huero !!
https://soundcloud.com/huerosun

https://linktr.ee/xavierflp

lyrics:
Girl you always tryna waste my time
Tryna put yourself in my life again
Like please dont waste my time
I dont think i want to start things all again

So mad you always lie
Made me wanna see you cry

One more chance just one more night
In your fucking dreams girl try again

Said when you left me i didnt get it
Cant believe that i wanted a wedding ring

What you said girl ill never forget it
(What you said girl ill never forget it)

Said when you left me i didnt get it
Cant believe that i wanted a wedding ring

What you said girl ill never forget it
(What you said girl ill never forget it)

Huero sun: 
girl when u left me
did u feel any regrets?
take a second
was i just ur second best

always wasting my time
no more lies
tired of making amends
was i missing the sign
my gemini
always two faced in the end

you fucked my heart up
coming back for more
why wont u change
i’ve made my mind up
lost my trust
girl i can’t stay the same

stuck in your paradise
paralyzed
don’t try this shit again
go head n leave my life
it’s all alright
dont show ur face again

waste my time w/ huero sun

prod https://soundcloud.com/prodjoshbae

go peep riensu really nice dude fr 
https://soundcloud.com/riensu

https://linktr.ee/xavierflp

Lyrics:
Things have been so different lately
Tell me what youve done 

Can you tell me bout your issues baby 
What you running from

I just wanna know whats up 
I guess only time can tell

Girl just tell me if its over
and then ill just wish you well girl
x2

riensu: 
When its all said and done
Youre still the one i want 

I cant forget all of the things you did to lead me on

ooohhhooonooo

I think i fell for you again

(ooowoooowowowowoooohoooo)

Baby your

Youre all i think about
I cant get you out my mind

Are you here to stay?
Are you here to waste my time?

No way

Im done with all your lies

I thought we had something special
I dont think I could ever let go

Of what we had, I thought it was special

You held me back, now its time to let go

wish u well w/ riensu

follow me everywhere ong -.-
 <> https://linktr.ee/xavierflp <3

prod https://soundcloud.com/sleepingforest2004 (fiya beats)
w/ https://soundcloud.com/xayaroth
Lyrics:
Everything is better when youre here
Had to get myself together turnin 21 this year
Im so nervous always worried bout the judgement of my peers
Time is runnin out i guess ill face all of my fears

I swear that everything is better when your here tho

Never make me upset
She call me a weirdo
But i know its all jokes
Where did all the time go

Come in turn the lights low
She gon drive me psycho

seesick:
Everything just slows down when your not here
Wait for the right time yes my dear
Yea babe time flies, its been a year
And baby your in my light 

Nothing to fear said
Baby pull me closer 
I dont wanna lose you
I dont wanna let go

(uhuuuhhhhhh)

me: 
Everything is better when youre here
Had to get myself together turnin 21 this year
Im so nervous always worried bout the judgement of my peers
Time is runnin out i guess ill fix all of my fears

I swear that everything is better when your here tho

Never make me upset
She call me a weirdo
But i know its all jokes
Where did all the time go

Come in turn the lights low
She gon drive me psycho

when ur here <3 w/ seesick (prod iel)

Had a ton of fun making this and the cover! if ur interested in a cover hmu ong lmfao

prod https://soundcloud.com/springs-860412398
w/ https://soundcloud.com/xayaroth
linktr.ee/xavierflp
lyrics:
Can you tell me what you need
Know i wont ever leave
No i dont wanna go 
Why you disturbin my peace

Had to leave me all alone 
Its so funny youre so cold
Anything you say i fold
You take advantage of my woes

And i cant stand that shit

Your attentions magic! 
And I feel like an addict! 
Losing you was tragic! 
My heart yea you can have it! 

Your attentions magic! 
And I feel like an addict! 
Losing you was tragic! 
My heart yea you can have it! 

Seesick:

my heart yea u can have it 
but this love is tragic 
this life is cvery hollow 
so baby gotta 
slow slow
slow slow
i dont wanna 
let go
let go

babe u have to pick a side 
are we still on to night 
i dont wanna give u up
i just wanna make it right 
ive been thinking to much 
had a feeling it was once or twice 
ive been on my ow pick up the phone 
atleast i had to try

magic w/ seesick prod springs + wintfye

dancing with ghosts v6

i produce all my tracks
rewind streaming: https://open.spotify.com/track/1btNArv5m3BeOniX4KMHEg?si=8cd62367cd724746

i still live with my parents [out on all plats]

everett