prod. riddiman - https://soundcloud.com/prodriddiman

lyrics:
falling underwater
finding it hard to breathe
you're fighting with your brother whether grass is blue or green
i am falling deeper
deeper than this water
but you can't hear me screaming
breaths are getting shorter

how come you're not seeing 
the body underwater
how come the sky falls when
the clouds start to get softer
you can't see the black void
the void is getting higher
you just think i'm sleeping 
but i'm not even tired

your phone starts to ring and i see the look on your face
whilst my bodys sinking
flowers start to grow around you
like the times melting 
heart beating
or is it bleeding

(falling underwater, finding it hard to breathe)
(i am falling deeper, deeper than this water)
(falling underwater, finding it hard to breathe)
(i am falling deeper, deeper than this water)

falling underwater (riddiman)

you went away [boyfifty]

sewerperson - we live underwater (cover)

prod skellington - https://www.youtube.com/@skellingtonforever/featured

wish you were here when i'm down
only got memories now
stuck with the past cus the past didn't last
now i just cry all year round
missing you through the seasons
summertime with the warm, bright evenings
do what i can to erase all the pain
but end up just feeling the same
it’s been a while since we called, i miss your voice
i pick the paint off of the wall cus what’s the point
i hate the concept of time 
wishing for void
swallow me whole please i’m so sick of this noise

hoping to delete my mind
too many thoughts from when you were mine
our timelines no longer cross each others
these cold nights i just play your covers

everydays a nightmare
scary faces, scary thoughts
used to hold me very tightly
used to calm my racing pulse 
but now you've become a stranger when you used to be my home
i lost my home that night, now you're the parasite that stole my sight

you stole my sight [skellington]

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics - 
You’ve written me an ending
With places I’ll go 
An ending I’ll love cause it shows how I’ve grown
I’ll finish up this story
Because I now know
You’re in it ‘til the end and you make it flow

Under the stars, you kiss me in the dark
You helped me shape, who I am today
It’s a happy ever after kind of love
I know it was fate
Tell me now my love
Was it worth the wait

Spent so much time with you
And I’m falling in love with everything you do 
And when I’m looking at you
It’s like all my dreams came true
You’re my home
You’re my mind
My heart beats
Cause you’re mine
And I promise I will keep you by my side
‘Til the end of time

a perfect ending

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics - 
Waste away my life in hope you notice 
I’m fighting with the ghosts from my past life
Surround myself in walls because of last night
You came in and showed me new light
New mind
Helped disguise me from the unkind
Waste away my life in hope you notice 
I’m fighting with the ghosts from my past life
Surround myself in walls because of last night
Please don’t leave me here 
I’m petrified, won’t survive 
Please don’t leave me here overnight

Never got invited to the after parties
I’ve been fading away ever since I was 13
Construction in my brain, I can feel it hurting
Constant ringing and pain so I don’t think it’s working
I’m crushing my bones cause I don’t think I’m worth it
And when I’m alone
I just sit here observing, everybody I know
Do they find me concerning 
Wanna know what my concern is

Waste away my life in hope you notice 
I’m fighting with the ghosts from my past life
Surround myself in walls because of last night
You came in and showed me new light
New mind
Helped disguise me from the unkind
Waste away my life in hope you notice 
I’m fighting with the ghosts from my past life
Surround myself in walls because of last night
Please don’t leave me here 
I’m petrified, won’t survive 
Please don’t leave me here overnight

I’ve flooded the gates
I can’t escape my own sting
Everybody’s insane, I hear the circuits whirring
We’re all build the same, that’s why nobody's perfect 
But you’re fixing my brain, teaching me how to forget
I know I’ll still love you when I’m gone
Floating all around you like I was just someone
I’m scared of what I’ve said and what I’ve done
Close to me
You’re oh so close to me
Don’t leave please
No please don’t leave with ease

Waste away my life in hope you notice 
I’m fighting with the ghosts from my past life
Surround myself in walls because of last night
You came in and showed me new light
New mind
Helped disguise me from the unkind
Waste away my life in hope you notice 
I’m fighting with the ghosts from my past life
Surround myself in walls because of last night
Please don’t leave me here 
I’m petrified, won’t survive 
Please don’t leave me here overnight

don't leave me here

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics- 
There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain

