Relate... my partner didn't cheat on me but he only loved me in that desperate sense where you just want someone to love you and try to take care of your feelings... that kind of love breeds resentment. he just held onto me cause he knew i'll be there forever.

wooden home

ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ， ｎｏｗｈｅｒｅ．- ｐａｒｋｉｎｇ ｌｏｔ

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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

https://soundcloud.com/teenpregnancy
https://twitter.com/teenpregnancy94

poppy tears x teen pregnancy - secrets (prod. teen pregnancy)

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

produced by me

first verse - harvest twitter.com/hr_vest
second verse - @notmorgn @guccihighwaters twitter.com/notmorgn
third verse - @scummusic https://twitter.com/_scumby

warm skin, surround me w/ guccihighwaters & scum

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

https://soundcloud.com/skahbeatstore & https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

lyrics:

I feel like I've got a gun to my head 
there ain't no blanks, a blank stare instead

couldn't care for myself have you been there 
doing harm to my health ima leave here
what I'd do for a day with my head clear
ima sin but bby know I'm sincere

ion sell so don't hit my cell no more 
blackout nights ima hit that floor
sip no sprite I like morphine more 
might take me away but I'm still yours 

it takes me away 
away from a place
been stuck on my head 
I can't look at her face.. 

fall asleep while she plays her piano
disappear still here like a shadow
sometimes I could drown in the shallows
she a bae she a marilyn monroe

all the same ima go where the wind blows
norflex & cigarettes got a sore throat
had to put it to the test now you know
no reply to the text on sleep mode

fall asleep while she plays her piano
disappear still here like a shadow
sometimes I could drown in the shallows
she a bae she a marilyn monroe

couldn't care for myself have you been there 
doing harm to my health ima leave here
what I'd do for a day with my head clear
ima sin but bby know I'm sincere

ion sell so don't hit my cell no more 
blackout nights ima hit that floor
sip no sprite I like morphine more 
might take me away but I'm still yours

still yours (prod. yung skah & cxld blxxd)

no samples.
You told me that you loved me
But you never did
You slept with somebody else
How could I forget
Vodka stained glasses
I can hardly tell
If theres two lines beside me
Or a tree sending me to hell
I’ll break away the pain
You never cared about me
Only yourself.

the night we crashed. (acoustic)

@safesin
@mewsyc

i havent hit you up
cant remember how you taste
from your head down to your waist

baby i just wanna fuck you
i know you think about it
kissin on your neck
bustin up inside you
think its time for a revival
the pussy wet right on arrival
i cant even help it
damn im selfish

fuck your new mans he aint shit
ill be faded
hit my phone up
yeah i know its been a while
its been a while

think its time i let you in
i dont need to be a better man
i finally love my self
even if its just a little bit

its better to have loved and lost
cuz loneliness will kill me
so i light it all up
cop an ounce
and crack my 40

she love the way i fuck the pain away 
love the dance she do on top of me
her body set me free 
tearin up my jeans

she can’t recreate this feeling 
she’s celibate without me what’s the meaning
she pulled up through me down as a greeting 
she said baby please jus leave me bleeding
her canines sunk into my skin like she fucking teething
our bodies black n blue like we took a fucking beating
she love the way i fuck the pain away
love the dance she do on top of me
her body set me free
tearin up my jeans

Follow me <3

fuckthepainaway part II (w/ safe sin) [prod. mewsyc]

produced, mixed/master by me
live drums by jordan davis
https://twitter.com/jordancd3_
https://www.instagram.com/jordandavis_98/?hl=en
cover art by ciel
https://cielxxx.com/


its a cold world we live in
had to learn about self forgiveness
im sold out on believin
so ill make what i can with these broken pieces

ive got all the time in the world
to figure it out
the root of my sorrow
the pain and the doubt

you cant live with that
i cant live without
u throwin it back 
while im turnin u out

i got a one track mind
and a wish to die
no tears to cry
when im left behind

dont know about tomorrow but i know bout today
you got me real fucked up but you know what ill say

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

yeah
this life is a race and we’re runnin in circles
im takin the leap over hurdles
that ive laid out myself all eternal

i send peace to my life and my loved ones
never got it off a trust fund
been about it since my day 1
imma leave my body when the night comes

leaves fall
and ive fallen apart
have to pick back up
think i gotta restart

if life has no meaning
why the fuck do i care?
yeah these people
these places
thats a reason to live

and these demons im facin
have a place in my life

but the road thats ahead
never comes to end
think that i lost it again

leaves fall and im fallin apart
had to pick back up
think i gotta restart

death calls
but im not by the phone
if you had one chance
would u take it and go?

the night we crashed. (acoustic)

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