Just Seshin & Vibin to this song before he gets famous and signed to a label 🥺👉👈

love this stuff bro! keep it up 💯💯💯

Why havent you got this one on spotify :(?

This is an amazing song! I like listening to it while I sleep!

Why hoes give up on my birthday her mans wanna fight im no bitch

Produced by Felony Kid 
Mixed by They Say
Cover art by They Say 
Featuring T.RiCH
Written by Yung Lazarus & T.RiCH
Single off upcoming EP "Gorgus Sleepy Heads"

https://genius.com/Yung-lazarus-medicine-fttrichprodfelony-kid-lyrics

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Medicine (ft.T.RiCH)(prod.Felony Kid)*R.I.P T.RiCH*

support: https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus
very soon

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

Cover Art Credit: http://vsco.co/rosieshulman

You completely destroy me
You destroyed me like you never knew you could
I'm not over you and I never will be
The thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her eyes break my heart
They're not mine and I don't know who's they'll be
Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart

I used to find safety in her smile
I used to feel warmth in the look on her face
I've been left an empty shell to whither and fade away
I used to think of all the things that we'd be
Now I only think of all the things that we never really were

I used to call you mine but now you just don't know
What am I left to do but stand here in the cold
All I've got left are some photos of you and your voice stuck in my head
Saying how you'd be there always and forever until the very end

You were everything to me, and you always will be
Deep in my heart that aches for the sound of your voice
But no longer will I have the choice

I'm sorry for anything that I've done
For the person I've become that you learned to love but then turned your back like a setting sun

If I hurt you I pray that you forgive me
I mean all the words that I say please believe me

And see me as the person you always knew I was
I've never been perfect not in a single way
And that day that you saved me is when I fell from grace
I only needed you and I pushed everyone else away

So now I'm left alone
To live this life all on my own
And I hate the fact that someone else is holding you close
And how you broke my heart when I needed you the most
I've always been too scared to be properly diagnosed
Because you were my pill but now you're nothing but a ghost

And I still have your pictures and that letter you wrote
Where you said that you loved me and you'd never let me go
And you saved me from myself and that's something I hope you know
But you cut me down so quick and I've never been so low

And my stomach aches with every breath of air I breathe
Because you were the one that gave me everything I need
But now this pain won't subside I just can't believe you chose to leave
You were my reason for living how could you do such a heinous thing

I was like a boat that got carried out to sea
And I trusted in your waves, that you wouldn't harm me
You protected me from the storm and gave me a chance at life
And I love the way you cared and asked if I was alright

But something died, something changed and I sunk to the ocean floor
You no longer wanted to hold me up and I drowned from within my core

And every essence of my being is still just too afraid to fight
Because I'm terrified to keep on living without you by my side

And all the things that people said I guess this whole time they were right
Love can never last this way when the flame burns too bright

But I hope you're happy

I hope you're doing fine

I love you still today

Just like you were still mine

I still love the way you laughed
And the things you said to me
You'll never leave my heart
Nor my memory

I just wish I could understand
Why you had to leave
I can't do this on my own
I need you here with me

But you've turned into a ghost
And you're nowhere to be seen
And I can't hear your voice
I won't see your message on the screen

We won't have a family
We won't have a house
We won't raise our kids
You won't be my spouse

We won't grow old together
Like we always planned
You disappeared forever
And alone here shall I stand

you completely destroy me

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

wake me up when i'm a better person (Prod. TRA$H)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

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TASTE MY TEARS FULL EP LYRICS

Track one – taste my tears

You never even told me you were there 
we stood so close but you didn’t hear 
get lost in flows then disappear 
she likes my clothes I like my gear 

Would you hold my hand and taste my tears
in sinking sand I stand my dear 
been thinking and its all come clear 
I’m in that car but I can’t steer 

No, no I’m on the road alone 

No, no I’m in the car alone  

Swerving down the same road too many times 
Ion really wana say it never said goodbye
and now I’m here on the other side 
still the same world just a different time 

You never even told me you were there 
we stood so close but you didn’t hear 
get lost in flows then disappear 
she likes my clothes I like my gear 

Would you hold my hand and taste my tears
in sinking sand I stand my dear 
been thinking and its all come clear 
I’m in that car but I can’t steer 


Track two – last day 

Just know I’d wait for you girl 
But I won’t wait for this world x 2 

Ion wana see time fade away 
tryna live out a dream before I hit my grave 
will you be there till my final day 
sick to my stomach putting time to waste 

I was there when you missed that train
cold kiss and a heart that can’t refrain 
got you falling weak with melodies 
just another one caught in my brain 

Ion wana see time fade away 
tryna live out a dream before I hit my grave 
will you be there till my final day 
sick to my stomach putting time to waste 


Just know I’d wait for you girl 
But I won’t wait for this world x 2 


Track three – Receptors 

I waste time thinking about death 
cause I can’t overcome it 
smoked out stuck inside my reflection 
I neck a norflex to relieve the tension 

I feel it hit upon my fucking receptors 
Filling out my wish list gone all December
 
You wonder why the pain 
you wonder why I came 
you wonder why I’m waking up at night to fill my…

Ion shoot up it gets chewed up
in my bloodstream ion feel so screwed up 
I miss that touch, I see it all rust 
time passes still lust for that love..

Track four - missed calls and chemicals

I’ve been far from home, 
I’m out the country 
when you hit my phone 

But when the stars align 
I can’t turn my eyes 
I think I waste time 
and nothing feels alright 

I been far away from home 
I been up and all alone 
she been blowing up my phone 
I’ll be blowing up and she know it 

I run it with the flow, ima take it and I go 
no you never knew me then so don’t act like you do
yeh I told you I would do it, do it better than before 
the chemicals are numbing but won’t open up a  door

yeh I missed your call 
I was off the chemicals x 2 

Wake up, fuck up, better dead 
make up, nails, kiss my neck 
bleeding out, pretty dress 
ima fuck up, fuck my head x 2

And I’ve been far from home, 
I’m out the country 
when you hit my phone 

But when the stars align 
I can’t turn my eyes 
I think I waste time 
and nothing feels alright

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TASTE MY TEARS (prod. stream_error)

lyrics:

 sitting back wondering why the fuck you're with him ripping my limbs and tearing my skin i'm a fish tryna stay afloat without fins let me tell you about what insanity is watching my love with someone else while i break down, i've gone to hell say i'm okay but i'm not doing well probably didn't have to say a thing for you to tell it's impossible to love me i'm fucked up and i'm ugly i ain't got a shit load of money all the gifts i buy are fucking crumby all my efforts are pitiful i disappoint, that's typical stuck in bed feeling miserable problem after problem i'm additional i'm a mess without you i need you to stop the pain i need you to stop the pain waiting by the phone for that call when you say you're coming back waiting by the phone for that call haven't slept in so long now my eyes hardly get heavy anymore what do i do when i miss you but you're asleep what do i do when i miss you but you're asleep

audio of a broken heart

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

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it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

Art by Michael Herrick
Tracked and Mixed by Gary Cioni
Mastered by Brett Romnes

Orchard To Bartnick

no samples.

lrycs:

I've gone too far again
anxiety is not stable
I swear I've lost my best friend
paraphernalia crosses the table
tethered like strings develop sadness
that create false  hopes
look straight,eyes closed
beauty in caskets
lye beneath gravel

but things will turn around
don't look back again today
you'll be fine
you'll be okay
move on
don't hesitate

distant figures.

deadbeatteen

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