songs you missed  (listen for god)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kuemzjaVVg&ab_channel=ReptilianClubBoyz%2FVampstarRecords

idk y

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qNNFt2oiWug

featuring -- @soaped
produced by -- @rodmanebeats

[tonedeaf]
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head

my head keeps playing tricks on me
my head keeps lying

[soap]

Water my grave
The Flowers decayed
Walk off the block
and I knock on the ma-
Pull in the drive and my eyes like the drapes
Closing and showing right through me attain
Pleasure whatever had happened inside
Broke me and hope be outside of my grasp
Some days it’s mundane to even retry
So The bigger the battle the less I react
I’m past tryna be what they wanted at all
Cast on the beach and I’m out in the falls
Water come down and it land in my palms
Now I’m Washing my hands of the site that I saw
Watched plans go to nothing and love in withdrawal
Hands full of something that suffering soft
So I’m hiding behind it with a smile and song
And a side of dysfunction I’m trying to calm
Myself down up in the moment safe
Held it down up in the pouring rain
Pick my head up and walk away
Why’s it playing tricks just another day
I pave the bridges that I burn and blame
All on me like the stock i slang
And it’s all I sang about all okay
Hoping Im feeling alive and awake

[tonedeaf]
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head
i just wanna feel alive again
i been sinking in my head

my head keeps playing tricks on me
my head keeps lying

alive -- w / soap. [prod. rodmane]

nobodytalk w / eturnity [prod. hap]

X6MCOMPETITION Drifting

keoi

I DON'T KNOW WHY I BE DOING THIS SHIT

[tonedeaf]

i see your eyes breaking into pieces again
i wish i was the same man
same man
but i lost myself along the way 
and im stuck inside this world of grey
and i cant seem to breathe again
cant seem to breathe again
and i lost myself along the way
and im stuck inside this world of grey
and i cant seem to breathe again
cant seem to breathe again
i miss the way it felt to be alive


[eturnity]

this boutta b the one
don't matter what beat I'm on
I jus b preachin
I jus b speakin
don't think they do that enough
if you see god tell him I said whats up
know it's been a while
prescription dust good dope hit my lung
nigga I'm up as fuc
goin dumb
don't know what he want 
don't know he thought
niggas bums
I been listening
but I ain't hearin you
my good dawg 
he jus hit me up
we ain't even gotta talk
in yo thoughts 
I could see it all
still miss how it felt

[tonedeaf]
and i lost myself along the way
and im stuck inside this world of grey
and i cant seem to breathe again
cant seem to breathe again

alwayslost w/eturnity - prod. larua

produced by me

-words-

lotta these days they jus dont hear me
im smokin dope inside yo camry
i fell asleep inside yo whip
everyday b tired as shit
everyday im high as shit

my head in the loop bitch i made that
sunlight hit my head know it melt that
demons in my head already told em needa speak up
i told god i need sum racs im tryna see sum
i dont need no dope for music
bitch i cant een b inside my skin without the sky screamin
she said you dont ever let me in yu shud try speakin
i said you ont ever wanna live have you tried geekin
god told me to chill out wit the sins
told myself one day i win
prolly close as shit
im on borrowed time but we make do wit it
we on stupid shit
put that dope inside my
ye
they jus rappin they aint got no shit to say
everyday for years jus a replay
i been dead for years dont know why you wanna see me
dirt up on my name know how the pills b
i told my good mans to pull up im jus chillin
im high wit the villians
im way past the ceiling
you got sum to say then yu shud say it
i thought we was friends before the payment
funny how the world change
pills make the world rain
blue pill on my dresser still call my name
they keep sayin im crazy cause my mind change
idk who know me is it really me

lotta these days they jus dont hear me
im smokin dope inside yo camry
i fell asleep inside yo whip
everyday b tired as shit
everyday im high as shit

----------------

hadda deal with I'll never b me again
know I lost my head I aint need it then
I cud pick the pieces up rebuild again
ye thas what they said
rain falls down jus go up again
when that pain come round i get up again
ash in the bowl look lik hope once more
I don't wanna b so sore no more

again and again 1:36am

[yeah0k!]

I got old friends
Feelin like they're new friends
But i cant delete shit
So i do the "'member when?"

That first that night when we stayed up
I hoped you'd wake me late up
And fuck up all my makeup
Its sad we never made up

But im glad it didnt go that way
Sometimes you gotta feel that pain
My heart is like a weight these days

When i moved right outta my home
I was sayin goodbye i didnt know
Took way way more than i'd know
If i could do it all alone, i would
Make a home for myself, if i could

[eturnity]

if I could
if the racs come in I'm good
n I can't pop xanz I forget my mood
thought you understood
I thought you had understood 
I can't feel the love I should
I'm tryna get so high we could
I'm tryna get so high we should
used to think that when I die I'm good
I can't ever lie to you
I don't wanna ride the loop
I been playin this game so long I don't think that shit gon end
pop 2 perc 10s to my head
I tried to tell you it get how it get
swear to god still miss my head
swear to god I miss my friends

[yeah0k!]

