can u release this song on spotify or youtube ?. I really love your music

She met a boy, he was nice enough
She didn't care that much, she knew it'd never be love
He came to visit, slept in her bed
And all her friends had said just how this would end

She was too high to stop him, he took what he wanted
And no one believed her, she dropped out of college
His friends are all toxic: "I know him, he's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up

She told her friends and no one seemed to mind
If it was just one time, or they were both too high
Or if she led him on the way she likes to do
I bet she asked for it. I bet she liked it too
This body wasn't yours to start, so why the fuck you complaining
Fill up the sink with the blood and the vomit, body decaying
Swallow a million pills til we can't understand what you're saying
We'll call you crazy til you kill yourself and watch in amazement

But she didn't listen, thought maybe this was different
Maybe she deserved a break from all the shit she'd been in
He didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, he says "I like you better when you're too fucked up to talk"

I met a girl, she was nice enough
I didn't care that much, I knew it'd never be love
She came to visit, let her sleep in my bed
And all my friends had said just how this would end

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

I was too high to stop you, you took what you wanted
And no one believed me, I dropped out of college
Your friends are all toxic: "You know her, she's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk
But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

TOO FUCKED UP TO TALK

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

Stepping Stone w/ Idkconundrum (prod. King Theta)

@safeatlast

ive never met someone quite like u 
im still tryna find out why u popped up out of nowhere
but god i cant complain cus ur my somewhere
to go when the storm hits
yeah, ive been dealing with some shit for almost four years
i think im a little bit more grown up now tho
and i finally know what i truly need
i need a pretty fucking girl to hold me in her arms, right now,
someone specifically.
(grace)
i dont know much
but i know you mean every word you say
yeah, this shit happened fast, you're damn right
(damn right)
but what am i suppose to say when i feel alive?
(feel alive)
do you feel the vibe?
i dont wanna rush this, but i wanna thrive
my lifes a cycle and youre there to reset me
youre the first thing thats never really left me
you were there, i was there, and it felt right
if you were dying, i would stay up with you all night
cause i love you

grace

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grace (jolst x homesick)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
-
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
-
Lyrics
(hoepless)
she said i think i'm over u
so take away my breath
i'm tyna figure out how i can kill u 
without hurting my head

taking xans taking handfuls of meds
u wanna know how we ended up friends
i'm smoking gas in the back of the benz
i run away from my problem no end

ur like the match and i'm like the gasoline 
i drink a whole bottle of whiskey before i leave
i'm smoking weed taking acid popping hella beans
u fucking with another guy like what the fuck u mean

(akiradoves)
how am i supposed to be
when i see all these vivid dreams
i don't care too much to find out why
i just noticed that ur not here

i'm doing nothing ur doing something 
i'm seeing no point in us so why we fucking 
and are we just friends it's hard to fucking tell
can you tell me now if you love me now

this is not suppose to happen 
tell me lies and than move on 
finding out ur all i got
i wish things could change for us

and ima dropout 
now i'm doing LSD at my friends house
and i don't even care how the fuck u shut me down
the way ur crawling fucking back how u love me now 
u love me now 
think too much in this 
i'm just hoping u are certain of it 
when you tell me lies and than move on 

you need me 
i want you 
you need me 
i need you

spotify

vivid dreams w/ hoepless (siem spark)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

Wrote this about my cancellation, and the rut I've been in because of so. Love you guys <3

I keep on wishing for someone,
I'm so sick of feeling like no one.
And you do not know who you've become;
At least now I'm working on who I am.

I’m Human, Wish I Wasn’t.

a mutual sickness report

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: HeyLee Manzeron x lil XipZ
Produced by: Yuuta x matwyre
Mixing: HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: HeyLee Manzeron
Cover Art: HeyLee Manzeron
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Cheat Your Way To Paradise (w/ HeyLee Manzeron & lil XipZ) [Prod. Yuuta x matwyre]

lyrics:

she thinking i’m dumb girl i promise i see thru the ruse
i been on the hunt run for cover i been in a mood
hotter than the sun stack a ton still ain’t shit to lose
don’t stop till it’s done spin the block like a centrifuge

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

i’m going all in i think it’s time we raise the stakes
leave em in the dust if they can’t keep up with the pace
don’t turn ur back n act surprised when i don’t chase 
it’s probably best for both of us to u run away

all u do is ride dick i’m getting chafed 
sewage for a brain im- i’m such a waste
when the lights are off all that matters is her shape
been feeling unbalanced i’m beginning to decay

she tell me she think i’m the one i know there’s been a few
the time will come i just fill space like i’m an interlude
using me for treatment baby i’m not clinical
i can see the nucleus the mass is close to critical

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

please be patient with me i’m used to being harmed
once the inners frozen there’s more pain in being  warmed
it’s hideous beneath this skin covered in ink and scars
split ceramic one more blow and imma fall apart

walking a thousand miles anything to see ur face
another body in the pile i just sealed my fate
stuck at the bottom for a while i think imma stay
i feel at home under the force of this crushing weight

critical mass // on the brink (scottysplash)

Until It’s Over

poorgnarly2002@gmail.com for inquires 

@deadbrokewav on tiktok
@deadbroke.wav on ig

I’m Human, Wish I Wasn’t.

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