So misunderstood, I burn holes in my eyes
Far from being saved, really wanna make things right
My brain is spilling out
Vibrations so high
I know that they all saw through my shielded lies
Face to face with myself, I see it in my eyes
I see the anger, I feel it burn inside
Replicating memories over in my mind
Rep - rep - rep - replicating memories over in my mind

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

Always chasing me, I read in between the lines
Keep myself busy, to distract me from the time
Rock tied to my feet, can’t be dragged towards the tide
Hands are so bloody, cause I’ve been thinking all night

Out by 6, I slam the door I bite my wrist
Bleeding face, I pick apart what they have made
I don’t like who’s looking back at me
Smashed the mirrors in my room cause they made me feel crazy
Please just calm down
I can’t stand this noise this music is too fucking loud
Visions getting hazy think I’m bout to break down

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

out of hand

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics -
Ruin everything I try and do, cause it’s on my mind
So much that I gotta prove, too scared to try
I’m sick of everyone I just want you, in my life
I know I’ve got nothing to lose, but still I hide
Will I find out how to break out of the cycle
Hurry up, make a choice now and pick the right one
I’ll be alone once you go I know I’ll bleed out
I won’t fight it
And I won’t scream for help
Reasons, yeah I know all mine
Never really wanted to live this life
Still breathing, and I don’t know why
Already passed my original time
I need you, all the time
You are the one who calms my mind
A feeling, that feels so right
A feeling I need all the time
So tired but that’s nothing new
Just need more time
Motivation, never heard of you
Too hard to find
I’m submerging in despair
What a waste of my own life
Fabricated complications
Build up in my mind

Is it alright to feel this way
You hope I make it through another day
New commitments got me freaking out
It’s so exhausting to speak about
I’ve fallen too many time
Is it possible to rewind
I’ve wasted too much time 
And too many tears

Ruin everything I try and do, cause it’s on my mind
So much that I gotta prove, too scared to try
I’m sick of everyone I just want you, in my life
I know I’ve got nothing to lose, but still I hide
Will I find out how to break out of the cycle
Hurry up, make a choice now and pick the right one
I’ll be alone one you go I know I’ll bleed out
I won’t fight it
And I won’t scream for help
Reasons, yeah I know all mine
Never really wanted to live this life
Still breathing, and I don’t know why
Already passed my original time
I need you, all the time
You are the one who calms my mind
A feeling, that feels so right
A feeling I need all the time
So tired but that’s nothing new
Just need more time
Motivation, never heard of you
Too hard to find
I’m submerging in despair
What a waste of my own life
Fabricated complications
Build up in my mind

fallen too many times

9TAILS - arctic eyes (cover)

beat produced by lil nightshift 
- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb4KSyiaqbe_4UTYHZZEXOg

"help me", i said "what for"
she crawls away on the wet floor
i said "it's over" and "i'm not sure if i'll forgive you at all"

knife to the back how you feelin bout that
that's how you treat everyone all the time
life goes fast as it flashes through your eyes
i'll stand and watch and complain about mine
you're so sad i can't stand you
everyone around has abandoned you too
that's cause no one can handle
all the misery you put them through

so goodbye now
guess your time ran out
keep it quiet now
for you there's no way out

she told me i'm crazy, like yeah i know
i'm helping you out cause you gotta go
you're insane, told you long ago
time to leave this place you dumb girl

she tries to attack but it sets her right back
tears are flooding out of her eyes
this shouldn't even be too much to unpack
i smile and laugh over her cries
she's so scared, and no ones here for her
all the noise just turns into a whisper
she's so unprepared, won't know what hits her
and hopefully things can just go back to how they once were

she cried "it's not fair"
wait, why are you not self aware
you've done so much shit that you cannot repair
ruined lives and you don't even care

"help me", i said "what for"
she crawls away on the wet floor
i said "it's over" and "i'm not sure if i'll forgive you at all"

blood covers the pavement 
now i hear sirens wailing 
stained clothes got no time to change them
so i'll stay here and wait then
bite marks on both of my knees
covered in marks and bruises
in my head i'm replaying your screams
never met someone so useless

sirens [lil nightshift]

prod. numb - https://www.youtube.com/@_numb

out on all platforms -
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/notcursed/pretty-girls

wish i didn't feel a thing 
i don't want this at all
pick myself apart
i wont catch me when i fall
dangerous cycle
keep crying at walls
i cant look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

detrimental to my mental health
i cant find the strength to rebuild myself
i'm done pretending
i'm overwhelmed
for this long, how have i dealt

