We listen to it everyday we dont stop listening

songs im on

prod by me :)

lyrics:

i just woke up from a dream
where i got to hold your hand
hold my head up while we're out
i really doubt you'd understand

spin my wheels out
lost traction
don't know how to feel now
caught up in reaction
you told me forever
it's not lasting
i just feel like dead weight 
pretend i didn't happen

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

i didnt like what i saw in the mirror 
so i made someone and i hope that i wont fear her
i wrote a song about it listen till my ears hurt
no matter what the message isnt getting clearer

never wanna talk if it's not your turn
never gonna stop just to hear me hurt
cause it's what i got its what i deserve
tryna take my heart boy you got some nerve

i'll have to hold myself
i don't got no friends if u couldn't tell
i could say my feelings but it wouldn't help
so i'll change my dreams just to make it sell

looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

(cause i've been)
looking for a way out
nothing's gonna change now
take me to ur lakehouse 
remind me all i hate bout you
i know its fake now
but i dont wanna face that truth
been 7 days now 
is it too late to facetime you

lakehouse

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbv9FkMTxiU&ab_channel=juno
@kmoethekid
lyrics //
could you remind me?
where did we go last night?
i took one too many
or three or four, wont lie
i think i might’ve just lost my mind
but can you tell me that its all alright?

are you okay, tell me,
are you okay now?
if i cross your mind
just tell me when he’s not around
i pick it up, watch it all fall down
so you can tell me if its my fault now

oxy kills, but im off it
when she talks, im the topic
so tired of the toxins

you think you’re better off alone
and i dont need your location
to know that you’re not at home now

my fault

my fault (kmoe)

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE: https://ffm.to/smartypuffs

prod: @iamtokimi / @yueechiba
vocalists: @iamtokimi @reefuh @seanpitaro @ashsocozy

FOR NIZTOPIA X PHARAOH CONTEST
Sounds Used:
corkscrew (melody)
chode bass
feverdream clap
sellout perc loop
stacks clap
fossil 808

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smartypuffs

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COVER ART BY @IUCREZIADPHOTOS ON TWITTER

Yeah
(Everybody know that my city friendly)
You said you coming
Did you lie, or is you on the way 
Don’t wanna force shit 
Choking poison, imma die with my lungs open
Baby you don’t gotta cry it’s not that important 
You act like I could feel away
like me and all yo girls we not fucking friendly 
You said you’d rather be alone
Baby don’t tempt me 
I been living on my own keep my heart empty 
But my brain full up 
Think I lost my mind
Imma tear my shit up,
Keep it stuck
And I think my ego died 
Tryna teach me a lessons
And I be capping in these lines like a fucking impression, I get it worse in the second
Doubt it 
And maybe probably I’m fine
But I’m really extra
Got no plug on the line
I shouldn’t fucking get one 
I barely get up 

That’s a line
That’s a set up 
—-
I can see the other side
Suicides
I just took the doors of my ride 
Tryna see the sky
Twisted, got it back front
Tryna make it right 
I can see on both sides
Imma lose my mind 

they looking at me saying “how do you do it”
I got too many counting on me for the bag to be losing 
And I was born to go stupid
I got it twisted to a science 
And my tech is influenced
I took a couple trips to Paris think my ass getting fluent 

Pass her the bag and she blew it 
She got her friends, imma let ‘em in
That’s how I get to it
They pass the poison to me
Imma take a hit just to do it
I might cuff her but it depends
See how it goes in the end 
that’s how it go right

losemymind (prod. austyn with a y * anem0s)

PROD AUSTYN WITH A Y + ANEM0S

COVER ART BY @covrboy ON TWITTER

losemymind (fast)

there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

spot of sunlight

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sos   

I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

i was bored and i made this :]

https://derno.carrd.co/
https://derno.bandcamp.com/

stung (derno flip)

ghost

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

@anem0s @blissom @dead4cf @dovelessmusic

produced by anem0s

sleepy tapes is a community music event hosted on blisscord where everyone has 5 days to make a song based on a given cover art

sleepy tapes vol. 5a took place september 8 - 13 2023 with cover art made by @dovelessmusic

thank you everyone who participated <3
discord.gg/rxY6UKjWKM

anem0s, blissom, 4cf, doveless - 3POINT

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

@anem0s
@jhlofficixl
art by @gethosyne

out everywhere jan 5 2024

oh love
is a creature wielding thorns
my heart is like a gilded gate
that's shielding the soul
but with your fingers full of fire
with a tenderness of one long kiss
you plucked a secret from my lips
and from your hands you forged a pick

piercing my heart like a tender embrace
the injured look that's on your face
that's begging me to let you in
that's begging me to let you in

heal process

everywhere

passthrough + anem0s, jhl

Tension

artist, producer, etc.
inquiries: prodanem0s@gmail.com

@dialt0ne
@anem1s

losemymind (prod. austyn with a y * anem0s)

4cf

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