it doesnt even matter anymore
the stuff i take would leave you on the floor
i never really listen babe thats why im taking more
that's what it's for
i can see the stars form on my walls
thoughts flow in my mind like a waterfall
oh i just want it all
traded out my mind for a chemical
my nightly ritual

i really shouldnt be alone
that's when they take their form
and interlace my soul
replaced with their own
not in control no more 
in this state i'm cold
i can't say too much
they're aware of that
just embrace me love
i'll try to hold it back
and if they take me up
just know you're all i had

it doesnt even matter anymore
the shit i took had left me craving more
vital signs are dropping to the floor
but still i never listen gimme more
i can see the galaxies at night
i just hope they're proud of me, i try
most my chains of thought i tend to cry
i mask it very well it's deep inside

it doesnt even matter anymore
the stuff i take would leave you on the floor
i never really listen babe thats why im taking more
that's what it's for
i can see the stars form on my walls
thoughts flow in my mind like a waterfall
oh i just want it all
traded out my mind for a chemical
my nightly ritual

lapsed (tiedforsilver)

i just doubled up my dose
i'm cooked burnt toast
deep in voids lesgo
i can manifest new hope
when the substance take control
let go let go

i just doubled up my dose
i'm cooked burnt toast
deep in voids lesgo
i can manifest new hope
when the substance take control
let go let go
you're set free 

i made a deal with the powers above in the sky
if i do my ritual right
the veil of my mind shall unwind
and my pain will finally subside 
chemical seals in my brain unlocking my mind
encompassing patterns aligned
with knowledge i'm finally fine
i got the ritual right

my hearts thumpin outta my chest
it's gettin hard i'm losin my breath
vision blurred i'm nearing my death
this is my fate i've no regrets
new lifeforms embed in my head
rebirthed ego i'm a new man
lil bit crazy i'll do it again

dose x2 (hollowprpl)

BxE finally

Recorded by Dismemberment
Produced by Dismemberment & n0ided

Wicked Evil Records 2025

https://soundcloud.com/n00ided
https://soundcloud.com/wickedevilrecords

OUT OF NOWHERE (feat. n0ided)

94 bpm lil peep cheap copy

One last time

Angel dust lovers

I'll be back

baby i'm an introvert
it doesn't mean i'm mad you
it's just that socializing fucking hurts
i just need some time to unwind
i'm slowly getting worse
masking never really worked
i can keep faking
but it's a waste of my time
baby i'm an introvert

i need time all to myself
where nobody can tell me shit
the words i write is all that helps
when i'm way too inside my head
i hold back when they're around
since i'm scared of them seeing this

i just can't socialize
i'm drained i've lost perception of time
i need drugs to align my mind 
with that simple goal
to just stay alive

it's so much harder than u think
it seems like every little thing
is designed to push to me the brink
and i'm still trying to believe
that everything is okay
it's so much harder than implied

baby i'm an introvert
it doesn't mean i'm mad you
it's just that socializing really fucking hurts
i just need some time to unwind
i'm slowly getting worse
masking never really worked
i can keep faking
but it's a waste of my time
baby i'm an introvert

introvert (domesticsoul)

Temple Drive Records
Wicked Evil Records

Underground Rap from Vienna since 2021

Been makin music for ~2 years.
https://discord.gg/AhXZfnZxSM
A professional Shit Ass

New tracks tagged #sad rap