Stressed

me : https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by : https://www.instagram.com/johnnyfriendmusic/

lyrics :
we don't talk at all
gave you all my adderall
i think that i'm better off
too many problems i can't solve
i've had enough

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2) 

and nobody listens to what i say now
hold my breath i can't escape now
feel like i'm going insane now
can't get rid of all this pain now
yeah you blame it all on me but it's not alright
yeah you're messing with my head and my state of mind
took me so long to see through your lies
but now i do don't waste my time

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2)

18/03/2021

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adderall (prod. johnnyfriend)

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lyrics:
I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Call me a fuck up
My whole life's been a suck-up
Can't do anything right
Laying here every night

Thinking about it
But don't wanna talk
And my thoughts keep on screaming
They never shut up

And I don't want the help
I will never know why
Something's blocking the feelings
'Cause I think that's right

Oh, you know it all
Tell me how I feel
Since you love judging me
Oh, you don't know
'Bout what I'm dealing with
You don't know at all

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am,
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel

Walking out and
I feel like everybody is staring at me
Reminiscence bout the days
When I felt ok

Maybe I need meds
To numb me out
I don't wanna take them
But I'm already fucked up

Can't just feel all right
I just can't feel ok
That's why I can't sleep at night
I won't tell no one a thing

I don't know why
Voices tell me what do
Bottle up my pain, so you
Can look at me falling through

I can't stand all this pressure
Weighing on my shoulders
Staring at the ceiling all night
3 am
And I still can't sleep
Keep on fucking up
'Cause I still can't feel
x2

3 am

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very inspired by dantered(ericdoa)
mixed and mastered by me
prod by greentop
cover art by @brokitz

(chorus)(2x)
keep a ak on my hip
i make you drown in it!!
sound wit it
we ready for anything, you down wit it?!?!
keep a bigass choppa wit 100 fuckin rounds in it!!!
when you lay me in my grave, put a fuckin crown on it!!

(verse)
fa fa fa 
thats what they hear in they head
ha ha ha
thats when i fill them with lead
thats why im mixing with red
dont give a fuck, and instead
keep on just making this bread
thats why they want me so dead
i could give a fuck less
people always coming to me, say "im up next"
why you always playing you always actin upset
sorry that im making this money im so obsessed

(bridge)
im not giving a fuck no
im not giving a fuck no
i could care less
i could care less
i could care less 
i could-
aye

(chorus)(2x)
keep a ak on my hip
i make you drown in it
sound wit it
be ready for anything, you down wit it
keep a bigass choppa wit 100 fuckin rounds in it
when you lay me in my grave, put a fuckin crown on it

king of this shit(greentop)

memories with a waste of time.  [branwen]

not monetizing i did this for fun all credit goes to @heylog

u dont wanna take that chance imma pop u like an adderall
u need to tighten up bro, u need to fuckin maduro 
u real quiet when i walk in im a cutthroat
keep ur ass indoors 'fore i take u as collateral
like a zombie i be smashing thru ur drywall
spot him on the streets send a bullet thru his eyehole
never thought id be on a beat w one of my idols
and i dont really talk much imma take his vitals

maduro remix w/ heylog

rain w/ xona [p. jolst x 88STRAIT x xona]

i'll keep a light on for you outside
you've got me standing in the rain like almost every night
and i can't trust i'm being safe baby i'm terrified
but it can't blow up in my face if i'm not scared to die, right?
springtime i'll be showered so clean but
at the current moment i'd prefer not to be seen cause
everybody hoped for something i could never be and
i might never even care if it can't die with me
i mean i should hope, why else would you build a legacy up?
i don't know, maybe i just thought it wouldn't mean much
so i'd cope with that fact that i would never be much
now this goes so deep don't think the rope could ever reach us
only hang with witches so i'm always getting free drugs
i feel like that bitch, i gotta go to two or three clubs
with my homie tris, you know she only sip a green cup
i don't ever sip, i gotta keep my super speed up
i gotta, i gotta keep my super speed up
u know she, she, she only sip a green cup
i don't ever sip, i gotta keep my super speed up
now this goes so deep don't think the rope could ever reach us
only hang with witches so i'm always getting free drugs
i feel like that bitch, i gotta go to two or three clubs
i feel like that bitch i gotta, i feel like that bitch i, bitch i gotta

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen & exxiiiyyaaa
recorded @ the microwave
art by @worm_sludge on ig

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