Why Do I Have Trouble Sleeping?

Brenden James: guitar, production & vocals

Short And Sweet.

Lyrics soon:

it's been so damn cold
without you by my side
waking up with nobody else
you've been warned of my past reconciles
i'm alone
like a ghost
in your bed
you wouldn't know me
if i changed my face
personality's a bitch
and i'll never change
you said
you don't love me anyways
all alone

plastic surgery

I was just learning how to produce from this track. 
old one-

still (nothing,nowhere flip)

(prod. killedmyself)
Vocals me & @fats_e
Produced by @killedmyself

deadbeatteen - I knew this was coming w/ Fats'e (prod. killedmyself)

deadbeatteen - When you're around

no samples

i know things never come out as they used to
but I bleed for you
And I need you

So tell me everything thats on your mind
Can I please you
Can I be next to you

But these things
Always get to me
Its so sad
Whenever we grow
And lose contact
So promise me
With all your heart
Well know each other from the start
And be together til our end
promise well be
More than friends

i won't mess up again (acoustic)

@graveyardwraith
no samples.


DEADBEATTEEN
cuz I’ve been thinking since your birthday 
I would regret it till I die
How could I ever be selfish
how could I ever fuckin lie to you
But thats just how the dice rolls
you get what you want 
When your heart tells you so
I know that shit sucks 
Man I been so cold
Flexing on these hoes
Like my wrist so froze
Cause I’ve been sitting in my backyard
Smokin on this cigarette 
Tryna play my guitar
Tryna cure my broken heart
i tie the rope tight
Think about you in my life

WRAITH
I’ve been doing okay 
Well I’m trying
Glad you didn’t stay
Posting bout me again
Now I’m crying
Tears won’t ever be the same
Moving at a fast pace 
Can’t stay in Frame
Moving at a fast pace
just incase you aint over me When you should be
Moving at a fast pace so you can’t keep up with me 
Moving at a fast pace so you can stay away
(So you stay away)

cabin fever ft. wraith (acoustic)

no samples.
lyrics:
My face hits the ground
And thats just how it is
got rain checked on relationships
Cried like a bitch
Rode my bike home
In the 7th grade
Felt like a Monday
cuz when I got home
cried for 7 days
So don’t cry name
If I ever slip lips again
Ill just stay the same
We made love in my car
And wanna crash
But I can’t
Cuz someone else is calling me
SO TELL ME WHAT YOU FUCKIN THINKIN
WHEN MY EYES BLINK
DOES YOUR HEART SINK
WHEN YOU SEE MY TEARS FALL
I’M DROnWING IN A POOL OF FUCKIN BROKEN HEARTS

AND I KNOW WHAT THE FUCKIN YOU THINKIN
DONT LET YOUR BLOOD HIT THE SINK  
TOSS THAT METAL BLADE ON THE GROUND
DONT WANNA SEE YOUR SMILE TURN INTO A FROWN

Tired of sleeping in till 5 pm
Waking up I brush my teeth 
I’m breakin down again
I can’t fuckin eat
I can’t fuckin sleep
Thinking bout your face
 just wanna leave this place 
When I think of you I think of sorrow
Cuz all you fuckin want is my to heart borrow
pullin out the choppa hope I see you tomorrow

downcast!

washout. (acoustic)

heaviness of heart ft. mehkare merson (acoustic)

lyrics:
open your eyes tonight 
tell me what lies inside your mind
cause I cannot tell
restless sleeping 
can’t stop dreaming of you, and I wanna die.
I been tired of everything and I-
can’t even breathe
you lied about what you dream at night cause I can tell from the tears that leak inside
you fuckin lied. 

-----------------
thankful for my new friends, and you guys.
thank you for your support.
ep soon.
i won't give up on you.

sleep walking...

no samples.



lyrics:
lay me down beside the interstate
let me see your beautiful face
kiss my scars and help me make it fade
cuz i can't take this fucking pain..
you know how much i feel
when im with you
you dont wanna lose me
i know how you feel when i'm in pain

interstate.

no samples.
Lyrics:
all alone on my birthday
Almost 18 that’s my death day
Without you by my side I feel nothing
When I see your fucking face it’s a cry day.
You stabbed me in the back I felt everything
Baby don’t lie to me no more
She was cheating on me this whole time 
Dropped my body to the floor
All these people hitting me up
When I’m sad and lonley
Posting on my snapchat story,baby hold me
I’m just gonna give it all up
Box wine in this cup 
Man I’m boutta get drunk.
So tell me where I went wrong
Laying in my bed while I’m listening to sad songs
Tired and I can’t fall 
Im restless up at night
And I need you back.
I need you back.


inspiration - from n,n and jay on the "hopes up" snare thingy. pay homage

deadbeatteen - i'm lost without you.

