prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

my hearts on cryogen
‘cause i just said goodbye again
i’ll die again, when you lie with him
i’ll die again, i’ll die again

i know you better than you think i do
there’s not much left to lose
i’ve come unglued

t-t-tear me to pieces
i’ve run out of reasons
i know that you’re leavin’
so i’m stuck with my demons

tear me to pieces 
i’m already bleedin’
i feel so depleted
said you hate me, you mean it..

you know it’s cold where i’m from
i feel the blood in my lungs
i know you don’t give a fuck
you don’t give a fuck..

i swear the weather’s awful
& it’s making me feel hollow
never thought that it could be this harmful
i don’t think i wanna see tomorrow

put me in a shallow grave
‘cause i hate this place
i take novocaine just to numb the pain
i tried to run away but i can’t escape
‘cause i hate my face & it’ll never change..

still just runnin’ away from you
but i can’t escape from you
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
don’t know what the fuck to do..

yeah, i got like a lot to prove
my liquor, it’s 80 proof
don’t mix it with fuckin’ juice
(yeah, yeah, yeah)

there’s no hope for the hateful
just give me a halo
i’ll fly up with the angels
you’re my guardian angel

there’s no hope for the hateful
this shit, it feels so painful
they all say i’m ungrateful
(ohh oh ohhh)

i got 10 racks on me
bitch, i know you want me
i don’t fuck with no Givenchy
i still wear Abercrombie

& we eatin’ Giovanni’s
i got all this money on me
i’m dead, look like a zombie
yeah, your memory still haunts me

i don’t wanna die
i just want u by my side, yeah
it’s the middle of the night 
pour a potion in my Sprite, yeah..

& i feel like i’m alright
when i look into your eyes, yeah
baby, just don’t play with me
don’t feed me all those lies, yeah

my heart’s on cryogen
‘cause i just said goodbye again
i’ll die again, when you lie with him
i’ll die again, i’ll die again

i know you better than you think i do
there’s not much left to lose
i’ve come unglued…

cryogen

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Written and performed by fijiplus & nvr nvmbr (@nvr_nvmbr)
Produced by aevumm (@aevummm)
Engineered by luv armor (@luv_armor)
Released March 14th, 2025

@vampiremoneygang

[Chorus, fijiplus]:

tell me, what’s the plan?  
they all tryna make amends, but i’m cutting fake friends
say you understand, 
but you justify the ends like you think I’m brain dead 

watch you cutting bends, 
crashed out in a new benz, then you’ll do it all again
keeping distance, been over your bullshit, 
i be cutting fake friends

[Verse 1, nvr nvmbr]

(i don’t want no fake friends..)

ion understand, ride around, new Benz
all these voices in my head, woah
countin’ these bands, had the world inside my hands
threw it all away at that

ride with me, 
decide to die with me
i’m high, swag 150
she’s mine, i’ve cried plenty

i don’t wanna say that, but there’s nothing that could save us
i’ll admit it, i’m addicted to your fake love
i don’t wanna say that, 
but there’s nothing that could save us….

[Chorus, fijiplus]

[Verse 2, nvr nvmbr]:

ion understand, ride around, new Benz
all these voices in my head, woah
countin’ these bands, had the world inside my hands
threw it all away at that

count 50’s
100’s & 20’s
she love my damn money
i think it’s so funny

ohhh oh ohh..

[Chorus, fijiplus]

fake friends (feat. nvr nvmbr) [prod. aevumm]

w/ @ybcmiley 
cover by: @stale.co on instagram

pulse [scarlet]

track 10
took a big swing
drums by @ejcarrmusic
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
i’ve got this delicate thing in my hands, i might break it
i never know how to react so i fake
every motion intact though i know when to save it
i’ll bring it all back to ya, know i might hate it

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

is there more to life than brief dilapidation 
i’m just sick of all the chances that i’m wasting
if you’re here for me i’d rather you just say it
these relationships are never as explained
yet i know
if i want it back ill have to move a mountain
and twofold
there’s no going back to save me when i’m drowning

‘cause all we do
is lie to ourselves
oh all we do
is lie to ourselves

my senses all impaired
you want what you know that you can’t share
the fruits of our labor left in air so cold
theres no one even there to hold you
love then lose, i swear
the cycle we push through isn’t fair
the weight of the world we hate to have to hold
the years of old come back to haunt you

IMPAIRED

track 7
my favorite
melodies by @flesh
mastered by david kowalski

lyrics:
focus
nothing you’re saying is potent
winter white lake near the ocean
lately it feels like i’m going insane
notice
everything here has a purpose
i don’t think we are deserving
we can just wait until it goes our way
white walls don’t float around my head
i’d call the second you wanted
i needed less of an option
cuz if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so

if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said so
if they wanted me dead, they would’ve said

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees, oh-ohhh

i wanna find it again, that burning feeling u said
was in the forest back then, you know the search came and went
we open fire to spend our waking moments as friends
is it so hard to pretend? this isn’t all that they said we’d get
vice grip my own intentions
malice fueled apprehension
i set my expectations
to be broken
waste of breath

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i tried keeping far away
nothing building in its place
couldn’t find that shit forever
now im back, its just my fate
i’d try playing to your tastes
anything to hear your name
cuz i wanted this forever 
wish i wasnt in the way 

i should cry in my sleep
i could die in my dreams
when you’re high, you’re between
all the love and disease
you’re the guide, bury me
in the stars, in the seas
you can try to be mean
but your heart disagrees

miserable as your hands are shaking now.

THE GUIDE

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (prod. nciku)

Beyond Myself

freestyle dont feel like writing lyrics yet sorry

SOMEWHERE SAFE (PROD. SECRE + XELFIY)

Trippie Redd x XXXTENTACION- Fuck Love // KITANAI OTO[The Dirty Sound] FLIP (FREE DL)

almostwentmia - idk @popstar

i smoke at your place (fiftyzeros tiresss)

Boston

[merch] https://deadbrokeapparel.creator-spring.com/

Beyond Myself

dead broke

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