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[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and I'm living out a bag tryna make a bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love

[VERSE / WeepingWolf]
Call it Tough Love 
Call it Tough Love
She asked for the white
like girl take a bump
Fucked off the drugs
yeah I'm fucked off the drugs
Worst day of my life but
I don't give a fuck ah yeah

[BRIDGE]
Todays the worst day but it will be alright (x4)

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and I'm living out a bag tryna make a bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill

[VERSE / Anton Golden @antongxldn]
All these dark thoughts tryna mess with me
So I put them on a beat with a melody
Recently I've been looking for the remedy
Cooking up every day found the recipe

Eventually you'll leave but the drugs won't
Baby I'ma get high till my lungs blow
I've been looking at the sky now I'm so close
Tryna find my way call me Nemo... Nemo

Bitch I've been smoking
my heart is broken
Shes off that coke and
numbing emotions

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it dont go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah im a curse
and i need you now but im too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and im living out a bag tryna make bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill

Druggie Romance Ft. Anton Golden (Prod By. CRCL)

My real life.

prod by taylor king 💘

LYRICS:
you my best friend 
and my enemy
i pop one then i pop five 
you my remedy
and i don't know what 
what comes over me
i get fucked up 
my soul ebony

only dream off a bean ya
tryna be up in the scene ya 
(aye) clips limousine ya
why she callin me a feen ya ya
sad faces 
i aint got no heart
cold cases 
i ain't never gettin caught
ya she too basic 
i could never love a thot yuh
too shameless
i aint never give a fuck no

the pillies is silly
but i cannot quit it
woke up in the pital
my demons is winnin
why i'm always sinnin
downin this liquor
drownding myself in this venom 
ya ya ya

(the sample i used is from skins :)

My Best Friend

thank you for listening

money coming in but i’m still sad 
i just wish you had the time to call me back 
you’ve been acting different and i’m so mad 
said you wouldn’t switch up and it hurts bad 
everybody telling me i’ll be fine 
but i’m on the edge almost every night 
i’ve been feeling down so ill write a song 
if you feel the same i hope you’ll stay strong 

if you feel the same way 
know i understand you
i’ve been at my lowest point for months 
but i won’t leave you 
imma be right here
hope that you can see thru 
better days are waiting up ahead 
just gotta push 
hit a hundred thousand total plays 
but i’m not done 
imma run it up until the day that i’ve helped everyone 
know it feels so empty but just know that when you hear this song 
you are not alone
yeah you’ve never been the only one 
i still wanna die 
i don’t wanna try 
i don’t wanna lie 
no i’m not alright 
you been telling me things that are not true 
oh well guess that’s fine cause it’s not new
ive been working 
yeah you know i’m on my grind now 
pushing everyone far away 
because i have to
need to be alone 
i can’t stand to be around you 
always acting fake 
guess i’ll have to cut you off soon
saying that you care 
but when i call you it’s just dial tones 
when i make it to top
please don’t ever call my phone
please don’t ever call my phone
i’m always feeling so alone

still sad (prod. dee b)

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WnVrAKSaV8
Spotify: https://lnk.to/ends-beginnings

Artist:
@kingtheta

Lyrics:
Used to getting frostbite
Frigid air bite my tongue
When silence fills my lungs
Always been an outcast
You told me to bide my time
I’ll purify my vibe

But I’ll push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

Bottle of Bacardi
Sitting on the bedside table
Where you used to leave your keys
(Keep my eyes shut, like I need to)
Lock my door
But still wish you’d give me more
I can’t let you in
The cavern of my chest’s a dangerous thing

Push you away
Cause I don’t wanna hurt you
I’m a chemical you don’t wanna turn to
Fentanyl lace my virtue
(Keep my eyes shut)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
Deep down all I wanna do is save you
So sorry that I’m someone you relate to

I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love, man I gotta be better
I’m not gonna be a black hole forever
Draining all the love
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)
Push you away
Act like I fuckin hate you
(I’m not gonna be a black hole forever)

King Theta - Bacardi 151

guccihighwaters - goner

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

spotify + apple music

coraline

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

die slow

+ visuals

die slow (feat. nicoteen ninyo) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

prod/mix/master/cover @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy + @nicoteenninyo

TRECHOR BOY:
she said she never really cared about me
wasting my time maybe
fuck all that shit
hypocrite 
doesn’t even come close to the way i think of you 
can’t you see 
there's something wrong with me
incapable of love
im never good enough 
but
(X2)

turns out i really wanted this shit 
i had the confidence to make moves with it so 
i went and got my bag 
all i had 
was you
fast forward four years on the timeline 
i woke up and realized all the online shit won’t help
and i still hate myself 
fuck

NICOTEEN NINYO:
is he as warm as me, holdin u on a cold night?
does he say i love you cuz it just feels right?
yeah im gone and ur okay but maybe u wont be in a couple of days
listen to the words u say
does he make u smile like me?
cuz

i only say i love you when we break up
i only say i need u when we cant make up
ill only ever call if im drunk enough
to say the things i never said
tryin to force this new girl down my throat
but it just makes ur taste in my mouth worse
i wish i could say i believe u
i wish i could fucking hate you

~i wish i could fucking hate you
i wish i could fucking hate you~

~i wish i could love just like you
i wish i could love like you do~
(X2)

still sad (prod. dee b)

deadsoon

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