prod @flesh

most days it's dark, but i want u until we fall apart 
when i wake up, i'm overthinking the beat of my heart 
when i'm alone, i create space that no one else can go
need u to leave but i don't want u to go 

think you can see it, the things about me no one wants to know 
but you don't need it, i do i get attached so pls just go
i know you want it, so won't u come and get it from me
u wanna see everything before you leave 

you wanna see everything before you leave
i know that u can't wait to see what's underneath pls
don't be scared what u see cause u don't know me
i know i've said it before most people scare me

could take a minute or more to know what's on my mind 
i know that you wanna know but trust me when i say it's fine
i'll be okay on my own it's what i learned how to survive 
want to feel safe but i don't cause i just know that most days it's dark

need you to leave but i don't want you to go

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

dredd

CLAYM0RE ~ NEK0MIMI

i remember the day that i died (prod. chinapoet + wtfomari)

silence

oh well

shell casings marked with regret (prod. june takateru & julian dudley)

the answer will be found

mileage (prod. remghost n shinju)

2012 (prod @1ounii)

Hung to Dry (Lullaby x Lokai - prod. Discent)

Boston
Songwriter + Composer - no box, just sounds :)

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Hung to Dry (Lullaby x Lokai - prod. Discent)

dead broke