wish i didn't look like this
i cry at the thought
'beauty is pain'
i guess that's true after all
painful cycle
but it's my fault
i can't look at myself
cus i'll end it all

don't you look at me
wish i could change myself
pretty girls look in the mirror and they hate themselves
i cry at her
cus she don't know herself
i look in the mirror just to break myself

pretty girls [numb]

soundcloud only...
prod. irby - https://www.youtube.com/@irby314/videos

The waves you hear crash down
They are misspoken
Leaves inside the pack are ripped open
Find it hard to love 
Told i was broken
I’m crystalized inside 
I was hoping
   
Intertwined timelines
Flooded rooms 
Under gray skies
Walking through streets at night
Can't seem to find your light
Welcome to the end
Of my ride
2 times is a long time
Texting you but I can’t type

Lost in the big world
Where no one knows me
Too drunk too lonely
Wishing for you to hold me 
Beyond redemption  
It wasn’t for the attention
Too bad i’m gone now
Blurred my own reflection

Calm down
Look up to the sky
Wind gush 
Rush against the time

Just lust
Keep me in your sight
What's love
No one thought to try

misspoken [irby]

check out evergardens music..
evergarden - https://soundcloud.com/evergardens

also check out aceys beats on YT - https://www.youtube.com/@prodacey

lyrics-
what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be
i saw the changes in your eyes
guess it's not easy to hide, that you wanted to leave
i see your pictures online
there's now none of you and i
oh it seems
like it was all just a dream
pretend you don't know me anymore
you just left, walked out the door
oh please
why'd you do this to me


our ship sailed 
we left feelings stranded

you take everything i have
time i wasted, wont get back 
don't move on
i wont withstand 
back to strangers? just like that?


guess it was never meant to be
we were too young, no guarantee 

i don't know why we even tried

two worlds collide

seen it coming, not surprised

what was it like to fall out of love with me
was it as easy as you thought it would be

strangers again (ft. evergarden) [acey]

prod. ionas - https://www.youtube.com/@ionas59


come on baby wont you come on over
i would never lie to you
trust me i am sober
i think i just need a little bit of closure
draining out my thoughts cus they're tipping me over
funny how u said u love me but you lie now
really thought it was just u and i until i found out
you been playing with me heart
now im feeling so down
crazy stupid love so im better without

people are hurtful 
you're evil inside
dont ask me questions 
i dont know why i miss
missing the touch of your lips
missing the face that i kissed
now i dont know how to deal with these feelings
stay away from me while im grieving
who the person staring at me from my ceiling
trapped inside my room with no intention of healing

never lie to you [ionas]

don't wanna stay [boyfifty]

awake for too long [I S O L A T E D]

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) [Ciche&Jarn]

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

i’ll freeze my soul
don’t breathe when im walking alone
hear your voice thru the phone
won’t talk back to you if you call

just leave me on the highway
i decide to run away
i know you hope i’ll change my mind and come to you another day
but imma do it my way
don’t come by my place
if i don’t return by saturday

coming down, i feel fine now
i can’t let anybody find out
on the walk back to my house
time moves slower, it’s frightened

bones that snap like a branch
i can’t deal with this anguish
freezing cold, no plans
crawling home, i’m stranded
i cannot give it up
i try to give a fuck
i’m abandoned
don’t tell me what it was
i dealt with my own luck
i can’t stand it

stranded [santana]

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

prod me

mind of damage
fall back each time
hesitate if i see anger
caused in every crime
wrap it up and then turn us in 
light flashing, was i meant to win
call him up just to let him sin 
nights replay, autumn to spring

i got poison in my veins
drinking soot to ease to pain
heavy water keeps it in 
where to start, where to begin
yeah i can’t control whats here 
body freezing below fear
there’s no point if there’s no damage
to see is proof it happened

somebody show me the score
gotta keep it up, need to keep him wanting more
dont do well under pressure
way too tough to show him affection
i dont wanna hear you out
all you ever seem to do is shout
i don’t wanna hear you if you’re loud
never seem to listen, just freak out
you’re so crazy


i don’t know myself anymore
rotten to the core
they own the demons next door
drag me to the floor
i see the red, is that yours 
spread all on my porch from last night
tell me that i’m right
no way for you to win every fight
pick at the wounds i healed and
battle with my own mind
i will repress every feeling i’ve felt
no way to win if i’m calling for help

