When it's love, you'll know it
At least that's what they told me
I'm so lonely when you're leaving
But you're not the one I want
I'm driving home, the traffic's heavy
I can feel it in my chest
Can we just rest here for a moment
Before we turn back into strangers

And we drive in silence cuz we got nothing left to say
Just let the time pass away
I hate LA I'm fucking sick and I miss the rain
I'll fade away, I need to find a new shade of grey

I don't wanna be glamorous or caught up in avarice
I just want you beside me when I come home
I wanna write the kind of love song
That makes you wish that we were closer
And when it's over, I'd be brave enough to tell you

But I know you would tell me anything I wanted to hear
You'll be gone for a while, I'll rot away in here
In the morning you'll be singing, dry away those tears
I'm begging you to stay and cutting off my ears

On a wire outside my window
There sit 100 swallows
And I know that if 1 flew
That 99 would follow
This world is hollow, our time is borrowed
So why not fall in love
It'll only hurt for a minute
Soon after, we'll be gone

@shikixo
@afterlife66

disconnected thoughts on love while stuck in los angeles traffic (afterlife)

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

prod. @pekarot_161

[casperrr]
nobody will love you as i do did
seeing u with some1 else makes me sick 
i wish u the best, but i feel like shit
hope u succeed in life while i can't even live 

(chorus) [casperrr]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

[casperrr & autumn]
ooh~

[autumn]
and they say i'll never change
just put that on my grave
not tryna resist this, but it's on my name
just calm down
you're aware of the wrongs that you did
so just let them run out
just not right now
just twist what you want, up until you fall down
i'm losing my hair
trying not to be scared
it took so much time to get where i am here
my knees to the ground
as well as my pride
the ones that i've hurt aren't good at goodbyes

so i stay inside
cause this home knows i
accepted what i've done
just not to that extent
oh how i was stunned from 
all of it

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

casperrr x autumndropsdead - succeed in failing (pekarot)

</3

lyrics:

it feels like
everybody fuckin hates me
and they're always so quick to replace me
ion even blame them..
im a fuck up and all i do is cause pain...
pain....
pain...

and i hate my life if im really being honest
im just a monster chillin in a closet
wish i could get myself together
nothin' ever changes but the weather
and i cant take a look at myself cuz i hate em
that reflection staring back man i fuckin hate him...
and i swear to god that im not overreacting 
falling apart all the time is very taxing on my head
i cant ever get ahead
cuz life fuckin hates me...especially lately...

nobody out there could ever save me
i been screaming at the top of my lungs
cant somebody out there make me feel alive?
alive? 

and i hate my life if im really being honest...

cuz life fuckin hates me
especially lately...

life. [+irby & jolst]

prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

SoundCloud struck the original and denied my claim even though i own a lease. so here's the song unmonetized. sorry for the delay.
"lifefuckinhatesme" track 1.
prod. metlast and 5head

lyrics:
i been tryin my whole life
to figure sumn out
but nothin ever goes right
and i thought i was gonna be okay
when you came into my life
but now you're gone
and im pretty sure its my fault
guess you couldnt handle me after all?
and i swear to god this is the last time
cuz all this bullshit weighing down on my mind

its weighing down and its been so fucking long
since i felt okay
im running out of things to say
feelin so fucked up every day

and it never seems like i can ever figure out
wtf is going on inside my mind
but im trying, believe me im trying
but i swear to god it seems like
they're always lyin
so idk why i keep on tryin
i just wanna let it go
and ion really know
why nowhere feels like home

i just wanna go, but nowhere feels like home
i been feelin so fucked up
feelin so alone
i just wish that there was somewhere that i could fuckin go
guess ill just settle for another night stoned...

Spotify

myfault. [+metlast & 5head]

lyrics    |  |  |
:)‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ v v v

woa woa woa woa

sippin on sum henny im not kidin but im rly on my shit again
dont wry im indifferent
2 all the shit u put me thru u make me think i wish i was a kid again
so i dont gotta deal wit all of this

hollow heart
needa restart
journey embarked
plz find me
(i cant heal, its surreal, i cant feel nah i cant feel)

anything but hatred frm the btm of my hollow heart
id do whatever i had to do to wrap u in my arms
dont think itll happen so im tippin back moscato yuh
i aint finna stop until im finished wit the bottle nah

i aint finna stop until i make it 2 the big leagues
its my fucking time 2 shine i got talent inside of me
never had the motive or the means 2 even do so
but now im in the scene n ima run it shoutout @dizzyfrompluto

shoutout @dizzyfrompluto
shoutout @jadedloner
if i didnt have yall there i nvr woulda made it!

