REMEMBER ME WHEN I'M GONE [apt9]

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1G79KEdaEc

prod. https://soundcloud.com/yeah0k !

JUS WIT MEEE

-things said-

i feel lik a decade went by ina day
i ont even feel like me no way
not these days
not these days
idk if we can really chill lik that
burn some shit down that dont really grow back
i spent my whole life in the trees know that
i saw everything jus leave
saw the whole world jus leave
n ever since i been gettin higher then i need
n ever since i been chillin jus wit me
jus wit me
racs
i jus made som mo
cop a acid tab i go to the moon
you know how it go
you know how it go
atleast i hope so
lotta these people dont get me i know
i cant even blame em i dont fit the mold
i cant even blame em cause i aint read the rules
tryna write my wrongs
but i aint got no paper
i jus pop a percocet i got different flavors
i aint write the verse down it came off the head
shawd e so bad dawg i only want the head
railed 30mg went straight to the head
most of these days feel dead
i jus saw the stars fall down in my mind
miss my dawgs hope that they alright
most these days i jus dont feel right
most these days i jus dont feel right
i feel lik a decade went by ina day
i ont even feel like me no way
not these days
not these days

good luck

VIDEO

not these days prod. yeah0k!

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always this way (prod. v1olet)

#𝓣𝓔𝓐𝓜  (prod. saoirse h)

produced by me. a song about being trans and in love. idk. enjoy.

lyrics:

shaken up by the trauma that i’ve dealt with
system going numb, i feel helpless
fight or flight kicking in, i feel selfish
something wrong with me, i don’t think that they’ve felt this way
that i feel now, really wanna heal now
really wanna follow my heart, make a deal now
what’s the deal now? sick of always feeling down
i just wanna be my best version, make you really proud

cuz ive held this truth inside me
always felt that i had to fight it
spent time keeping myself blinded
navigate it, without any guidance
you make me feel immortal
and goddamn, you’re so adorable
and you make me feel so normal
in a world that makes me feel so horrible

let’s take it easy now
please just don’t leave me out here
in the cold, all alone
know that we can see this out
promise i’ll keep you warm
when the sun starts to go down
when the sun starts to go down

when the sun starts to go down...

in pain, in flames
Inflamed with the need to bring change 
play the game, pave a lane
make gold out of all my shame
i dont chase, so dont chase this
no shots otherwise time wasted
no bite just a taste then erase it
levitate off a rug now im racing

earned stripes in my lil puterspace
type the manuscript and i crack the vase
want control of me put me on display
can u get a grip can u get away
wanna fight me think im made of clay 
im too busy fighting with myself
im too busy working on my inner self
whats the difference to be honest i wont tell

if you look youll notice secrets reveal themselves often
get so tired of breathing while still thankful for the oxygen
every move i make is with  my deepest possible intent
every year that im alive is one big fuck you to the man
wish i could draw in the sand
everything i know, everything i am
never had a plan
always shift the vision always had to take a chance
six the hard way, gifts for parting
blink and miss it, cant restart
wishes, heartaches, drown in thoughts
create what i must just to get in touch with god

wheres your god
whats your god
are they online analog
can they save you from this fog
will their concepts make you strong
do they challenge every thought
or do they keep you where you are
do they watch you as you fall
silent as they hear your call

INCONSISTENT [PROD. EYELASH]

letmy my mind go blank
again
i dont wanna know where u been
i feel like everything is slipping in and out again
where did my head fall to 
this time
where did my head go 
this time
this time 
this time

oh

this time 
this time

yeah

wake me up when my mind is back infocus 
i wish i had a chance to breathe in
wake me up when my mind is back in focus

wake me up when my mind is back
i been sinkin in two places at once

i been losing everything 

i been sinkin in two places at once

i been losing everything

no thought

achieving dog goals

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/053KZ0g3L0VqnA1WyOtIDd?si=jO6Z9acFS3Op8OtHKbBVNQ&nd=1

PRODUCED BY: @bassplayerproduction + @ymar_beats

why can't things just stay the same
why can't things stay the same

i've felt so far away
i gave my heart away
i've seen much harder days
still feeling out of place

i don't know how 2 feel
so i just need some grace
give a fuck about what's real
i'm only tryna find my place

i been feelin fine i been feelin great
got this cash i don't know how tf i made it
what it cost for this guap i made
who do i trust, yeah my heart might break

i just wanna be with someone that makes me feel safe
i can't tell the angels from the snakes
had to take off the halos cuz shit changed
2 many ppl i looked up 2 were bitchmade

can't let this bs stop me cuz i'm 1 of the greats
i'm livin lavish in my brain, addys keep me safe
i just went shopping copped me a jesus piece up on my chain
yeah i was down bad, now i'm gettin paid

playin with the autotune but i ain't duwap kaine
yeah the memories, they keep replayin
2 much time 2 breath, i keep on thinkin
now my 3rd eye can see, that bitch got lasik

i've felt so far away
i gave my heart away
i've seen much harder days
still feeling out of place

i don't know how 2 feel
so i just need some grace
give a fuck about what's real
i'm only tryna find my place

grace

grace [prod bass + YMAR]

in sync'kashik'

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no thought

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