@pekarot

i've got a wound on my chest
talk to me soon before theres nothing left
i promise that ill be gone soon
dont come stay in my bed
you talk for hours and i live with dread
you know what ur supposed to do, 
i dont want you close to me
gripping your fucking heart all that is meant be

eyes so pretty i need them right next to me
cant believe i said that omg admit defeat
question why i'm leaving and i dont post you on my feed
you dont either i wish that u did for me
pull on that lever, open up the gin bottle
let it go let ur legs wobble,
let your head go to the rubble,
let ur neck go ima struggle
let your chest go till he go home
if you talk to him hes trouble
if you love youd swallow my heart 
 
yeah

i've got a wound on my chest
talk to me soon before theres nothing left
i promise that ill be gone soon
dont come stay in my bed
you talk for hours and i live with dread
you know what ur supposed to do, 
i dont want you close to me
gripping your fucking heart all that is meant be

wound

produced by hiraeth


keep ur 
eyes dry when i leave you
god i wanna see you
my thoughts never lead thru
oh id die just to see you

eyes

produced by caves : )

were u being sincere when you calling me
everynight for a few months you were onto me
its getting too much when you leave
why'd you make it so hard just to breathe
i blame it on you but i think it was me
i knew you would go but i thought we would speak
just stay get rid of my fears
the last thing id say is that i love you dear
your head on my bed im holding you near

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

id kiss on your neck but it brings it my tears
stay right here get rid of my fears
i cant even say your name
no way your happy being mine
touch my neck im getting shivers down my spine
not getting better but i tell everyone im fine
i think that you would be happy when i die
i want it end it all when i see him lie
i wanna hurt him bad if you cry
all i ever had was the sky
now its all bad when you fly
im really not glad your my ally

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

now your just a name on my phone

nervous

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

here's a little thing I made, might put it on an ep, might not 

lyrics

how many times can I write about the same old thing
about summer, spring, 'bout wedding rings and better things 
about a teenage vow in a parking lot
screaming fall out boy until our lungs gave out
its time I close my eyes now

just for tonight, I think that's alright 
see the ghost of u has lingered for a while
and I think ive earned some rest

do u think that's fair?

do u think that's fair (killedmyself)

produced by twobox
referenced a sendflowrs line

completely non profit

lyrics

swearing that i came outta nowhere
i just think ur pretty so i stare
u got a little sumn in ur hair
keep that between u in me
i think thats just fair

so
i just left a stain on her skirt
in public bathrooms
i just run my fingers thru dirt
before i cap u
only met in person on 3rd n
she bring the wap dude
shawty good to fuck in the park
i got a damn room
bed too
i got a backyard with a nice view
im just tryna feel myself rn before i pass u
im cracked dude
i love a shawty with an attitude
i just need someone to call me on my bs
can i count on u?

alright so 7g last me like 3 days
and at least when i was younger
i could find some ways
to leave the safety of my home
without an eye glaze
theres an ounce on the table:
crushed; fuck it, we blaze

i just got a text
theres medical w my name on it
i'll just let u know 
the second that i can pay for it
i just hit my reup on friday
so thats a shame n shit
im just here to ruin ur day
i hope i savour it

air inside the venue feeling like a foreign atmosphere
3 piece suit from politix im sweating out the m i did
someone call an uber someone get me fuckin out of here
cus every time i leave the house i end up wishing i never did
never did
ask me where its at i tell u LL on krink n shit
trust me when i say that we gon be here thru the thick of it

this beat keeps fucking changing man

(yuh)
(shee)
she say she a freak
bitch u dont got shit on me
i could make u bleed
hope u do the same to me
this freakish beauty on display
i swear this shit just make me weak
every time she try to pay i tell her
nono thats on me

half price 
know my face each time i walk in
top class
shawty an 8
im fuckin balling
i just put my phone on airplane mode
when we was talking
i just think its better if we focus on the moment

backflip off da roof (twobox)

residential. - giving up

lyrics//

iv been talking to god
iv been doing my part like you told me

was it always so hard
i know you think you were always controlling
but it was never thay part
i saw a light and it killed me slowly
and now im packing my car
i made you think
you dont even know me


i was lost in the fallout
you pushed me down as i climbed out
or tried to
ivy league to the dog house
wonder what they would say
if they got to?

now my comforters stained out
took it all to the grave like i told you
was i always a let down?
was i always a person that you once knew?

fallout [idly blare]

produced by michael harrison
thank u amo

lyrics

and if im to die tomorrow will you cry at my wake
ill be okay
i hope you know forever is longer than you think
i lost my mind
cause i cant do anything
i cant live a normal life without you
the sky wont be blue
she get mad at everything that i do
but its all for you
and i dont have a purpose at all
but i hide it with the music and the photos on my wall
and my body is falling apart
theres blood out my nose
and my lungs got tar
oh and she gon' cover up her phone in the car
i wish it didnt hurt so bad but imma play the part
oh ill give you my eyes ill give you my heart
oh please just stay forever i will make another song for you my love

if forever really means forever
then why do i see us not lasting at all
but the warmth that you give my cold heart
is just enough for me to ignore it all
i cant help but feel like you wont ever stay
in bed i would curl up
oh if we can make this last another day
then i would give you the world
can i kiss you if the mood is right
we can fall in love another night
if i see you again
as i close the shades to hide the light
i contemplate if i should write another love song again
i dont even feel alive
channel all my negativity through the focusrite
its so late at night
love is blind so i will never see
except your image right in front of me
ill never learn my right from wrongs
ill write another love song

if we can make this last another day
than i would give you the world
im nothing if you choose not to stay
im the string to your pearls

my last love song w/ kiddamo (michael harrison)

ty for help @itsseele <33
self prod
guitar @hiraethsry :D

to think i owe, anything at all
taking out my hand is all that u know
theres no walking this back, not letting it go
u dont even feel bad, youl reap what u sow

im lifting your weight, i wont carry this around
leave me lacking in faith, let it all hit the ground
lead me, shackles and chains, theres no hope for me now
how long does it take?! im done dragging it out

weight

im nothing but a feather weight 
i feel my bones and i feel them ache 
i feed my sink my dinner plate
dont think i could get more lame 
another day ill sleep away
where to go to feel the same 
grey eyes an ugly face
grey eyes an ugly face


now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope
i feel safe when im home 
and i can make garbage and call it scrap 
stare at the screen waiting for a text back
light on my feet, thinking that i could float 
how can i take more man ive taken the most 
double the dose 
double the time that i cope
been going ghost 
days of no phone 
housekeep not leaving my home 
ill be right here if u need 
god im so lame, i should leave 
stutter my words 
eating the air 
making it worse 
cant go anywhere 
missing her hands tru my hair
missing her hands tru my hair
grey eyes said she hated color 
leave here and shes go to a another 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 
oranges skies just remind me of summer 

now i walk home on my own 
the sewage just seeps out my phone 
my eyes have gone blind to the hope

sewage two (nciku)

2years ago Killcaskets showed me this instrumental he put me onto the whole edm/pop/electroclash scene. It inspired me alot n nowadays I sometimes even connect with it more than the music I was only listening to. “Burn:Out” is my debut drop into the scene. 

It means something because it also represents the beautiful bond I built w Caskets. Twin fr


Enjoy.

sewage two (nciku)

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