fye bro🖤could you check my latest song called “with me” and hit me with a follow nearly at 700🗡

The Upload

Support my boys <3

seejayxo - soundcloud.com/seejayxo
pekarot - youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg
jolst - youtube.com/channel/UCzA1rCfwIX1FFRzbtb7X-eA

Mixed by never & seejayxo 
Mastered by jolst 
Produced by jolst x pekarot

Lyrics :

Like hunny hunny
Like what you want? 
You want saint laurent ? 
Ight babes let me trap right (let me trap right) 
The metal tucked by my waist 
When i walk in the rave 
Fuck boy wanna dance
Pull the ting slide the ching down his face x2

Calling my phone 
Take her to france 
Getting a bag 
She want a bentley 
Yeah 
Bentaygas riding round in Fendi yeah 
She says por favor 
She hear the rari roar 
I’ll take you shopping in Dubai
Babes do you want more 
I got this ting in a peng dress
Of course i wear that ring, yes 
Cause i know she's priceless 
Still buying champs and ice n 
My marge taught me properly 
Don’t mean i wont kop an audi's
For all my bruddas round me
Shout out flowers stay cloudy 

Like hunny hunny
Like what you want? 
You want saint laurent ? 
Ight babes let me trap right (let me trap right) 
The metal tucked by my waist 
When i walk in the rave 
Fuck boy wanna dance
Pull the ting slide the ching down his face

seejayxo :

He want smoke we pull them blades out
Wanna fuck w me til i got my gang around
It's just static
Pull up wit a semi automatic 
This ain't twitter i see thru your screen 
Take another shot now i see him bleed 
Thats just what i thought he aint in da streets 
Comin down ya block we goin make em scream 
Shawty say she love me now i put her in that saint laurent
Im still fucking on this bitch i dont care what you thought 
Man these thotties only want you when your bands up 
So im flexin on em like this is a ransom

Like hunny hunny
Like what you want? 
You want saint laurent ? 
Ight babes let me trap right (let me trap right) 
The metal tucked by my waist 
When i walk in the rave 
Fuck boy wanna dance
Pull the ting slide the ching down his face x2

u want saint laurent? w/ seejayxo (jolst/pekarot)

if you cant make room ft. steadysuffer *noahmadethiss + jolst*

guitar by magicDz

love y'all a ton.
thank you for listening
thank you for being here, truly
hope you enjoy

ep postponed, but i got a lot else i've been working on
yea



take me apart
reassemble and recharge what you erased
no regards
zip my lip, i cannot communicate

above every scent they embellish
it's rotten, yet fresh, so i cannot repel it

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

(i don't) i don't wanna feel this bitter
but i don't wanna rock that mask, no
redacting myself from the present when i wanna end it
pelt dust at my mental
cavities build in my dental
skipping toothpaste for the mentos
everything felt so common
i hurt so often; bent like a stencil

caffeination, isolation, what a cycle, what a day
couple people that i talk to; very seldom light the way
i do it myself it seems
shot down like it's belomancy

sat recluse in my room every noon, glued to youtube
if i had somebody special, it'd be them too
won't you settle down and tell me what you're going through
call me up for once, 'cause honestly you never do
so when the clock strikes, i feel the curse so tight
staying up 'till it's twilight
green flash in my eyesight
black cat in the moonlight
waving bye when i'm boutta cry
i hit you up 'cause i had to cry
spirit guide lurkin' hindsight

drill in my head, got a shovel in my chest
but i leave it like that, let it grow like grass
i'm a fucked up kid, can't live in the past
and the moment don't last, break shit when i laugh
no meds and i'm gassed, but deflate real fast
real friends hit back, understand where i'm at?
why you treat 'em like ass though?
do you got a moat for the castle?
been down every ounce, now i'm fragile
she had meant so much, what a hassle
days into weeks, now months
stolen my crutch
fuck it i'll hunch
punching my gut 'till the air flows
cornering stare with an echo
licking the tip of the arrow
wove in a rope like a pharaoh
sooner than late i won't care, no

like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

they ain't know me like that
do my homies got my back?
rigor mortis 'till i crack
brought me back in, yet we're never patching
glass, all up in this brittle back
always lacking what i have, like a magnet
opposites attracting

bombay

ｔｈｉｓ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｂｕｒｎｔ　ｉｔｓｅｌｆ　ｆｏｒ　ｏｘｙｇｅｎ

prod @user-230494921
hope you enjoy 
still more to come
thank you for being here
i appreciate you all so much

