SayItBack (Number48)

Everlasting (prod. Pawl4k)

drugs are problematic (prod. jewelerbeats)

FEEL SO FAR (ft. p!nkcasperr)

NEW SINGLE FROM THE PAST FEW STREAMS ON TWITCH.TV/CEEBLIZZARD PLS FOLLOW STREAMING BEATMAKING EVERY DAY I CAN

💴SHOW ME THE YEN💴FT.CATA GRAVE (PROD.CEE BLIZZARD)

Ski mask w/ Lil Heavn (prod.kashlu)

This is a reimagining of a song I released in 2020
thanks for listening & enjoy

[LYRICS]
hell, pain, love, peace
(ridin' in my chevy)
death, hate, lust, greed
(ridin' in my chevy)

[verse one]
i watched a bubble from his blood surface from his brain
the man i speak about is me, there is no mistake
i often dream of death but death has never taken me
it's taking me an eternity to find out who did this to me
i hope that this is all a dream 'cus i am not a killer
my enemies look down on me and i can hear them slither
i woke up from my dream, picked up my gun and pulled the trigger
the man who haunts my dreams is laying lifeless in my kitchen

[verse two]
i watched a bubble from his blood surface from his brain
i keep a pistol on my nightstand in case they break in
walking through the forest in my dreams and they found me braindead
laying in the middle of the path and i'm bleeding badly
[REDACTED]\\\
probably been there for weeks, nobody recognize me
i know my demons are fighting, trying to keep me alive
but every time they kill an angel, two more arrive
don't look to the sky because you will surely die

Forest In My Dreams 2024

yeah the day that I try to live
I wonder if I’d survive 
it’s not like I want to die
baby I just wanna feel alive 
yeah the day that I try to live
I wonder if I’d survive 
it’s not like I’m trying to die
I just want peace at mind
yeah the day that I try to live
I wonder if I’d survive 
it’s not like I’m trying to die
I just want peace at mind
in mind 
in mind
in mind
in mind
in mind
in mind 
in mind
in mind
in mind
in mind
yeah






maybe I never deserved to live

the day i try to live (prod. sunsetzer0)

GO FUCKING UP!

youtube : https://youtu.be/rU8fNyGc32c

spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/7vq77Pk8iW9Yxznx4tlUI5?si=itQVTN9lSAict2fxH1i1vg

lyrics :

your feelings never know what plans you've made for yourself
they never care how fucked up you are or how u feel about them
bro control it and your mind so you don't feel shit again
and then it's up to decide what you wanna do next


I'll never be the boy who cannot fucking stop crying
and you know all I want to do is grind and grind harder
already chosen how I wanna live my life and it's right
I'm 17 have nothing, but I'm willing to try until die

while I'm grinding, you cry every night.
even though you tell all girls that you're successful - it's a lie 
so you better shut your mouth go home and don't show up
watch the rest of us get better while you sit in fucking mud

oh, shit, bro, tell me
how much you have to hate yourself to fuck around like that
oh, shit, bro, tell me
Don't you realize that you are fucking insane?
oh, shit, bro, tell me
what do you want to get to in the end?
oh, shit, bro, tell me
I know that all you wanna do is show what you can


a new phase in my rap, not because I'm never sad
I'm just like everyone else, only a little bit bad
and I don't wanna hide it anymore, like did when was depressed
after while, I realize it's time to live my life for myself


I'm sick of making songs about how fucked up I am
no one listens to them anyway, so I'd rather talk about that I'll


I'll never be the boy who cannot fucking stop crying
and you know all I want to do is grind and grind harder
already chosen how I wanna live my life and it's right
I'm 17 have nothing, but I'm willing to try until die

while I'm grinding, you cry every night.
even though you tell all girls that you're successful - it's a lie 
so you better shut your mouth go home and don't show up
watch the rest of us get better while you sit in fucking mud


oh, shit, bro, tell me
how much you have to hate yourself to fuck around like that
oh, shit, bro, tell me
Don't you realize that you are fucking insane?
oh, shit, bro, tell me
what do you want to get to in the end?
oh, shit, bro, tell me
I know that all you wanna do is show what you can

GO UP!

CAPO RAF x BOBBYNICE- NY TO LA

Productions by Nickspi // Mixed and Mastered by YLF Records™
"Livin' Like a Rockstar" Official Lyrics:

Verse 1 (Lil Exosphere):

Livin' like a rockstar
Never sleep
Never eat
Never drink
I guess I'm livin' like a rockstar
Everybody hanging around with me now
When they weren't literally hanging out with me
When I was younger and before this music
Nobody really wanted to hangout with me
I guess I'm livin' a rockstar life
A rockstar life
Yeah
Never sleep
Never drink
Never eat
Yeah

Verse 2 (Yung Lord Fine$$):

Livin’ like a rockstar
Crash into the cop car
Watch me pull up in the rolls; won’t catch me in a Dodge Dart
Fuck the competition; you know that we winnin’ by far
Kickin’ shit like soccer; I make goals; can’t hit the crossbar
If you want a feature, you can pay me with the cash card
I remember days when I was trappin' in my backyard
These boys really pussy; they just really fucking act hard
I feel like I’m Post Malone; I’m living like a rockstar
Yeah, livin’ like a rockstar
I might fuck a pornstar
L.A. bitches in the back be asking for the cornstarch
Gucci, Louis, Fendi, Prada; don’t forget the Goyard
All I do is go hard
Livin’ like a popstar
Livin' like a rockstar
I’m a king, but just like Queen, you know I’m finna rock on
I feel like I’m 21 Savage with all these rocks on
Livin' like a rockstar
Livin’ like a rockstar

Livin' Like a Rockstar

Lil Exosphere - Livin' Like a Rockstar ft. Yung Lord Fine$$

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