leave me atl (crescnta)

"LAKKEMATLOCK" THE ONE AND ONLY
SHOEGAZE/PLUGG/CLOUD RAP MIXTAPE
@LAKKEMATLOCK
EVERY TRACK WAS PRODUCED, MIXED, AND WRITTEN BY LAKKEMATLOCK
#817 #PSYCHWARD

LAKKE - DULOXETINE

LYSSA [HXNTAI] & THYEOSTHYCO - PICKHIMUP (PROD. JXNVKI)

prod me

Lyrics:

stuck writing songs about how i wish i was dead
this anecdote was made to ease the dissonance inside my head
just take me home
feel your touch down to my bones

take my hand and lets go far away
(our love is comatose)
couldnt stand when you felt that way
(you have to move on)
reap what you sow
u know my heart will always be your home

there is no replacement for the way you looked at me
beholding what you could be
i cant help
but to see
fading light
dwells within me

watch me…

FALL
I WAS JUST A BURDEN THROUGH IT ALL
MY SKIN WILL BARE THE SCARS FOR YEARS TO COME
WONT YOU PLEASE TAKE BACK MY HOLLOW HEART
PAINT MY LIFE WITH BLOOD, A SOMBER ART

I WILL NEVER FALTER TO THE DARK
THOUGHT THAT WE HAD LOVE WE HAD A SPARK
SHRED MY NERVES THIS ALL TORE ME APART
PAINT MY LIFE WITH BLOOD A SOMBER ART

*epic guitar solo*

A Somber Art

over ‘cross that hill

produced by robin604164

Nothing but a ghost now
Wondering if you’re livin in the same town
Maybe Any day now
Ill see you face but you wont hear the same sound
Feet glued straight to the ground

done fighting for a war long dead
You said
That it was over but im still haunted
Every step long lived
Cuz i just wanna run back
Comfort in the arms of a shell that been long dead

Nothings left but the memories
And its been a few years but i still cant breathe
Im just a ghost of me
Maybe im the one that been haunting

loneliness, liquor & longing

ghost

ghost (feat. lil cece)

Cemetery Gates

Cemetery Gates [prod. pinomin]

Lost w/Left4nowt (p.Lmg)

behind steel bars in my brain
overly searching a way to escape
focused on death
by the way I explain
you wont fathom anything
I’m cryptic but I’m “sane”

criminalised by the way I look
criticised by the way I look
actions come with consequences
“I dont give a fuck”
Imma be who I be 
‘til I’m smothered by the mud

I’m so tied to my ways
I’m 21 now, how long left ‘til I lay
I’m done with this planet
these people drive me astray
the only thing got me on hold
is that my mum will see my grave

prescriptions take over me
these blisters reign hell on me
these stitches ain’t help the pain
please fix this 
I’M WAY TOO LATE

behind steel bars in my brain
overly searching a way to escape
focused on death
by the way I explain
you wont fathom anything
I’m cryptic but I’m “sane”

criminalised by the way I look
criticised by the way I look
actions come with consequences
“I dont give a fuck”
Imma be who I be 
‘til I’m smothered by the mud

I’m so tied to my ways
I’m 21 now, how long left ‘til I lay
I’m done with this planet
these people drive me astray
the only thing got me on hold
is that my mum will see my grave

prescriptions take over me
these blisters reign hell on me
these stitches ain’t help the pain
please fix this 
I’M WAY TOO LATE

I'M WAY TOO LATE

I'M WAY TOO LATE [PROD. NOX]

the minds projection leading up to 30 days of sobriety.

what is in my head
I cant seem to breathe
I got this pressure on my chest
thoughts weighing me down
thoughts of a gun pressed to my head
this mess that I created
what the fuck, Im so depressed 
I cant live with all this stress

what is in my head
I cant seem to breathe
I got this pressure on my chest
thoughts weighing me down
thoughts of a gun pressed to my head
this mess that I created
what the fuck, Im so depressed 
I cant live with all this stress
I need you back
I feel so dead

strings all in my brain
addiction got the best of me
Im stuck with all this pain
I caused myself
Im worsening, just leave me in the rain
shit had me by the neck
lil baby I couldn’t refrain

shit so sick and twisted
all these chances, all these signs 
how in the fuck did I miss it
a life with real purpose, baby I can only wish it
running round in circles baby Im going insane
tears streaming down my face

every morning wake to panic
fuck with this life
fuck is my knife
fuck with my mind you can have it
fuck everything that I wanted before
all that shit just really made me manic

dependent on chemicals
I feel so terrible
fuck with my vision, its static
fuck with these syllables
I had the pinnacle point
in my life, its so tragic

what is in my head
I cant seem to breathe
I got this pressure on my chest
thoughts weighing me down
thoughts of a gun pressed to my head
this mess that I created
what the fuck, Im so depressed 
I cant live with all this stress

what is in my head
I cant seem to breathe
I got this pressure on my chest
thoughts weighing me down
thoughts of a gun pressed to my head
this mess that I created
what the fuck, Im so depressed 
I cant live with all this stress
I need you back
I feel so dead

XXX [PROD. 5BXTES]

LUVME V2 w/<3guts (prod.metlast)

Imma spooky ghost u can’t see no more 
this thing we live on is rottin me inside and out.But neva the less its scheme ssn 4evaaa ITS LEVI GANG 4 LYF </3 but now I’m turning to a GHOST:)

Lost w/Left4nowt (p.Lmg)

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