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X:X (ProdGodlow)

SHIKIGAMI

BLEACHERS

BONES (ProdWurlishmouk)

Kinda a sad boi freestyle nothing was writing beforehand

I CANT (prodJohnnyfriend)

k i t t y b o i

Freaks - SurfCurse (Cover)

SuicideNote (prod.kosei)

Lyrics:
You know where it hurts
Come and make me worse
you weren’t the first
It never fucking works

I just wanna (run away x3)
Will U Take my hand dance the
 (night away x3)
If we die tonight we gon (rot away x3)
In my grave won’t you (lie with me x3)

Die with me x2
Don’t you lie to me
I’ll make sure you bleed
Die with me
Wont you Die with me?
Suicide bby
You said you’d ride w me

Oh Don’t you wanna (run away x3)?
Take my hand let’s dance the (night away x3)
If we die tonight we gon (rot away x3)
In my grave won’t you come (lie w me x3)

Die with me
Give up ur life to me

RIP/DIEWITHME (Prod.beelow)

Lyrics:

I don’t know who I am anymore
Blurry faces now I crash to the floor
I can’t stand hearing their voices in my head
This place feels like hell am I already dead?

What am I doing here? X2
I wanna disappear x2
How did we end up here?x2
 
Walking talking lost in the motions
Don’t get lost in commotion 
dying but they don’t even notice
These kids they popping pills 
What’s the deal
I was selling dope I almost got killed
If I’m gonna die it’ll be by my will
I tried so many times this probably ain’t real

Idk what’s real anymore x3

whoami? (prod.numeratracka)

Lyrics:

Wish upon a star
I wanna far
Somewhere out in space 
I just need to wait
Smoking day to day
I’m never okay
Please just stay away x2

Running round in circles
Assuming what you think
I’m getting so dizzy 
Will you catch me?
I wish I were worth it
I wish I were perfect
I wish I could see the things that u see in me

Do you believe in me?
What do you even see in me?
Like what about the chemistry?
And Some about our history?
It’s all just a mystery 
Just tell me what I mean to me
I’m always so mean to me
I’m my own worst enemy

Crying for help but no one can hear me
Every day on earth I’m losing my sanity 
All my thoughts just end in calamity 
My life is just a tragedy 
Are you mad at me? x2
Or are you sad at me? 
Are you sad with me?
Everything’s so saddening 
Just tell me what’s the matter
Tell me if it matters
does anything matter
Idk

I just wanna be okay

DIZZY (prodcloubee)

Lyrics:
I wish I met you in the past tense
Before what happened happened 
Maybe you could’ve saved me
But I let the past erase me
Forgive forget they raised me
But I still always hate me lately
I was just a little baby, who grew up too fast

I grew up too fast
Memories fade to black
Now I can’t go back
And change what you did to me

Do you feel bad for how you treated me
I was never the enemy 
You hurt me so I let others 
I thought love was pain so why bother
But it was all just pretend
I knew eventually it’d end
But it felt like eternity 
Now I break so easily
But I’ll say, 
I’m fine 
No I’m fine 
I’m fine
Well I’m lying
But I’m trying 
To undo what you did to me
So I can be a better me
Can’t you see x2
Im working thru the hurt
So you see me for me
And see eye to eye
No longer being blind

But it felt like eternity 
And now I break so easily 
They were all so mean to me
But now it’s just you and me
Against the world
For the rest of eternity 
Just you and me, you and me x3
For the rest of eternity 
Aaaa~

ETERNITY (Prod.Bloom)

Mix by Dante @tearmywingsoff

Lyrics:

Drowning in the surface
Is this even rlly worth it
I don’t know my own purpose 
I’m just here rotting in decay
I don’t know my name
When you wear it out it’s not the same
I’m a nobody I know nobody 
The pain still feels the same
I’m not really okay
I just pretend and hope it goes away
But it don’t really
I still feel shitty
And I’m still crying
Ain’t it so fitting (of me)
I breakdown like every week
broken record on repeat
I just admit defeat
When everyone around me finally leaves
And it’s just me again (and again and again)
And it’s just me again (and again and again)
All alone alone again (and again and again)
I’m all alone again (and again and again and again)
Feels like I’m drowning in the surface
Gasping for air but is it worth it?
Is it worth it?
(And again and again and again~)

PSYCHOSIS (prod.poppa)

pSycHosIS (DnB)

BLEED (prod.bloom)

FLUIDITY (prod. malloy)

Lyrics:
I been falling thru the cracks 
Im not sure we’ll even last
But I’m trying ‘ I’m trying
Swear I’m trying
Now I’m crying
Ohh no
Been thru this one too many times
And I wanna go
But I don’t know
Will you hold on till I do

Till i know
Wanna go?

