lyrics

if i could i back to the past god forbid
id strangle the fuck out of that little kid
the damage hed cause to all those around him
tho hurting inside all those sins were still his
his temper and cold words could cut like a blade
to ask for forgiveness would not be okay
when he was called out he would promise hed change
but progress was slow, and it still felt the same
a victim complex was inbuilt in his brain
toxic in nature with poisonous veins
mutual destruction was something he craved
enabled by rights that he placed on his faith
but he never listened, he always knew best
and then with a blade he pierced everyones chest
as he lay there bleeding, well u know the rest
something inside him would not let him rest
his body was broken and hollow inside
eased by the substances fueling his mind
and he blamed his father and slights to his kind
and took from his flesh as to punish his pride
but they saw no difference, and thats fair enough
twas just superficial, it wasnt enough
with that reputation words stuck to his name
whispers and lies would become commonplace
when he fell again's when he started to change
said fuck it, im done, ill admit my mistakes
and it may be the cause, but no justification
ill learn how to deal with my pent up frustration
but it seems that my time and my effort was wasted
tears falling down as the train leaves the station
all of these things that u do on a whim
i bet u hate waking up next to him

he, him, and i (pekarot)

im just scrapin by
made my life just passing time
i could wait forever
feelings fade in every night
i just cant remember
back and forth it's never right
this is no life

damage 
i just go through pain
that i cant manage
every day
all the same habits
give me something else
i have to have it

while i wander in and out
spade stuck in the ground
lay in the cracks n the trenches
i promised that im not around
laid in the grass
under trees
just a memory
but thats where
i want to be

im not lookin over
i dont see a future
if this is all there
is then im not sticking
round much longer
i dont want it

see what i see

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

nine to 5 - wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

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Produced by johnnyfriend: https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats/videos

Lyrics:

It was cold, I was upset
Yeah who knew, we didn't have a clue
In a flash we could reset
And it's up to you, it's up to you

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

Streetlights, recess, I don't wanna regret
These nights, this mess, addicted to the sunset
Silhouettes, yellow dress, it had a double meaning
Indents all on my head, it's hard to stop the bleeding
Oh my god
I can feel your fingertips all on my bod
So cold it's crazy
I'll be the warmth, return home, I can't sleep
You're on my mind, on my mind

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

NBD (johnnyfriend)

Drowning [+ sogimura]

ive had these for months, sorry it took so long lol. shoutout wstd again and also secre.. I know I only did one secre song (ran outta time) but there will be fr sure mor comin from both prods

lyrics

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where the fuck are you
i dont wanna have to clean up all this mess im not responsible
leaving me with scars to heal on my own like is that possible
didn’t know the damage u created

was a phase
still i cant take it 
oh i hate it 
oh my days
fucking faded
i wanna change 
but now im wasted
ill go out but i won’t say shit
swear my minds in different places
right now musics got me taken
ride it out till i cant make it
ride it out till i cant make it

im tryna move on wit my day but now im stalled
i think she got it but jus chose to ignore the call
blue cheese by own thinking i jus lost it all
yeh i trip but that dont mean that i should

fall
and get back up until i get it all solved
bae i wanna talk i wan it to be like before 
she dont check the phone no not even a sorry
where u going will u be back in th morning

where u going like where are you
(lots of times)

where r u (wstd)

Produced by @dercept, ayoleybeats, @horoshavibes
Engineering, additional vocals, mandolin by Horosha
Art by Katie Imbro

LYRICS
All this time I thought that I was
The only one for you
And I was irreplaceable
But clearly that’s not true

Turns out you're a liar
I should’ve seen this coming
Two years gone
It was all for nothing
How could you do this to me
This was all a game to you
And I’m losing

Turns out you're a liar
And a dirty little cheat
You’ll get what you deserve
For all the hurtful words that you had said to me

So if I never see your face again
I’ll be thankful
I’ll be grateful when
You’re exposed for what you really are
(Horosha)
Someone I can't believe I trusted with my heart

All this I’m I thought that you were
The only one for me
But I had not accounted for you
Lying through your teeth

Listen on Spotify!

Liar! (Prod. dercept, ayoley & Horosha)

Maybe he'll see it if yall run it up enough :3

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u
Fight back
U taught me how to harm try that
I see in my dreams but ur all but my friend
Tell me how the fuck u got in my head
Huh
Velvet
My hands come out my head coated in a bright red
But the pain feel amazing the more that I bled
Painting every time her shoes tread

Im at home here
My tears will wash away as I mold here
But if life had stayed the same I would’ve rot here too
So what’s the harm in giving me the closure from u
Im so alone here
Its so cold inside my place with the ghosts near
But Baby please dont be afraid I will hold u
It doesn’t No matter what they say they cant control u
And yet they own u

Gift me closure
But how long I gotta wait for an answer
I guess we never change ur a monster now
Be honest u had never put in Effort
And it hurts me

DIARY w/ Uglyboy

dead broke

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