single off my EP, dropping March 26th :)
prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan

lyrics:

[verse]
you shut me out but you’re still talking to him
i know that i just can’t compare to him
no matter how hard i try
i’m not the one inside her eyes

can we try another time
i wish that i could make you mine
i lose my breathe now death seems fine
just bear the burden, you’ll be fine

and when it’s time to leave
i’ll bring you with me
i know you hate me
your enemy

but that’s what i’ll be
then maybe you’ll see
what you could have had
been for me

[chorus]
i’m better now no thanks to you
the spirits haunting down this avenue
and when i return through the summon rune 
i hope you know that i’ll see you soon

im better now, i think (prod. killedmyself x taylor morgan)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

it's too cold baby
death kissed my heart
outside of feeling too well
with u babygirl i'm not alone
don't leave me alone
without you baby i feel like ima die
it's too cold baby
don't leave me alone

but now i am on my own
her regret on the floor
she said goodbye but i can't let it go
gave you the knife 
that you stabbed in my back
i just hate all my past
just wanna be in your arms

she stole my heart
now i don't want it back
keep it girl
i just dont wanna fight
the city's open
i wish i could turn back the time
for those eyes 
and the black in your smile

the black in your smile (prod. krave x recyclebin)

same (fantom)

red cups (idealism)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
nv
prod. swaine
had to reupload due to copyright claims :( sorry and thank u!

lyrics:
id have never talked to her to like that
if i knew i would look back and thank the gods that it passed
state ur name and business now im never blinded by gas
words that dont mean anything i swear im glad its not that serious
that serious

edge of my seat, but im leanin forward
get up if i need to forward 
messages i sent to sort ya
i dont give a fuck about ya
live ur life and stay out my one

uh
u live it all sorta kinda
i only work in absolutes
so dont remind her
im only here for what i wanna do
dont u gotta be somewhere?
go out w ur friends and stay the fuck up outta
my shit and my business im on 

a minute more im out
admit it its a drought
the only thing not dry is where u 
never mind, enough
lets not get too carried away
split up by the mouth
im sorry but im gone

its gone on long enough
admit it it is done
i think our time is up
baby
i just thought of all
the things we'll never touch
that i dont wanna love
baby 
(x2) 

ya
its the number one prize
i dont even know why
i pursue what is mine
already
i never saw it come
it never reared above
the ground, kept steady

i saw it with my eyes
mysterious and kind
it left me way behind
still guessing
dry ur tears and let it die
it never was alive
and everybody knows
its resting

NOT THAT SERIOUS

sounds of the silence (prod. hazenova)

Мне не сбежать

dont leave me cover <3
original by @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson

pls dont leave me (cover) (fantom)

https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

lyrics:

make it look easy
locked in the bathroom
muffled like the back of a car
and im stuck in the backseat
lookin so deeply
at u 
but i dont feel no feelings
u should leave me
bless u 
but i dont see no ceilings
god like being like deity
these guys fake like bb's
plastic no metal cant hurt no people, really

lately
i dont wanna talk
i dont wanna speak to u
u can have it all
i wont give it to u

thats some blasphemy
look at me
say it to my face to hurt me
i just swat em off cant irk me
i know all these flies been thirsty
suckin all my blood its burning
burning like the world thats turning
right in front of me 
its right in front of me

i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

the boys robotic
no emotion
no reminder
i dont talk much
dont know why tho
i go crazy for my songs so
this my life u take it or go
work on me
all day night cycle
cyberpunk 
my souls a light show


dont know wrong or right tho
i just know im right ur wrong
if u wanna bite then bite but clench ur jaw
u better make ur bed and drop
please dont quit ur day job


i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea
do u love me
do u love me?
do u love me
do u love me
i wont even move a muscle
looks like i forgot to breathe
i just got into a tussle with reflections in the sea

deep blue sea
deep blue me
(x4)

MUFFLED BATHROOM

The Fog breathe on your window
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

U said we were ment to be
I but think we wernt ment to last
You ran away
Now i want you back
Guess ill stay in the dark
And I ran out of matches
I gave you love
But thats in the past tense 
And If ur here now 
Would u tell me what happened 
(Would you tell me what happened)

Me what happened…

The Fog breathe on your windows
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

I met a girl who said she wouldnt leave
And now thats all left is with her in my dreams
Now all i can see if her face in the past
Why fall like the leaves
Everything drags on
Cuz I couldn’t see the present tense
And im dead inside but no one can really help it

Cuz i got problems on my belt
And i got people to fucking regret
I got things up on my chest that i would never tell anybody
Nobody really fucking cares about anything 
Nobody fucking gives a shit 
So why the fuck should i care.

die slowly (IOF)

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same (fantom)

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