no samples.
Lyrics:
My lungs are getting weaker
I been breathing all these lies
cuz my secrets gettin harder for me to confide
and i've lost all my pride
I'm 40 years below death 
so when i meet my maker
i hope it runs and hides
sitting in my guest room
cryin over all these pictures
of me and you
and i dont wanna feel alone
i guess i got you by me with your soul
and life is a fucking gift
man i dont even know
i guess i got some coal cuz
i'm never satisfied with anything
so i'll tie the rope tight 
and i'll never think of you again
waking up i'm pissed
i don't wanna get up now
reading text off my phone
remind me that i'll never amount 
to anything that i have
i cant even fucking smile
i just want you back
haven't seen you in a while

closed casket.

no samples.
lyrics:
if i can could turn back time
i would do it my way
13 reasons why i
left...
so get out my face
i dont wanna hear that shit shut the fuck up
before i get up and leave
cuz baby
i know 
that you know
that i know that i love you
you broke my heart
i knew from the start
that this would fuck up
my day
another monday 
on a saturday
it was our 1 month
and you just let it lay
and i dont wanna know
what you wanna do
if you wanna fuck up
thats up for you
cuz imma leave
yeah imma leave this place
if you could turn back time
i wonder what you would do and why
would it be to make us be together
or would you do this to me feel better
cuz i,
i been swervin at night
gas light
yellow bright
and i can't see the lines

deadbeatteen - how did we wind up here? (acoustic)

no samples.
You told me that you loved me
But you never did
You slept with somebody else
How could I forget
Vodka stained glasses
I can hardly tell
If theres two lines beside me
Or a tree sending me to hell
I’ll break away the pain
You never cared about me
Only yourself.

the night we crashed. (acoustic)

no samples.
lyrics:
I been dreaming of your face for a minute
my linen still smells like your last visit
i been feelin left out
but when your not around 
i miss my homie
you my best friend
my day 1
you my only
i promise we're alright
i will never leave you 
imma hold your hand so tight
===
moonlight in the sky 
see the stars reflection in your eyes
we just a couple gettin high
i love you bb girl stay the night

nothing but distance

no samples.
lyrics:
I'm tired of the way we think
i've lost all hope 
i think i'll leave
the nights still young
i've lost my ways
this path's not straight
and everything you had said
has left me inside my bed
alone without you
i'm glad you came through

(i'm so sad you're gone
we're done)x2

deadbeatteen - mistreatment

no samples.

lrycs:

I've gone too far again
anxiety is not stable
I swear I've lost my best friend
paraphernalia crosses the table
tethered like strings develop sadness
that create false  hopes
look straight,eyes closed
beauty in caskets
lye beneath gravel

but things will turn around
don't look back again today
you'll be fine
you'll be okay
move on
don't hesitate

distant figures.

somebody that i wish i knew.

no samples..

Lyrics:
Girl you know i think about you
I just can't be 'round you
she sense when i talk bad 
she been on that new new
i don't wanna talk now
wake up with a new doo
feel like imma boo-hoo 
she said she found a new boo

we skip it to the mornin
lost my dog and i'm ignoring myself
how did i survive that hell
find my song & turn it up
feel the pressure lower
since the bridges burnin
my drink start movin slower

livin in the nighttime
swear to god it never feels right
directing all my feelings towards a bright light
see your face i had a good time
just let your boy know to have a good night

unavailable.

no samples.  
@cpt_sad
@stationsix

begin everyday with an end in mind.

END IN MIND. (feat. yesterday, thebreathingbackwards)

no samples~
this is a short track,
but after a break I'm back...
"feeling contained" album '19 ;)
Lyrics:

some people understand me..

deadbeatteen - S.O.HB.

Lyrics:
Tell me where I have been going wrong
'cause I know that you see
Where I have wrote my wrongs
Inside an empty stall
our stars are falling apart
I know that don’t want me to tag along
But imma ri----


your scent is stuck between the fabrics
on top my sheets reside your glasses
in college i preached fuck the classes
sand falling through hour glasses 
Rejected from the masses
I might take some action
maybe something drastic 
I may have to crash it
i just heard my name it came from plastic
hit or miss signed to the Magics
I think im finna pass it
Maybe I could trash it
in the ocean chasing Mavericks
my heart been living lavish
call her Rambo cause she stabbed it.

Tell me where I have been going wrong
'cause I know that you see
Where I have wrote my wrongs
Inside an empty stall
our stars are falling apart
I know that don’t want me to tag along
but imma ride for you
imma say 
imma---
let's keep it real cause all our feelings are true~

guitar: kms
prod. deadbeatteen

she's not actually watching my back.

no samples.

When start uploading again it will only be onto YouTube (under my Name)

deadbeatteen

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