Rick Reese - I Don’t Wanna Die (demo)

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Punching Myself

kms tonight

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is this what you said you had ever wanted
lesve me in bed and leave me feeling haunted
omg its all i ever wanted to be with you
now im so alone i really wanna get back
omg yk i really the fact your with him and youre really fucking happy now
why couldnt i just get my shit together
oh my god im breaking down whenever
i see you two guys together im falling apart
im falling apart cause im all alone
and its so hard to deal with this on my own
im getting stoned when j see you gjys having fun
im growing dumb and growing older
my friends are growing up and im only growing colder
never sober never growing up
never had enough i can never get enough
you know that i wanna takw it back just please forget everything that i once said
oh my god im fucking up my head
oh my god you really fucked with my head
a year in bed so all my friends think that im dead
just please forget everything that i once said
cause these things keep on running through my head
circiling around and  im always feeling down
yea im always feeling it when i see you around
yea i see you with him and you look so happy now
and i just wanna forget it but im so fucking mad about it 
i doubt you care

you look so happy :( (demo)

Withering

my life really sucks
so fuck it im getting drunk
ill have a beer or two
and maybe go shoot myself

ill drink myself to death
cause its all fuckin pointless
i hope i die tonight
by alcohol poisoning

goodbye everyone
it was nice knowing you all
but this is my end
you wont ever see me again
forgive me im sorry
this is the best apology
that i could do
dont worry about me just worry about you

just worry about you

alcohol poisoning

i dont want to leave this earth
but if i do, ill probably go first

and life will still go on
even when i am gone
cause im nothing, im useless
im a waste of time, and im a waste of space
i was born with an ugly face
ever since that day my lifes been fucked
from the start, from the start

oooooooooooooo

i dont want to leave this earth
but if i do, ill probably go first

life goes on

too far gone (fried cover)

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

love always remains around you

not an incel fuckthatshit

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