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

quick, you gotta hurt me just to prove that blood was bled
tried every solution
but this one, it feels the best
i can feel my pulse work it's way out of my chest
so tired that this fire burnt itself for oxygen

my mind won't humor me
i feel like a failed attempted lucid dream
a eulogy to send me off, then kick into a flowing stream
(closed my eyes) i'm still the only one that's staring back at me
let her disposition grant a wish of living happily

it took too long just to move on
learnt nuance bared clarities
not headstrong, just kept on
given all the bullshit i was parrying

i can't fill this heart yet
'cause nothing's staying in
(but it might be)

colder than snow
dry like a carcass
cut by the throat
motion; lathergic
left on my own, to my own devices
liquid will flow, i've grown to like it
seldom approach
zero will manage
the older the ghost, the faster they vanish
that home was your home, 'till you've known that you've grown out it's place
with no one in sight, now i throw down the mace

could do without a hubris
i barely feel human
tuck it all inside, the heat'll rise until i'm fuming
i wonder what the use is
'cause i ain't wanna do this
no amount of joy could mute the noise the mind produces

she said i had hopeful eyes, and
that had me mesmerized
if there was time we had left,
then she'd want none of mine

i drowned out all my anger in the water
but that made my heart much hotter
lent a hand, now mine's in sulfur
just so others wouldn't falter

jinn (4lexf)

hold the applause
produced by @prodbybrody
featuring @sewerperson
mixed by nine to 5 and sewerperson

lyrics:
both:
so won't you hold the applause
cause its all that i got
i know its not a lot, but it feeds me the strength that i would need to move on

nine to 5:
I did all the things that i said i would
Try to push me to the side but you never could no
I’m breaking through the walls it’s competitive
Now im taking to the bottle like a sedative woah

After all of this time and i still get it wrong
I won’t tell you what you wanted hear no more
Yeah you played me a game tryna get up the score
But i aint finished yet i’m still coming for more

So won’t you hold the applause
Cuz its all that i got
You tore it apart
It was doomed from the start
Fallin for your mirage 

Falling from nothing
But oh its so exciting
To go
To these places i aint been before
You took hold my body sunk it into the floor

going insane, my body is sore
i feel a lot different than i did before
seasons have changed, i'm closing these doors
i'm burning these bridges can't take anymore
so take all i am, i'll do what i can
but nothing will satisfy you in the end
but i understand, it's all gone as planned
you fucked up my head but i'll take what i can

sewerperson:
Seventeen nights in the grip of cold hands
Baby i try do u right while u just doing what u can
Wails heard thru the night from somewhere deep inside the branch
Toss out a flare we can light up the world
Ash floats thru the air as this fire unfurls
Tell me how this shit compare to a night better spent
Watch The banshee touch down on to the charring grasslands

Won’t you hold the applause
Cause its all that I got
I know its not a lot but it feeds me the strength I would need to move on
With her taste on my tongue
And my hand on my heart
I cant be what u need but I swear on my life I will be what u want
With the grace of a wisp
She comes right around and attaches to my hip
She whispers are u scared and I said maybe just a bit
U know I cant lie when u look at me like this
When u look me in my eyes
I know u could see into my soul into my mind
U know I know I could never get away with lying
That’s why its the truth that without u id rather die

listen on spotify!

nine to 5 - hold the applause ft. sewerperson (prod. brody)

blast of zoom

InJury (Luh Ant) prod me.m4a

Another amazing song by lil skele and lullabyboy!

Support lil skele:
https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://www.twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJS...
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?h...

Support lullabyboy:
https://www.soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
https://www.instagram.com/lullabyboi/...
https://www.twitter.com/lullabyboi

Produced by Discent:
https://www.soundcloud.com/discent2
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqK...

Lyrics:
*lullabyboy*
all black fit
when i walk out
you know shawty want some more
bitch im loved now

you know i'm bad
heart attack
what i cause now
one tear down your face
when i walk out
when i walk out
feelin like i'm talkin to nothin
you only love me when it's dark out

feelin like it's somethin
but nothin
u hate me now 
now it's all gone

*lil skele*
i said I like her nails and her platforms 
she says she wish I was around more
I don’t about that 
she don’t know about that 
Black nails black jean black coat 
passed out from the white in her nose 
eyes dead my my wrist on froze 
faded in the bathroom you know it goes 

we’re like Romeo and Juliet but gothic 
no castle but we got hot topic 
fell in love at my show in the moshpit 
Shawty Cinderella w an all black outfit

She got black painted all on her eyelids
rockstar might join twenty one pilots
I don’t know about you but I’m dumb lit 
whipping 95 got me feeling like I’m sonic

*lullabyboy*
all black fit
when i walk out
you know shawty want some more
bitch im loved now

you know i'm bad
heart attack
what i cause now
one tear down your face
when i walk out
when i walk out
feelin like i'm talkin to nothin
you only love me when it's dark out

feelin like it's somethin
but nothin
u hate me now 
now it's all gone

(Early Release)

lil skele - walk out (ft. lullabyboy)

context: this is the original version of nickisgonenow’s “there was blood on the floor underneath u” but we had a falling out, and it resulted in him taking me off the song before release 

nick passed away recently; fortunately for me, i was able to squash our issues long before that happened, and we were once again on good terms, he was a super talented person, and seeing the success this song would go on to gain never once bothered me (which is weird because i’m naturally a super jealous person) and i think that’s because i knew he had a banger on his hands, i remember when he first sent me this open and it shook my whole house on the speakers, i lost my mind. this song is perfect as it was without me squeezed on at the end, and i knew it 

nevertheless, any work i have with nick is now public on my profile, he was a character and a super talented person that i had the honour of working with 

i miss ya nick, and i hope whatever greets us after death is treating you well

my verse lyrics: 

and there was blood underneath you
dripping down from your nose 
wanna cry? baby me too 
and i just wanted to see you
bad day, feel ashamed
i just wanted a redo
i don’t feel it
i’m too fucked up to see you
out of my league
all these girls they wanna be you
down another bottle throw my sorrows in the back room
standing in the mirror
say “i love you”, you don’t have to 