I miss my friends
I miss my friends
See you again
Repeat my past
If it wasnt even real
Would you still pretend?

...

I got old friends
Feelin like they're new friends
But i cant delete shit
So i do the "'member when?"

That first that night when we stayed up
I hoped you'd wake me late up
And fuck up all my makeup
Its sad we never made up

Home w/ eturnity (prod remghost x ej)

Svperior Dwells & KLNV - ˢᶦʳᶦ ᵒᶰ ᵐʸ ᶠᶫᶦᵖ ᵖʰᵒᶰᵉ

ALL4U / BLURRY

faith in the plug (0:00)
all the time / foil- (1:56)
same color w/ @deaftone (4:41)
hi no more (6:48)
i cudnt tell you (9:00)

---the word map---

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kkGQDioawdKF_vwlTAnTUTfy-rYuaf2i?usp=sharing

all4u / blurry

I’mma fall in love with you, I feel it right now. 
I’m entranced by the eyes I’m staring right down.
from the bottom of my heart I feel alright now.
and I can’t stand any other sight now!

'cause I see it in your eyes, the stars from every galaxy couldn’t fit, but, seems they tried. every place I’ve ever been, and, heaven all combined, 
now tell me I’m not right...
 
 I’m feeling so rigid, I’m feeling so hard, your girl told me that, that’s word of mouth! that’s word to your spouse! we’re twinned up like our names were Sprouse! call me Corey, ‘cause I’m in the house! you’re so boring, you need a new sound, I bet you’ll try ours out! you’ll think about me every time you get off the couch.
taught you not to slouch, feel like the teacher, how I control the crowd. are you new in the lost and found?
I’m so fly. feeling like digit, feeling like pigeon. follow me on the gram, that’s the cyberchase. you can’t catch up with me. pick up the pace, make her heart race, both our feelings are great!

I’mma fall in love with you, I feel it right now. 
I’m entranced by the eyes I’m staring right down.
from the bottom of my heart I feel alright now.
and I can’t stand any other sight now!

'cause I see it in your eyes, the stars from every galaxy couldn’t fit, but, seems they tried. every place I’ve ever been, and, heaven all combined, 
now tell me I’m not right...
 
eturnity verse:
you know i’d do anything to make it right
out the loop now take you outta sight
I b fucked up prayin I don’t die
n****s  speakin they won’t see me when it’s night
hit the dope man I’m higher than a kite
when it hurts i jus know to find the light
sunlight speakin all I ever knew
i get to the revenue
I rmr takin blues
those days I was feelin blue
tryna stack it to the ceiling tho
every day jus a new hope
I get geeked what they don’t know

right now! w/ eturnity [das]

i
i always wanted to
i always wanted to breathe again
but my mind is caving in
i 
i always left myself
outside in the dark

away from the world

i need a second
to myself
my mind is sitting on the shelf
i can’t seem to find my mind again
until i look within

i need to find myself

fires

illusions

INDIGO64 - illusions

prod grimgardx

artwork from Alice in Wonderland (1951)

lyrics

no matter what u can keep going
it don't matter where u from
u can get anything u want
an ideal world is yours
everything bad; keep going
outside living in the mud
her life is fucking done
but, don't let grief get you down (get down)
it don't matter, keep going (keep going)
it don't matter what you doing (you doing)
she was a calling me a phony (phony)
..like everybody

live life to the fullest
acid souljah
big goron boulder
ain't that fckin crazy?
im goin crazy
want benz mercedes
pissed off like daisy
like, ivern-daisy
going off like crazy (crazy)
going off at lazy links
i feel so insanely fake
wish that all my diamonds blinged
run up that hill like sadie sink
things take toll - you made me pay
things took toll - you made me pay
like look what you made me..
look what you made me-

no matter what u can keep going
it don't matter where u from (look whachu made)
u can get anything u want (look whachu made me)
an ideal world is yours
everything bad; keep going
outside living in the mud
her life is fucking done
but, don't let grief get you down (get down)

vikki (grimgardx)

old 2016 interview between blank body (@1812922) and now defunct musick la host tyler sadler

i have cut out the music breaks due to saving space on the account

the original interview is still available at https://bff.fm/broadcasts/7233 but i have uploaded it here due to the site not being too great and in case it ever gets deleted

blank body Musick LA Interview (JULY 15, 2016)

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nobodytalk w / eturnity [prod. hap]

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