I been thinking for some time
Think I rather just die

I wrote a note for everyone I know
You can take all that own
Cause I won’t be here to see 
Where it all goes I won’t be home
I won’t be here I’ll make that clear
I’ll be so far where it happened 
And they’ll all have finally listened 
And they’ll all feel just how I felt 
Cause I won’t die when I kill my self 
I died some time when he took my soul
Haven’t felt like myself since then
Wanna go back and make it all end
And Save myself from all the bullshit
I was so young asking for help
And no one was around me
I was all alone then you found me
Oh no

i’m trying (prodwaves)

Ur not special (prod.Ex dante)

nye (prod.praveennagle)

lyrics:

falling~ 
back into cycles
i’m getting dizzy
sew close my eyeballs
you give her all i wanted
without her asking
without her crying

and i feel just like a loser
i’m just a boy toy
like why don’t you screw her
why don’t you use her
why don’t you bruise her
want you to fuck up
so then you can lose her

i’m losing touch
i cant give up
i’m not ur crush 
i’m not enough
for you
what can i do , what can i do
cause i’m a fool for you
i’d do anything for you
for you~

but i feel just like a loser 
just like a boy toy
like you rather screw her
you just wanna use me 
you don’t wanna love me
but i guess i fucked up
cause then i lost you

boytoy (prod.bloom)

lyrics:

how can i just live without you
acting like i’m not about you
i just want to be with you
i just wanna start brand new x2

what happened to us
what happened to we
what happened to what we were supposed to be.
to be…

maybe one day we’ll be fine
rn in bed yea i’m crying
i just wanna be by ur side
only for the rest of our life

how can i just live without you
acting like i’m not about you
i just want to be with you
i just wanna start brand new x2

and i swear it could be better
i write you all these letters
i just want you to notice
i’m trying to stay focused
i’m trying to be better
just wait for me
please…
just wait for me

you (prod.bloom)

it was those summer nights
all of those summer fights
i should’ve left you lone
who was i to know 

got me thinking up all night
was it ur fault? was it mine?
in the end i lost my mind
you played me it wasn’t right

liar liar /liar~liar~
liar liar /liar~ liar~
ur liar ur liar/ ur liar~ ur liar~ ur liar~
ir liar~

if i’m so bad what does that make you
i hit you, you hit times 2
i have scars from being with you
you hurt me and act brand new

did you go tell all ur friends 
i said no and you still went in
but sure tell all of them
i was the bad guy, the end

LiarLiarLiar (prod.bloom)

lyrics:

i’ve been floating ~

one step at a time
you cross my mind
he is sublime
there goes the time

i be floating~

hold me close
hold me fast
i don’t know
if we’ll last

i can’t grieve 
still call me baby
feel like i’m floating

babyboy (prodgreyskies)

lyrics:

CTRL
The walls are melting 
The code is breaking
can’t tell what’s real 
Numb I can’t feel
no i can’t feel
they were not real
they cannot feel oh no
i see the 1s and 0s
i see them come and go

all they want control. x3

i lost my self again
restart where’s the end?
i thought were a friend
why am i feeling again 
again ~

interlink
i cannot think
interlink
don’t even blink
interlink
it means nothing x3
i meant nothing

all they want control.

CTRL (prod.greyskies)

Lyrics:

i can’t help it~
i can’t help think what we could’ve been
no point now tho, it’s what we should’ve been
wish to rewind how we use to be
i thought it was gon be you me 

ig i wasn’t what you wanted
i tried my best lm being honest
but no one ever keeps their promise 
break me and ill take my losses
x2

can’t blame anyone but me
what did i expect to see
ur not a prince from my dreams
just a man who lusts for me
i need a man who’s just for me
only has eyes for me
i need him on his hands and knees
i want him manifesting me
got him wishing destiny
like ur ass was sent for me
believe we were meant to be
believe it and it will be

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