big rose garden

oveido

field medic - i had a dream that you died

I know it won’t last
It’s all that I got
I trade my liver
For the lack of a thought
There’s no cohesion
Or story to tell
Just a bitter person
Going through hell
The empty bottles
In my room
Are a weighted reminder
That I can’t cope
The liquor I drink 
To blur the thoughts
And distract enough
To think there’s hope
I know it won’t last
It’s all that I got
I trade my liver 
For the lack of a thought
People can’t stand me
And that’s the truth
But they’ll never hate me
As much as I do

a bitter and ugly excuse for a person

If I Say

still dont know how to actually record music

Agony (Yung Lean cover)

source Midwest Emotions: https://youtu.be/7uG39aVQ3d0

time:
00:00 caving - anatomy of a crush
02:08 drama club romance - restless
06:39 mostly stories - metzler
09:06 hate your friends - whooda thunk?
12:52 paco is desperate! - miss tennessee
16:34 housepanther - 3 am at a party (soccer mommy cover)
19:09 school trips - mr money in the bank
22:15 best western bois - octopus railroads
26:00 infermi - samurai are great man and so are you matthew mcconaughey (tom hanks)
29:19 absinthe father - i wish i was the one who sent you to jail
33:09 everyone everywhere - i feel exhausted
38:37 retirement party- shoulder it
41:49 graves - bitter and brisk, fierce yet still
44:56 fir - blue
51:35 finlay stafford - passing by

fall emotions in the midwest: another midwest emo mixtape

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