lilacs and cigarettes

Rain.

Feel.

Fade In.

Lost.

Found

Regardless

Wake Up

Do You Like My Sweater?

all instruments and vocals written / recorded by me
mix master by desmo
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i only do this so you can feel so proud of me
you wont get much out of me 
no theres nothing more to life i see     
nothing that i gotta be
doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously 
do i want this more than life itself? 
well probably , well probably
are you hearing what we doing or you asleep ? 
wake up ! 
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
no this shit is not a game to me
please don't try and play with me
all these tears i fuckin cried
you can take me painfully
don't reveal your secrets to no one
yeah thats the fuckin motto
good job bravo
im sorry what was that your voice was a little muffled
i got some shit i believe its so serious to me
will you take away anything im gonna say
like what the fuck
i feel so stuck
i feel like im always in a fuckin rush
i wish i could tell u to shut the fuck up
nothing that i do ever feels like enough
feel like i rinse and repeat
every day of the week
find new words to speak
nothing that i do 
ever feels like enough
it will never let up
dig another hole and fill it up
i wouldnt take a single fucking thing
back in my life
id let it be the same
let it run its course
ill embrace my name
ill embrace every part of my life that i have in me
keep it between us
just keep this between us

i only do this so you can feel proud of me
you wont get much out of me     
theres nothing that i gotta be
im doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiouisly 
do i want this more than life itself? well probably

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