I hate myself

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/20zugMnle4Rg2qjuYqvRmu?si=sjwgz8p0Rs2VDSgX9NGocg

i thought you didnt know him
cant think my face is frozen
i loved you without knowing
im the bad guy now cuz u chose him
now his brains are rottin on the floor
he coulda survived if you werent a whore
did all i could n u still want more
i have nothing left, loving you is a chore

ooooooooo
x4

i thought we would last so long
but ur still gone
i knew u were never strong
now ur gone
i wna slit ur throat
im poppin pills until i choke
im wired off this adderall
i wna see ur body float

(hook again)

prod deadyami

living another life

mix : @hateoryx + @1stress
master : @1stress
production : gaxillic
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oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot
nothing makes me happy anymore
so fukkd upppp
aand u always wud tell me tht things get bettr
but i still luv u u should send me a letter
[?] cold like december forever 
i know that now [?]
[?]
but im in love with u
but im in love with u 
but imm in love with u
but imm in love with uuu

stress : 
now im so broken 
thoughts r chosen
wanna go2 sleep but i feel like CHOKINx_x
lately i been off my pills u cn hit my plug yh 
yh u can hit my plugggggggggg
now i c it like its clear
my minds broken disappear
thought i always needed u 
turns out i only need ur shoes (lol)

oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot

--
EVERY CHANCE >:( +HATEORYX

EVERY CHANCE +HATEORYX

I'm S-tier
You don't even come near
Nowhere near my tier
You don't have a career, I'm Shakespeare
I'm S-tier
You're not even last year
Your music hurts my ears
You're fucking F-tier, you're weird
I'm S-tier

I'm S-tier, I'm S-tier
And you really need to disappear
And you really need to disappear

Your songs have no plays
You are lowkey gay
You are low IQ
I don't fuck with you
You have fucking issues
You have mental illnesses
You like sucking penises
I'm not fucking with it

The people fucking with it
Are literally autistic
Y'all need to be bullied
Y'all need to be buried
I'm Shakespeare, da Vinci
S-tier and I'm drippy
You're a dirty hippy
You are not in my league
I'm sexy, you're ugly

I'm S-tier, I'm S-tier
And you really need to disappear
And you really need to disappear
You're F-tier

I'm S-tier
You don't even come near
Nowhere near my tier
You don't have a career, I'm Shakespeare
I'm S-tier
You're not even last year
Your music hurts my ears
You're fucking F-tier, you're weird
I'm S-tier

I'm S-tier, I'm S-tier
And you really need to disappear
And you really need to disappear
You're F-tier
I'm S-tier

S-tier

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

@akira3ksucks @weejk 

(pwnd:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if you should live or die
rot my brain everytime
you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you
would you say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

(wujek:)

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as you lay by my side

(pwnd again:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

wujek & pwnd - so there's this girl

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

desmi

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

I hate myself

h4ppyenuff