nvr woulda made it woulda never even started
parked it
heartless
sunk in2 the bottom

now im climbin 2 the top yall know me as an artist
and im just rly havin fun this shit aint even serious

i been out here workin on my craft but yall been goofy
rappin bout ur thousand dollar hats n all ur gucci
when u aint even got it like that u just a groupie
man i fuckin hate it when u say ur life a movieeeeeeeeee

den a buncha ibfwvbwerivbbvvouvouewvougwveouwevobu :>

2 (caves x jolst x emptychest)

maybe im dumb
im out of luck
can you just 
can you just 
be there
x2
be there when i fall back down
down
im
fade
im fading away
my mind dont feel the same no
i dont need to do what i been doing just to feel alive
can you walk me thru all the bullshit
i dont wanna fight it
and i dont wanna fight it
i dont wanna fight it let the process just go thru ur veins
im not impressive im just depressive
im fading away
my mind dont feel the same no
i dont need to do what i been doing just to feel alive
can you walk me thru all the bullshit
can you just 
can you just 
be there

ＤＥＰＲＥＳＳ

follow chronyc

ＤＥＰＲＥＳＳ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

@strivemusicau
@shizukesaaa
@autumndropsdead
@torvamia

(strivesad)
Caught in a cage with this endless pain
caught up to my age now I’m getting paid
Depression stays high and now the feelings changed
pour another bottle all apon my grave

you’ve been building roads
I’m building settlements

I keep craving another fucking serotonin hit
let’s flip the script

I don’t need no alliby
come with me and stay the night
Fighting for my life I think I’m doing fine

Ripped clothes now I’m going home
got these problems cause I feel alone
keep me in my zone

(shizu)
beamer swerving 
cuz i deserve the worst shit
bet she gon hit me up w/ 'love u but this isnt working'
might fuck around my blade till i negate the serotonin
now watch the liquid dripping red off slitted wrists, still frozen
find another guy and leave me dying w/ no notice
no i was never that man but fans in my dms saying im chosen
it gets hard to speak every want when everyone is seeing you choking
when words go wasting the space of audio waves to leaving me broken"

(autie)
my conscious is ever so heavy
i've been so cautious ever since you left
i've been holding myself down, with this self doubt
but nevertheless
i swear that i'll know when you need me
you know i'm right there when you're hearing that ringing
i'm patient a bit, but waiting's a bitch
i wish i could split and fuck up my breathing
but if there's anyone out there like me
smite like a god do and make me undying
bottle my goods for a world that is dying
plenish a helt that is tattered with lies
'cause i see through them every single minute
proof is in my dome, that's why i'm livid
tell me that you love him 'till i'm finished
i repel and let them be forgiven

(torva)
smoke until my chest hurts, til my lungs burn
think ill die soon, think ill go first
now my head hurts, never heard worse
if i lose you, need a gold hearse

never fuck it up, bitch i run it up
i go fucking crazy
til i do enough
keep my tommy tucked, never losing love
think i need some help
fore' i lose my trust

Cage w/ strivesad, shizukesa, autumndropsdead & torvamia [+ Tied For Silver x flesh]

s/o @kiddamo
lyrics
i hope that u love me
sometimes i cant even love myself
i want u to fuck me
then ill smoke the cigarettes on the shelf
n take me far away from all the thoughts n all the scary words u said to me
late this summer
oh i just need a friend now
i just need to calm down
i just need to lay down
n take some time to figure out

n what would u say to me if it was my last night out
all these people passing by oh i feel so left out
i can see right through ur mind like i have superpowers
i got sin inside my body i need a soul shower

hear the liquor pouring imma fill another cup
cant wake up in the morning without nic inside my lungs
speaking bout all my addictions baby girl ur number one
n now im waiting for ur call
but i dont want to wait anymore
i just want to see ur face some more
come my way whenever ur bored
or ill be all alone
so pick up the phone
cuz i kno that ur home
n whenever we dont talk i feel it hurting my soul
n outside its too cold
so open ur window
like ur rapunzel ill climb up n then the night will unfold
sometimes i wish i was dead
but i dont want to see u upset so ill keep it all in my head
remember when we were friends
i knew u was something special thats why i have no regrets

n what would u say to me if it was my last night out
all these people passing by oh i feel so left out
i can see right through ur mind like i have superpowers
i got sin inside my body i need a soul shower

soul shower w/ kiddamo [prod. irby]

I don't want problems with myself, maybe I need some help,
it's not your fault, I'm unwell, it gets hot down here, it's hell.

pray to the skies, no one ever leaves here,
rather be dead, than face my worst fears,

Watch me fade, watch me drift away, 
and I don't like the pain, it's jus something I face,
I don't like the pain, it's getting hard to face,

Praying to the Skies (part 2)

dead broke

Recent comments

J </3

jayden

♤Ino Than♤

Related tracks