__________

beat by: @nickisgonenow
featuring: @nickisgonenow
u the goat nick fr

underneath you w/ NICKISGONENOW (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

had a blast making this, beat was made by me. also the vocals :)

Lyrics 


Issues:

I’ve been dealing with these issues 
on my own
But i’ve been runnin in circles 
tryna find my home
Well i’ve been missing something
But i dont know
But i find hope every time 
you text my phone

If seen you up
And i’ce seen you down
But now its hard to tell
Coz you’re not around
You lift my face

And you look so cute 
In your raincoat
Waiting for spring
But its the same snow
Different ocean
In the same boat
Different song but same tempo

Breathe deep
And eventually you’ll come to see
All the different option
You life will bring
Everyone’s different but we’re still the same breed
All of us are climbing up the same tree

Issues

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
See me fly, diamonds shine on my neck yah,
And yo girl'd prolly fuck on the low low-
life, shawty I don't wanna die without my wrist froze.

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah, 

Shawty say she wanna die-die-die-die-die.
I already took her life-life-life-life-life.
Shawty say she wanna die-die-die-die-die.
I already took her life-life-life-life-life.
(if you die I die too, don't I remind you.)

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
See me fly, diamonds shine on my neck yah,
And yo girl'd prolly fuck on the low low-
life, shawty I don't wanna die without my wrist froze.

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,

Angelboy

Hope you enjoy the new song! big thanks to @itsnvrmnd and @khareel for doing such an amazing job on this, be sure to go check them out! 
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/6JrzNNzyZDZCaRyShSbvMd?si=MgwT87hpQYuyhTEwCkWqMg

Lyrics:
NVR/MND

Yeah
It's not your fault that i say i change but stay the same
it's not your fault that i'm holding on to past mistakes

You know that i've fallen all my life, but i don't mind

if you want me gone, cuz i say i'm sorry
and you tell me that it's all okay if i'm around

and if you tell me to go i'll take my leave
but i just wanna let you know
that you'll find everything but peace

and i just wanna know when we'll be back
the way we once were before we all started to crack
High school summers were so care free
life hits hard you see

cuz i just want you to know
baby i lost my mind
and i don't really know when i'll be back
cuz i've been off my grind

Khareel:
I waited, for you to say
"I changed my mind, i changed my ways"
What a waste, every moonrise hey
That's not fair
Coz all my days
Were dark as grey

I lashed out, last year
We we're never friends
But i wrote letters dear
It's not the hair nor the face
Coz your words,
Are smartly done, i gave away
Cowardly nice, i hide away
I sincerely hope you're okay
You're on my mind, that's not right.

Moonrise Ft. NVR/MND & Khareel

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

big boys don't cry (prod. con)

go follow @lilskeleskrrt & @diamoonofnhg rn or else

sui ~
emberz fall
the crackle of the campfire
let the smoke fill the sky
cover up all the past life
run away through the night
dont look back again
cause its to painful
focus on the future
if there is one
for me in this world
maybe one day
everything will be ok

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

skele ~

nothing for me here in this place
thinking ab days that i wish i could i erase
and i know that you look down on me
im a disgrace
ive been pushed right to the edge
you can see it on my face
emberz falling from the sky
reminiscing ab you and i
baby i cant bear to see you cry
ill be waiting in another life

sui ~

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

calm down w/ skele ~ [p. diamoon]

[prod. Dead Spyro] @deadspyro

Lyrics:
[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

[Kais]
do u even think of me?
Im not who you want me to be and I know 
think of things we’d see
I know you cant do that, im already jus a memory

time dont fly by,
i feel like im stuck in your eyes
why do you use a disguise
I crumble to pieces at night

[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

Crumble Into Pieces ft. Kais

prod. recyclebin

Lyrics: 
i dont really know how to turn this into
positivity...
and between u and me
these songs dont help with anything 

im stuck inside of my own head
yeah these messages will remain unread
cuz i never gave a fuck about what u said
and ima stay right here in my bed

yeah im gonna stay right here
these pills ill keep them near
this blood will rush to my ears
ive felt like this for so many years 
so many nights wishing i would just disappear
yeah wishing i would disappear 
cuz i can never keep anyone near 

empty pill bottle on the night stand
drink the liquor til i cannot stand 
when i die itll be by my own hand

drink drink drink
until im 
free free free
im out of time
beep beep beep 
im not alright 
(not alright)

yeah u know im not okay
i kinda sorta feel like shit every single day 
but hey at least i write some songs to vibe to 
lets turn up the volume
let the feelings engulf u
man i feel so bad 
let me open up this bottle again

(let me open, yeah open)

by my own hand [+recyclebin]

Boston
Songwriter + Composer

[merch] https://deadbrokeapparel.creator-spring.com/

Angelboy

dead broke

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