@cqsleep

scars on my heart like a trophy
tell all the people from my past they can blow me
they keep blowing up my phone like they know me
addicted to depression 'til I OD
hanging with my friends I feel lonely
put myself on the shelf nobody chose me
everytime I try to change I get cold feet
real or fake blurred line I think that I'm a phony

scared and alone that's the way that I'll die
young or old I don't know I still have to decide
all I see is pain tell me is there more to this life?
should I stay out of my shell or should I go inside?

waste my time away
every day feels the same
I try to hide the pain
will I forget my name?

reaper at my door should I let him in?
if I leave now will I have to pay for every sin?
will I see every chance that I've missed?
will I see what could've been if I wasn't such a bitch?

I'm not afraid to die but afraid of what might happens after

scared and alone that's the way that I'll die
young or old I don't know I still have to decide
all I see is pain tell me is there more to this life?
should I stay out of my shell or should I go inside?

scared and alone prod by CQSLEEP

rough (prod. snorkatje)

Too Lit

LOVE ON TRIAL is a story album told through two sides of the same breakup - and the third side that always shows up: everybody online.

An up-and-coming singer meets the woman he swears is the one. The chemistry is real, the timing isn’t. The calls get missed, the pride gets loud, and the relationship never fully lands. So he does what he knows how to do: he turns the ache into records.

Then one track hits. It goes viral, and suddenly the pain isn’t private anymore.

She hears herself turned into a headline and refuses to be a character in somebody else’s chorus. She links with a producer and fires back with her own response songs; calm, cutting, honest. Until the whole situation detonates across the timeline like a pipe bomb.

From the first missed signal… to the witnesses who saw it up close… to Reddit dissecting it line by line… this album plays like a late-night thread you can’t stop scrolling. 
Except it’s sung, stacked, and scored in Dark R&B / Neo-Soul.

The finale, “Am I the Asshole?”, is the public verdict in stereo.
And the epilogue, “6 Months Later…”, is the part the internet never gets: the quiet moment where two people finally speak like humans again.

Headphones on. Start at track 1. Let the court hear the case.

Buy on BandCamp

I Deleted Your Number

get_em_yeah

SCOTTY SPLASH: https://soundcloud.com/scottysplash

IG: @scottysplash

TWITTER: @scottysplash

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SWAINE 

IG: @swainesworld

TWITTER: @swainesworldd

DISCORD: discord.gg/pZwkQNj

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let's take a trip, UNDERTHEMOON.

ENTERPRISE (prod. scotty splash)

Original song: pit stop 64, by Sewerperson. 
I strongly recommend you guys to check him out, because he's fucking amazing haha. But yeah, I did a short cover of my favorite part in the song, although it's only about a minute long. Thanks for listening!

pit stop 647 (sewerperson) {alto sax cover/mix}

its alright (Niko)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
lyrics:

ill break 
never break in
im dazed
so complacent 
(x2)

10 fingers lifted
shook down and im missin my livin
look around, couldnt see what i needed
sittin down, and complained for the vision
what abouts, oh wells, and distance
ya ya

i was fuckin around
now i need you around
im a beast in a pound
free me free me
let me out 

ill break 
never break in
im dazed
so complacent 
(x2)

i dont just rap im a popstar
i might pop out like a pop tart
toasted crisp like the vox are
too clean what i bring to a full bar

strapped in for the bigs like baseball
shy away from the void and thats all
dance with me quick for the last call
baby i see you lookin at me and i want you to see

BREAK (prod. Stoic Beats)

MOON GOD

all tracks produced by me

enjoy :)

MOON GOD

ashtray (prod. hkfiftyone)

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alt acc: @february14th
mgmt: deadboymikemgmt@gmail.com

its alright (Niko)

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