originally performed by sewerperson and killedmyself

mastered by cherryrizla who killed it as always

lyrics

isolated, take me out back for some fresh air
contemplated, she could never kill me but she'd contemplate it, fun
baby im just tryna have a little fun, run
she squeeze out my breath until my throat go numb
come into my house I'm in the underground 
I'm close too mother earth my lover look around
how I'm sposed to feel when u burn it to a mound
she get way too mad u should mediate it

girl it's just a party and I'd rather not be here
these r ur friends I got noone I wanna see here
cold, it's so cold
I can't walk thru this alone
take me home
I know I'm horrible

I wish u could see it thru my bloodshot eyes
cuz baby girl we're rlly not that different u nd I
everything ur feeling is the usual
but everything ur feeling I just hide
I gave her my heart do u got one I could borrow 
u don't gotta give it back I'm already hollow
broken bodies buried in a grotto
let me see the face that look like someone that I used to know
every time we sin we sin again in don't wanna
I don't wanna go I just gotta 
dark pelt coat in octobers like a sauna
I live in a forest off the fauna 

isolated - sewerperson (betweentheveinsandi x jolst cover)

im just scrapin by
made my life just passing time
i could wait forever
feelings fade in every night
i just cant remember
back and forth it's never right
this is no life

damage 
i just go through pain
that i cant manage
every day
all the same habits
give me something else
i have to have it

while i wander in and out
spade stuck in the ground
lay in the cracks n the trenches
i promised that im not around
laid in the grass
under trees
just a memory
but thats where
i want to be

im not lookin over
i dont see a future
if this is all there
is then im not sticking
round much longer
i dont want it

see what i see

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

Lyrics:

i think i miss you
or maybe i don't and the whiskeys out
i think i miss you
maybe i do but its hiding down down
below the surface
below the earth crust
this shit's so deserted
predators alerted

miss u (redd)

On and on it goes...

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: GRAYSKIES
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA 

lyrics:
Greyskies
Up all night
I’ve been by myself for a long time
I see you
Walk around
Something bout this just feels so right

I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

I’ve been by myself for a long time 
Everybody knows it’s just you and I 
Staying up all night just to pass the time
Waiting for your call by the moonlight 


I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

Kyo, come on
think about it
who's the real villain here?
who really dragged her into this?
who?
it was me...
that's right

MY CURSE PROD. GRAYSKIES

something dif, debating wether to post or not but who cares rlly

also apparently peep used a beat like this if u know it lmk

even when u look deep in to my eyes
u don’t really see what’s behind
i just think im really past my time 
i just think im really past my time 

what u use as i hope i call i lie
i know i dont really deserve this life
if it was choice dont think id think about it twice
i cant help but say its the wrong place and wrong time, 

i prefer never never never
heart is more than just severed severed severed 
i dont think ill ever heal, ever heal, ever heal
i don’t even know whats real, what’s real, what’s real, what’s real, whats

i be standing still how does the world spin?
tryna avoid all of th whirlwinds 
doesnt matter what u do the world wins
doesnt matter what u do the world wins

i been kinda thinking of the worst things
i just hate my thoughts so i been working
gazing at the stars
always space inside my heart
waiting for a comet to make the hurt end

mumbo jumbo 

uh takin off
uh level up
this what it about 
but im not having fun

this ain’t for the sound 
this ain’t for the fame
this for release to try and ship away the pain
but i won’t ever change
i’m broken but stuck in place
the ship won’t leave today
so i will have to wait
harvest my own fate
im outta words what can i say
i wish it all was fucking erased
can u even fucking relate

pessimism (samashi)

Maybe he'll see it if yall run it up enough :3

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u
Fight back
U taught me how to harm try that
I see in my dreams but ur all but my friend
Tell me how the fuck u got in my head
Huh
Velvet
My hands come out my head coated in a bright red
But the pain feel amazing the more that I bled
Painting every time her shoes tread

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

CLOSURE - Sewerperson (REMIX)

DIARY w/ Uglyboy

A Long Way Ahead Of You

the worst pt. 3 - demo

Boston
Songwriter + Composer - no box, just sounds :)

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DIARY w/ Uglyboy

dead broke

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