damage

thank you for liking strangers again, here’s part 2…

thank you evergarden 


my heads a wreck i think i miss you
even after everything we went through
this takes a lot for me to say
but i wish that i stayed with you

your face is in my dreams
i need you to help me sleep
do you still remember how to fall in love with me?
i keep every photograph 
because i like looking back

though our love was a tragedy

we both had broken minds
can we leave it all behind
the time we've spent apart has consumed my mind
all the toxicity
that wasn't meant to be
what was it like to fall out of love with me 

you'd say often i think too much
overthinking, what can't be undone
do it to myself and it takes everything

i need closure
it's been in the way
guess the picture painted
doesn't always fit the frame
complicated
doesn't feel the same
and the time i wasted
won't be getting back again

would it hurt you so much just to try
fell in love with the sparkle of your eyes

guess it's time i make a change
all for nothing 
such a shame

back to strangers just like that 

we both had broken minds
can we leave it all behind
the time we've spent apart has consumed my mind
all the toxicity
that wasn't meant to be
what was it like to fall out of love with me

back to strangers (ft. evergarden) [acey]

fading out the memories
im writing my own melodies
i cut down too deep and now im draining out my energy 

a piece of me is broken
you cant fix it 
leave it open

i’m a wound
i’m fucking hopeless
i’m so rude but they don’t notice

i just wanna die at the right time
need to come up with a good lie

doing anything to ruin my life
maybe i should just do it tonight

maybe i can’t finish the fight
scratch and bite cus i dont mind
recklessly control my life

i just wanna feel
something not painful 
but it all feels the same
carve it out until it feels numb
am i insane

can't fix it [hero]

https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox

let me go
if you come back around
i wont hear you out
just to let you know
i will scream to your face
so you know your place

i cant wipe away all the grit on my teeth
walking around oh so anxiously
rolling my eyes every time that you speak
ur life's so miserable, its fucking bleak

let me go 
let me go
i will never think of you when i think of home
did your mother never teach you how to grow
clearly not, because you make me feel so fucking anxious

you never learn and now you will regret this
ur tryna play me like ur playing tetris
but you could never get all of the answers out me
probably cus we’d both just end up shouting
now im hiding
i cant stand the fighting
our emotions coming down like lighting
you would never believe a word  i said to you
guess u got trust issues
are you trying to blame me?


where was the effort (i promise that i tried)
no attempt to try and not be reckless
holding my breath in (you always fed me lies)
go on accuse me, it’s now amusing to see
knife in the heart, pull it out (and now i'm bleeding out)
im your medicine 
take a trip to your grave, im ahead of it
frown on my face, i dont wanna pretend again (my heart is sinking down)
there was no way of mending it


no more lying, i cannot stop crying
burning up, light the fire inside me
i could never believe a word that came from you
guess i got trust issue
i mean who can blame me 

playing with my heart
feel like this is checkmate 
we’re apart
but you said that you feel great 
it’s so hard hearing all about you
let me gocus it’s hard for me toocope
blood stains on my coat 
my breathings lost control
I don’t know where to go
a vicious cycle we’re in 
how did this all begin
wonder if it’s ending
soon cus I need mending

trust issues (ft. vails) [dash]

thank you to my dad for cover art, this photo is older than me

it’s a nasty feeling 
i am from beneath 
lungs full of dirt
from the heavy breathing
i cant fantasise
though my bloodshot eyes
you won’t see the scars
they’re hidden deep inside
peel me open
feed me lies
take my thoughts and bleed me dry
i cannot face myself sometimes
so goddamn angry, it makes me cry
screaming inside
take one look in my eyes
you can see nothing, im drained and tired
lets face it
im a liar
i could never tell a soul i don’t wanna be alive yeah
but i’m fine yeah
leave it all behind me

cut me deeper
i can feel you slow down
i don't need nobody to stay close to me now
unconsciously lying face down on the ground
i can’t pick me self up this time around 

i cant find the words to tell you
i don’t listen, i will just rebel you
you’re telling me that my lies are see through
i'm gonna choose not to believe you

there’s no sign of stopping
but there’s nothing else to give up in 
lungs fill up its shocking
the water kills me off when
im floating, below water
i’m sorry i’m not a perfect daughter 
i could try, but i don't wanna

