insta

Kankan - AMG C63 [Prod. Rio Leyva x Yeat]

Prod @wisssery <3

These past few months
Gave me cuts on my face
And every day i make the same mistakes
Pushed away my friends 
Cuz i hate how ive changed
She made me worse
And im not the same
I hate myself
I just need some space 
Im tired of holding in all my pain

Should i stay here
Or am i lying to myself
visions not clear
And i dont need your help
Should i stay here
Or am i lying to myself
visions not clear
And i dont need your help

Please let me go and watch me fall
Didnt think our relationship would change it all
I cant even rest when im alone
Waiting for a message on phone

apologies on the mixing, my pop filter broke and im using a different one. will make sure the next song isnt as bad <3

not/clear (@wisssery)

took 2 pills n now im geekin

SHYNY - Best I Ever Had Remix

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

►FREE DOWNLOAD or purchase this beat here! : https://bsta.rs/mRUF6g
►Follow me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ericgodflow/
►Check me out on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6lhr0nzsM2U8LzazhOvZAj
►Visit my official website for updates and more! https://www.ericgodlow.com

(free) sad lofi type beat - i'll meet you there..

lyrics:

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna track

Me and jabari are back im seeing the wav its under attack
Girl dont be like that cause u know that im busy im writing on smack
I tuck my blunt in my hat and I hop in the buick and push it down flat
I cant be here all the time I know that u dripping ill hit when im back
I pop out in something thats way too clean to be in his budget
I walk by and this Kush smell something just like blueberry muffins
I smoke cause I love it my bitch love it too who doesn’t
Bari and I just dropped it put us right back in discussion
she like how the fabric feel she like the lv buttons
I like how this steering feel and I like the way its cutting
I cant find my phone but really Im waiting till it stop buzzing
I dont know what to say right now and im better off saying nothing
So Fall into me
Before my heart dies
U could get me right I just know it baby
Lean into me
And for the last time
Whisper in my ear how I own it baby

So Take me on my word I know its worthless as of late
And Just like you im struggling to find purpose in this state
Now Im lighting blunts in the venue I carry my pain on my back like a jersey im wearing my brand
U heard what I said but ill say it again I just pop on the stage and im laying my hand down

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna tr-

league of problem solvers (jabarionthebeat x haze x natemorgan)

lyrics:

Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
Ok swap the phones lets see how sad u get
I take my shit home first then get it off my chest
Its too much stress
Im inside my head just trying to fight my chest
83 floors up these worries hurt me less
On rainy nights I take my deepest breaths
This is the last time that I call u back
Oh u know Its nothing but land mines in this thread of texts
She tell me she promise ill get mine but what’s left to get
Im beaten down to fine pulp and its nothing left
But once again its all my fault and I sweep the mess
On late nights I could feel time stall as I roll this blunt
I take this puff and sit to watch night fall as I slowly numb
All this pain I feel tell me that im the only one who feel it
Im always the highest in the room tonight im highest in the building
Still I couldnt feel it I need something that just might kill me
Its hot in here too hot I dont get how the walls aint peeling
I look up from my phone expecting mist to line the ceiling
Her voicemail always full whenever I find my breath
This the last time that I call you back
This the last that I even make the effort
My coats hung up at home and I could finally rest
I stopped with tolerance breaks and started thinking less
Cause These drugs will line my feelings like a teflon vest
I got some years left in me before it can catch up yet
So what’s next
Im just a walking shell I work and I do my best
You finally here zombieland well more or less
We all lost the shine we had some years ago we just exist
Pattern work has overcome everything that I used to know
The cloud is hugged like a wedding ring to my daily rows
My voice is killed as its leaving me and im overlooked
It would take the ear of a diety to be understood
This one page of many im not going anywhere
U could hear my voice get carried swiftly thru the air
My reeboks got sewage on em this the second pair
And id try to ask for help but I dont like the way they stare

swap the phones (jabarionthebeat x kuji)

whippin' w/ steele 11' & gramthart (prod. madebylucid & deegs)

Rodeo Drip (prod. m2k x him)

ppgcasper (Caspr) - Pretend

01010010 01100101 01110100 01110101 01110010 01101110 00100000 01010101 01101110 01101011 01101110 01101111 01110111 01101110 00000000

alt acc: @february14th
mgmt: deadboymikemgmt@gmail.com

took 2 pills n now im geekin

deadboymike

Related tracks