its theeeee the

youtube upload - https://youtu.be/MlsVfLWlZz8
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

→exchange← ft. gumi [vocaloid original]

The instrumental was composed by Matthias Harlow as a collaboration

Since I'd known who I was
It's who I'm meant to be
Pull the strings in their heads
Control the symphony

But still I wouldn't dare
How might they think of me?
I'm not the type of girl
To plunge to villainy

I don't know what I am
Do it just 'cuz I can?
But I can't give in and withstand
Blood will be on my hands

My heartstrings
My heart stings
My heartstrings
Don't feel a thing

Found on an evening whim
Felt my heart glistening
Here's what I said to him
He nodded, listening

"Sir please, I beg of you,
Give me a smaller heart!
Powerful over you
Yet I'd just fall apart"

"No"

You just don't understand
You didn't have a choice
The cross-mast in my hand
Now listen to my voice

Once more I'm asking you
Give me a smaller heart
Do what is best for you
Or I'll break us apart

Out of my- Forced my hand
She didn't understand
In the moment next, time stood still
Granted against my will

Your heartstrings
My playthings
Your lives now
Mean nothing

This is now who I am
Strings tied to all the dolls
I couldn't give a damn
Spill blood across the walls

My mind consumes you all / Poor rabbit-hearted girl
Just go in for the kill / Mind been consumed with hate
Tied the entire world / Need not her heart be small
Now bow down to my will / But now it is to late

Heartstrings / Eleanor Mochen

the lead is too loud and sounds atrocious like a kazoo

unfinished pierrot song reupload thingy

Verse :
your bit are always enviable
yet act selfishly
sing the elegant value
beyond that woefully pledge

Buildup : 
slowly but surely
no one cant take this petal from me

Chorus :
is this all you can spit?
tint on your face again and again
break this promise to wonderland
crawl miserably all you want

Verse :
ah take it further from here
make me a lowly insect
god will witness this tragedy
beyond that woefully pledge


Build up :
we will never break free from this hideous cycle

Chorus:
paradox in nevereverland
better make it up for all my pain
wallow in cold tears
burn the bridge
peels all the way inward
make me wanna wretch again and again










Pledge ft. Natsuki Karin [MARETU fan song]

OrgansDotOrg- This Life of Mine ft. Vflower

this fucken duude

art twitter: [ twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon?t=... ]
youtube:
[ www.youtube.com/@carbonmonoxide3263 ]

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[ Lyrics ]

[Lyrics]
my gullibility
betrayed my humility
things won't ever be the same
can't help but feel im to blame

mortal sensibilities
praying on my tired knees
i cry out, i want him here
devote my life to deafened ears

i'm quite good at calling bluffs
but when push comes to shove
i don't know what i'm afraid of
but i know it's not enough

behind my back i can feel
cameras that aren't real
karma's a tired trick
and my sins make me home sick

justice is just an excuse
only i can know the truth
i only exist to suffer judgement

then how spoiled can i be?
rotten like an apple tree
how dare i resist
responsibility

gluttony for punishment
fermented in cracked sediment
it's the least i could do
before i could hurt you too

for an eye i'd rather give my spine
my heart, my soul, turn me to wine
it's the least i could do
'till there's nothing left to lose
at least

my guardian angel
knows how to keep me faithful
patient prophecies
they know how and where to find me

untrustworthy sensibility
there's no such thing as common sense
when you're as haunted as me

beloved stories lack morality
retribution smells of rot
premonitions come in threes

so singe my hair and burn my eyes
my form is yours to colonize
i'll give all my guilt immortality

under the bed in the closet
underground, covered in vomit
nightmares rightfully come after me

count how many days it's been
keeping still while the world spins
writing words across the wall
pretend you don't feel so small

oh how the time seems to pass
takes forever way too fast
i've lost the right to complain
i brought upon myself the pain

if only i had the drive
fever dreams on 95
my punisher was revived
it's because i came out alive

take the mask off, it reveals
cameras that aren't real
i will bite, but won't kill
i wanna see my guts spill

i spit out a broken tooth
only i could know the truth
i am not entitled to forgiveness

then how spoiled can i be?
rotten like a lemon tree
i should know love isn't
about mercy

my grief hasn't even started
they tell me my thoughts are toxic
no one i could trust
tell me justice is unjust

but i know i think i always knew
my world doesn't make sense to you
there's nothing you could do
i'm not the one who's askew
at least

my guardian angel
knows how to keep me faithful
watchful as could
it knows how and why to abuse me

untrustworthy sensibility
there's no such thing as common sense
when you're as haunted as me

beloved stories lack morality
retribution smells of rot
premonitions come in threes

so singe my hair and burn my eyes
my form is yours to colonize
i'll give all my guilt immortality

under the bed in the closet
underground, covered in vomit
nightmares rightfully come after me

they tell me i'm not the one to blame
but i still don't feel ok
i don't need their petty games

acceptance isn't an option anymore
that's what i tell myself
to legitimize my gore