they put me in last place
meant to fend for myself
this world is too nasty
and so is my mental health
cant help but stare at the train tracks
i’ve caused myself so much pain that, i can’t help
and wish i could change, but i don’t know how

scars [santana]

i made it through another year
i’m walking up the steps, the path is never clear
im 20 now
and there’s no way around
most things are not the way they seem
this year felt no different to me
think i am stuck at 13

the photos that i kept 
knowing i haven’t changed since i last checked 
each december aches my chest
expectations to add to the stress
i’ll admit im a coward at my best
let me go and disconnect 
hold on til june i long to see the daisy’s bloom
petal bed to help me rest

twenty

@bedroom_noise :P
i’m catching ur disease
ur begging for attention
you wont get any from me

put your face down while you bleed
stop running round in circles
and get back to your lead

i get angry and nauscious when you speak
i think it’s time to end it
you really look demented

you can’t reach out to me
cus i can’t talk to you
i couldn’t even talk to you

you’re twisting all my words
now i’m still useless
im climbing up your walls
watch me abuse this
you barley let me in
well i’m out
so pathetic and loud
act ur age and spit it out
don’t pretend u don’t know
who i’m talking about

don’t wanna talk to you now
your spit on my tongue, i’m leaking sludge from my mouth
i pick up the bottle and wash the thought of you down
sweat is pouring out my face, i’m doing fine though
i’m great, yeah i’m great

i turn to the door and then all of a sudden you’re better at listening now
i shovel you out of the dirt that you live in, the walls pushing mold through the house
i’m tired of holding you down
it’s crazy you feel bad now
i’m holding out for your honesty
but i cannot tell what you want from me

yeah i’m cold, but is this not what you wanted?
i watched you raise your knife and turn my back into target
maybe i’m exhausted, i don’t have the time to sit around and wait for you to tell me something i’ve already figured out

i could write a book about our memories
401 pages of us but now you’re dead to me
i’ll cover it in dust and hope inside that it is damaging
thought u were someone to trust
but my secrets are vanishing

pathetic (ft. bedroom noise) [prod.gxm]

thanks to my dad for cover art again


@user-642636378

you don’t wanna talk, but it’s not up for discussion
clean me out your thoughts
seems you really wanna rush it
breaking it apart
while i’m here thinking i caught it
should’ve seen it from the start
i only pictured what i wanted

holding on
keep up you’re changing like the seasons
next minute you’ll be gone
and the winter air will breeze in
call it off
why help when you could watch me bleeding
i reminisce the days
the golden lights were gleaming

i could really use a day off
to clear my mind, collect my dark thoughts
turn out the lights
to hide all my wrongs
keep me alive
let bygones become bygones

ima shell of myself and that kid i was
2012 slowly realised they’re not showing up
i dunno where to go can you show me love
i dunno where to go ima no one

they’re so quick to point and judge
got me staring in my mirror
cuz i hate what iv become
must be something in my water
cuz im puking out my guts
girl you shouldn’t even bother, cuz i know i'm not enough

she won’t say it to my face
she won’t ever come around
unless i’m laying in my grave
soul is heavy she can’t pull me to the top
say a sorry to my mom
feel it leaking out my jaw

bygones (ft. halfhearted) [prodsecre x threemvsk]

im no different than yesterday
days will bleed together
we’ll all be replaced
some of are us fake
but i’ll share my thoughts out
you won’t hear me 
you just hear my sound

i got lots of words to say
i don't share them here
they're all on my alt page
i hate to leave my house
i fear they laugh at my face
i walk into work in fear 
and i dont know how to behave

idk where i'm going
same song it’s still not flowing
what if they hear
what if they find the real me
change their mind
they'll change their mind about me

all they say is ‘nice song’
like did u read the lyrics...
ignorance is bliss 
maybe they just don't see it
maybe they don't know

i'm crashing out in a song
where did this come from
where did i go wrong
i have been feeling this
i have been feeling this for so long
wanna ruin my body like i ruined my brain
the cycle is repeating and the cycle is insane

oh its only 10pm on a wednesday
why it got me feeling this way
tell me how to erase my brain
all my songs are sounding the same

everything just sounds the same now
in the mirror i've been looking lame now
i don't even wanna fucking go out
i ruined everything i ruined everything

do u still listen
to my songs
used to see ur name
now it's gone
seems i've been replaced by the one
i don't think she's changed
why don't u run

real me [nctrn]

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

notcursed

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