Always so amazing <3. Miss seeing this duo.

v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

INTRO
(epitome)
cryin in the backseat 
i don’t know what’s happening
face down on the concrete 
not feelin very complete
it’s hard to know where the story will go
i just hope i don’t end up alone
it’s getting hard to breath
with this anxiety
feelings trapped in my chest beneath
i think that i should go
for a person like me i don’t have a home

(paperthinwalls)
all alone yeah i’m all alone
run back to you it’s all over 
and i think that i’m growing father
pick me up i’m falling over
another song i cannot sing
two weeks i guess we’ll see
why is it so hard to breath
NOW IM FALLING BACK TO SLEEP

CHORUS
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

VERSE
(paperthinwalls)
i didn’t mean to call you that night
i always meant to say goodbye
now i’m going i’m always going 
what is wrong with my head 
and i feel like i can’t think
and my mind is always empty 
what is goin on with me 
it’s always something that i can’t see 
(my head falls apart i know that i have fallen arms i know that i can’t see you now fall apart i’m on the ground)

(epitome)
your eyes seem lost
you’re fading away from me
what’s the cause (what’s the cause)
i’m holding to your memory for what seems to be an eternity (you’re not with me now)
every moment i spent with you 
was like a dream to me that came true
now i don’t know what i’m gonna do
when you say to me find someone new

CHORUS 
(epitome)
don’t let me go
i don’t wanna be alone
just hold on
you’re the only one i’ve ever known
please just say something 
it’s getting hard to breathe

(paperthinwalls)
and it’s hard to
feel the same way as you
you know it kills me the way i hurt you
i take it back you know i didn’t mean to

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

https://open.spotify.com/track/0dwuQifVrjpAm66wB5hRbz?si=34a561bff4b64598

produced by @metlast
featuring @nevermadeithome
+ jess and nick from new girl :)

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lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
read between the lines and you can see the signs
that after all this time, I’m still so in love with you
and when the stars align, i know you’ll be mine
but till then I’m all alone so tell me what to do
[x2]

tell me what to do
I’m so hung up on you
everything we ever wanted has been coming true
I’m falling hard for you
and everything you do
can’t wait to see you in that dress babygirl

yeah it’s all white and it’s alright
as long i have you by my side girl
tell me is it everything you wanted
we can lay all night in the moonlight
in my car right at the edge of the world
nobody else can make me feel this way

[@nevermadeithome]
they won't get it and they never will
your friends they don't like me
i don't know why
its probably cause i didn't treat you right that time
they won't get it and they never will
your friends, they don't like me
close you eyes
oh darling, lets go away tonight

they don't have a clue
oh, the plans i have for you
they don't, they don't (x2)
I'm gonna take the best care of you
and make you feel at home
in my arms

[@lottaheart]
read between the lines and you can see the signs
that after all this time, I’m still so in love with you
and when the stars align, i know you’ll be mine
but till then I’m all alone so tell me what to do
[x2]

signs w/ nevermadeithome [metlast]

since ur last message - one take (used x iof)

i can make something out of everything i see...
prod. @jolst & @sainttomorrow
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
love u all, album next week
from the bottom of my heart, i hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i need help
could u lend me a hand?
cuz the foam on the waves
just threw me into the sand

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

to take, to give, to love
living is hard enough
im so used to the brace before the impact
that when i sleep i just wake before the contact

and now i wander
and i wonder
if its over, dead and gone
if my memory takes too long
are u someone i can rely on?

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

i think i waited too long 
i know the damage is done
im moving mountains just to solve
all of the problems i’ve caused
i’d rather take it all in
than try to fix what i broke
cuz every time i step a foot in
i just slip and then choke
i think im losing whats in front of me
and whats in front of me
is the ocean and some company
but what is company
when im all alone
i’ll try to cope 
but i dont wanna know
what’s really gone now

the weight is heavy on me
and i’ve been falling backwards
i cant stay steady i just
pray for better days when i think i need you
more than i’d admit
i wanna cry and fucking quit
my stomach pulls and shakes and twists
take me back to those i miss

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

VII. mountain mover [jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify & apple music!

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

OUT NOW ON STATIC: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFVBg-iNs90

Prod. by Paryo

Mixed/Mastered by Neon Dion/Lil Skele

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Vengeance

Vengeance (Ft. Lil Skele)(Prod. Paryo)

(made in 2020)

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🎵 ~lyrics~ 🎵

intro(sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi  

verse 1 (sendflowrs💐)
its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
and i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
and i said its not me, its all you 
smoked my last blunt, now im in a bad mood
now i pass it to the front, breaking hearts in the backseat 
way  too drunk, fuck a car, call a  taxi
way too drunk, i dont even drink 
lying on the floor, baby i cant even think
and youre way too fun, i jus wanna link
body check my heart, my chest is scarred like a rink
and youre way too drunk, you dont even drink 
lying on the floor baby  you  cant even think
and im way too fun, you just wanna link
body check ur heart, ur  chest is scarred like a rink

verse 2 (whywewish✨)
im fucked up, off of your love 
honestly baby, wont you tell me what you want
babygirl aint  no one even coming close to us 
but you broke my heart it wasnt love it was lust
break me down, and take my  soul, bitch im sick of this, oh its getting old
i hope you regret, all the lies you told, singing songs in the rain girl its way too cold 
its not me, oh its all you, youre fucked up baby wont you stop the booze
im too high, i cant see, too much smoke in my lungs i cant breathe
i dont know how to stop this pain, babygirl im going insane  
i  cant get you  outta my brain, cause on my heart you left a stain
if i told you bout my life, you would wanna cry 
cause theyre making fucking trends  out my disorders inside 
im medication numb, i cant feel my fuckin spine
my eyes will stay red til the day  that i die, 
til the day that i die.
medication numb i cant feel my fuckin spine
______________________________________________________

thank you for listening! <3

dont let me go w/ paperthinwalls (2001)

epitomeoffailure (hiatus)

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