I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

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lyrics: 

verse 1: 
i swear im trying hard to mend a broken heart, no 
love you’re a live genade, i had to let go now
i hope one day that you crawl your way back 
and baby its so hard to say that

chorus: 
its so hard to say that
and baby its so hard to say that  

verse 2:  
i put my thoughts to words just hoping it would heal but 
im trying hard not to put my head to the steel 
I swear i dont know how to feel 
i fall apart these thoughts are real 
i try to keep it all concealed 
but its no use you know the deal 
and im still trying hard to mend my broken heart oh. 
i pulled the pin for you 
i bleed out on the floor now 
and im still hoping that you crawl back 
and baby its so hard to say that

say that (prod. caustyk)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

raskolnikow

Hornswoggle

I feel like I'm singing to no one.

Lyrics

I 
Wish my voice could be heard
From the stars 
Cause it feels like i'm singing
To no one
Do you know
How it feels to be ignored?
I see so many sickening 
things.
But it's okay, when i'm in your arms
Tell me you'll stay
Tell me I'll go far
Cause I'm so scared of losing hope
So don't let go
Please don't let go...

Chorus

Tell me your secrets
And I'll tell you mine too
I'm steadily waiting
For the day I can prove
My love for you..
My love for you..
For you...

Bridge

So lie me down
I've fallin 
For your sound
I'm callin
Out so loud
I'm callin out so loud.. x2

No One.

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I don't want problems with myself, maybe I need some help,
it's not your fault, I'm unwell, it gets hot down here, it's hell.

pray to the skies, no one ever leaves here,
rather be dead, than face my worst fears,

Watch me fade, watch me drift away, 
and I don't like the pain, it's jus something I face,
I don't like the pain, it's getting hard to face,

Praying to the Skies (part 2)

Talk a lot, it never seems to stop,
nothing ever matters when your head is on top,
I cannot see straight, tell myself to calm down,
you don't wanna reason, too much for me right now.

Find peace in thinking of myself in the ground,
scars around me, but they'll never be found,
I scream and scream, my family can't hear a sound,
no one around me now...

I'd give you the world,
if that's all you want,
it's really not much,
my loves not enough.

Im not letting this go,
you have someone, I got no one to hold, so,

Scars (prod. Irby)

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

Lie ft. trechor boy

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew



terrified
i can never hide
my minds sanitized
broken wide
open eyes
just to see my own demise
i wanna whip in a audi
i wanna house with my dudes
and a doggy
maybe a cat
maybe its that
my indecisiveness
holding me back

ive got a feeling my feelings are whack
but ill never know
im too scared to ask
what if its that
what if its that

what if its that
what if its that

what if its that

what if its 

my head is tearing apart at me
self sabotage is a part of me
this is the art in me
the is the feeling i get
whenever i think im depressed
whenever i think im the best
cause theres not a difference
that is my genuine inference
i am not special or different
i am not special or different
but that's no excuse to be average

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew


used to think i knew

old u (p. splashgvng x saint tommorow)

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Praying to the Skies (part 2)

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