Osmophobia // Kevin [CoF]

another teto song cause yes
TY TO  @sushi-killz  FOR RENDERING TETO AI YOURE THE BEST
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lyrics:
They scratched meaning on their face 
A portrait for those heartaches that formed the weather and their fate 
They hallowed their names 

Once formed meaning for those days
Out loud, and wrote, and displaced wax wings to build and to replace
A shrine to enchase 

Now, testing their anatomy
Reaching for an eternity
Starshine, where did you go?
We're waiting to bring you home 
Thinks in taciturnity
Breathe in your sempiternity
Sleeping in monochrome
And wondering if they're alone

A light dimming as the sky around me falls 
I thought it was moon dust 
Ignite worlds above me freezing in the road
Those head lights were limelight, I'm told
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yt: https://youtu.be/hT3gcsUNhqk
bandcamp: https://ennn1.bandcamp.com/album/infrared
ustx: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1FkDWq_8uZQMH5O8ZhFPp4Dik8xr_gCvN?usp=drive_link
discord: https://discord.gg/XzKuRZyWKN

Infrared / Kasane Teto AI

LYRICS:
Carmine meets a serpent’s eye
Hung sugared corpse of suicide
Eclipse her love, eclipse the sky
Lay rest to dark, let in the light
-
Lay rest to dark, let in the light
Ascend the moon, adore its white 


Everything, lay back down
Weed them out, lose your ground
Kill the sun, lay your god to rest
Care to MIND THE THORNS, carve your repent angel of death


Fourteen lines carved into the bark,
Rooted to the desert of the lonely,
A rose’s tears unfurl in the dark
Of the shade that bathes this oasis


Now your blood has bored of you, retaken is his grave
Coup the shadow of the past, you’re barred to speak His name
Let the moon eclipse the sun, the glow will be divine
Free those bonds of toxic love, let this world become mine
-
Reveal to your testament all of your tears
Decry past or present for future
Three fates to denounce that faulty utopia
Shadow falls to darkness


The serpent bites her tongue and spills her venom
Her prey hung by the neck and caramelized
The bloodlust, a lie, the roots of their cores
The body went cold, I saw the red of this world
-
As the body went cold, they saw the red of this world
As the patchwork was sewn, they saw the red of their home


Everything, lay back down
Weed them out, lose your ground
Brave the storm, Sun reborn
MIND THE THORNS, see your lord
-
Cull the heart’s cacophony 
Saccharine cadavre 
Fortify the truth
Drop to your knees before The Moon

MIND THE THORNS -【IMPOSTOR】FT. KASANE TETO

music: me
tuning/render: Dumas-P
art: me
vsqx/vpr: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1syHLIJerFalm6wJw-Ie9_yc2F2JzuaqY/view?usp=sharing
inst: posted seperately

Hopelessness, Clinging, Friendship, Loss of control, Sacrifice

lyrics:

Listen up, you’ve got mail!
Too scared to open?
Epic fail!
Dirt that’s underneath the nail
Let’s crack it open
A sad tale!
Red curtains that unveil
The noxious gas
I inhaled
Drama that has since gone stale
Give me all 
those juicy details

Cry a river, cry a sea
It’s painful, don’t you agree?
Fill the void with unheard screams
To an alarming degree
Your silence is killing me
There’s only so much we can see
And my untold misery
Is hiding in heart’s reveries!

Please forgive her, cry for me
It’s lovely, don’t you agree?
Fill the void with unheard screams
Till we have to disagree
Your silence is feeding me
There’s only so much i can see
And your untold misery
Is hiding in heart’s reveries!

I’ve got a knack-knack-knack
For leading stories
I’ve been attack-tack-tacked
This will get gory!
My mind just crack-crack-cracks
Some say it’s eerie
Let’s run it back-back-back
I love it, dearie!

I’ve got a knack-knack-knack
For getting lost at sea
I’ve been attack-tack-tacked
This is our glory!
My mind just crack-crack-cracks
Why do they fear me?
Let’s run it back-back-back
I love you, dearie!

Cry a river, cry a sea
It’s horrible, don’t you agree?
The audience can’t hear my screams
Following what i decree
Ending in a killing spree
There’s only so much they can be
And my unfolding story
Is hiding in heart’s reveries!

Please forgive her, cry for me
Cower in a silent plea
Fill the void with unheard screams
You’re all just too carefree
Their silence is killing me
There’s only so much i can be
Nothing that i can foresee
Is hiding in heart’s reveries!

[Kagamine Rin] HEART'S REVERIES [Vocaloid Original Song]

Yeah, after like 1 and a half months in production, this song is finally out! I was originally going to post this as a Halloween special, but that ended up not happening due to production issues for the vocals. So, consider this... a Thanksgiving special instead?
Big thanks to fellow vocal synth producer Corpse Crawler for finishing up and rendering the vocals!
High quality audio + instrumental + lyrics here (sadly there is no vocal synth project file because the vocal work was outsourced to someone else): https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/folders/1wnd774fDixdUpV0KxjiEP-xNply_oGNM

【FT. SAROS】HV (SynthV Original Song)

ikusen no terrorism e // gumi eng

music making software: LMMS, SynthV, and Audacity :)

【FT. SAROS】HV (SynthV Original Song)

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