I fell asleep to this, this is so relaxing

how did I miss this all this time? this is beautiful

PROD: https://soundcloud.com/coilwound

Lyrics:
I’m tired, I’m tired, I’m tired when I try to scream
Suffocating in the pillow
I’m tired, I’m tired when I try to scream
Suffocating in the pillow

Been to hell and back
I saw the light and dark
(I saw the light and dark)
Seen too many people
In the sky like stars
(the sky like stars)
Got that contradiction
When addicted to my heart
(got my heart beat bumping all the time)
Watch the spark go out
I think I’ve said enough
(I've no more to say)

But, tryna reach out
Turned my life upside down
Constant rejection
Reflects in my frown
I, try to defend those who
Weak not myself
Just, suffer in silence
Don’t speak with my mouth

I’m so tired making space
I’m so tired of my health
I’m so tired waking up and knowing someone needs my help
I’m so tired of pretending everything is alright
(I’m so tired, I’m so tired, I’m so)

I’M SO TIRED WHEN I BREATHE
I’M SO TIRED DAY AND NIGHT
I’M SO TIRED TAKING MEDS SO I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE
I’M SO TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT
(TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT)

I’M SO TIRED WRITING LYRICS
ON THE WALLS WITH MY BLOOD
I’M SO TIRED OF EXPLAINING CUZ I’M NEVER UNDERSTOOD
I’M SO TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT
(TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT)

Gotta keep my head up above the water
(I’m tired, I’m tired, I’m tired when I try to scream)
Gotta keep my head up above the water
(I’m tired, I’m tired, I’m tired)

I’m tired of your ventilation
(Suffocating in the pillow)
Ventilation
(Suffocating in the pillow)
Ventilation
Deprivation
Obligation to die (so tired)

I’M SO TIRED WHEN I BREATHE
I’M SO TIRED DAY AND NIGHT
I’M SO TIRED TAKING MEDS SO I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE
I’M SO TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT
(TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT)

I’M SO TIRED WRITING LYRICS
ON THE WALLS WITH MY BLOOD
I’M SO TIRED OF EXPLAINING CUZ I’M NEVER UNDERSTOOD
I’M SO TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT
(TIRED OF PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT)

local therapist

local therapist [prod. coilwound]

https://soundcloud.com/biv/child

my only option.

Biv - CHILD (RED RXXM Flip)

produced/mixed/mastered by @soulember

"leave me aside to die,
         i cannot be alive"

FREE DOWNLOAD

LEAVE ME ASIDE PT. II [prod. SOUL•EMBER]

https://open.spotify.com/track/2yHowQ2y8xnSZk3R8vrLaW

sorry for being quiet, i know what i wanna do now..
big thanks to idstayawaytoo and egs for the beat, more to come. 


TWENTYTHREE:
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777

PRODUCED BY IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo
https://soundcloud.com/egsmane

LYRICS:
Waste away another day, I hate the way I love your face but we both know it’s not the same, departed I won’t find a way to numb the pain that roams my veins the blades that change the pace I lay in light to hide in vain, when I still hope your hollow grave is safe 

If I was you id stay away my friend
Instead I’ll rot alone inside my head

Where have you gone my dear?
I've never felt so alone, cold, ridden with fear
What I've done, i know im wrong, I gave you space and now your gone, it sticks inside your head, and head it hurts, but """it's not love"""".

IT'S NOT LOVE FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS) (SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/pxlse

Lyrics:

Can't see that place,
Cover your taste,
I been a waste,
Stuck with your ways 4x 

Can't see that place,
Cover your taste,
Poppin' prescriptions, with nothing to chase,
I been a waste,
Things I can't change,
Things I can't face,
Things I can't change,
Mix the products till I cave,

I been hiding for days,
I been a waste,
I been ok,
Don't even bother to wait,
I been waste


I've had enough of myself,
You ain't wanna hide on my shelves,
Bundle up, hide in my cell,
Bitch I can't tell what I felt

I ain't ask no one for help 3x 

Come find the fuck out,
You ain't know what you been speakin' bout

This how it gone be now 2x

you don't listen to me anyway (Prod. by PULSE)

@abortedaudio @pearlywhite @nxtti
Found Myself In Another Place (4/7)
Stream the whole album here: ampl.ink/gG0zE

Stream

Sakanade (feat. Pearl White, Kill Ebola, NETTI)

let it bleed
@neversince
@neversince
@neversince

SURREAL [+100NEVER]

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lyrics:

part 1 - serenity

i know i cant be with you 
i feel the pain he puts you through
i am the light you'relooking for
 just take that step and walk right thru
i think about you everyday
i do my drugs to help the pain
my heart is suffering 
and i dont think that this is worth the wait 

every fuckin day
every fuckin night
i be thinkin bout you baby 
with our bodies pressin tight ×4


part 2 - funerals

every fuckin day
every fuckin night
i think about you baby don't forget that i'm alive ×2

seroquel lullabies, bitch i can't sleep tonight 
you've been on my mind
i hope i die & i hope you're fine
i can feel the pain inside 
contemplating suicide
yeah i cut my wrists
i love to bleed more than i love to cry
i hope he fucking dies
i might catch a homicide
it's him or me 
& if he is around just know i love to fight
i'm throwing hands tonight
that's my babygirl alright
and if he has a problem
 let this automatic change his mind

to the girl i'll never be with.. ft. SERENITY

THERES A THUNDERSTORM HIDING UNDER MY BED

YIKES FOREVER!

YIKES FOREVER! - FEAT. LOST ULTRA - PROD CvSSHERNCRIES

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Stop Banging Your Head Against The Same Wall ( + PULSE)

original song by @iamnovoamor
https://soundcloud.com/iamnovoamor/state-lines?in=iamnovoamor/sets/birthplace-1

State Lines Cover

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Stop Banging Your Head Against The Same Wall ( + PULSE)

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