since the start [michael harrison]

mixed/mastered by me 
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produced by https://www.youtube.com/@DanielParisMusic

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my dear (daniel paris)

Lyrics: 

𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯:
𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵.
𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦: 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭.

𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 -
𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 
𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦


No, it's not too late, 
I will be okay 
because our days our short, 
but I know love is patient 

No, it's not too late, 
I will be okay 
somewhere along this path 
it will be worth the pain someday.

it's not too late

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

@strivemusicau
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(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up 

(strivesad)
I miss the stars and symphonies
My racing heart and pretty things
fell apart into my memories
So can we

taste it all it’s bittersweet
It’s me and her the remedy
it’s me and her that perfectly fit with the way that we’re living

The weak sleeps as she weeps through the wasted mental
state of mind while I’m wasting time it’s either now or the afterlife
and there’s a thousand ways of saying that I really tried 
I keep to myself almost every night 

I thought that you would notice
from the fake smiles on my photos
lack of seretonin I hope it comes back so I can focus on
the things I knew that got away
The pain my mind is suffering
I wish to see more better days
and focus on recovering

I’m holding onto to hope and
All the things that help me cope with
all the stress will keep me smoking
bacco cause the stress has got me going
flowing back into my old habits
I hate the fact I’m slowly sink into my old mattress

(TNS)
It’s hard to find a thousand ways to wake up 
When everything inside my head is a bad thought

Anxiety just fills my head
A thousand ways to just forget 

Ain’t nothing is worth it when your in my bed 
Your stuck in the sky while your in my head 

And I’m still scared when I wake up 
A thousand ways for us to make up

Thousand Ways [+ flesh x pekarot]

absence

<333 GARDEN AVENUE <333

had the bag its good as mine
knew itd come was a matter of time
i got complacent and i 
got in my bag and i took up my time
fucked a bitch hand on her spine
issey miyake and rare number (n)ine
lost in the process this time

oh no
guess i really fucked up
really its just tough luck
see u when its over

bitch im not new to the grind
do it again and again every time
ill take whats rightfully mine
look to the sky and I follow the signs
im meant for greatness and i
do it again and again every time
paid my rent off of a guy
who thought we were friends cuz i made a beat
why, why 
do i see u every time i close my eyes
and if i couldve changed id do anything for u
i wish i could start over even tho what weve been thru

had the bag its good as mine
knew itd come was a matter of time
i got complacent and i 
got in my bag and i took up my time
fucked a bitch hand on her spine
issey miyake and rare number (n)ine
lost in the process this time

oh no
guess i really fucked up
really its just tough luck
see u when its over

oh no
guess i really fucked up
really its just tough luck
see u when its over

tough luck

taylor swift cover
very personal 2 me
hope u enjoy
<3

august (cover)

Following on from Subway Confessions song, and addiction awareness week in the UK, an uplifting alternative/hip-hop song about struggling with addictions, with each verse given a separate vice, with the resolution in the Chorus, Light at the End.

Change in the artistic direction of the music style genre following the end of summer, and a change in clocks in the UK, reflecting darker sounds. Other tracks in this music style to follow.

Full Lyrics available on Genius soon

[Chorus]
I've been walking through the dark with a head and heart half-used,
But there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, lifting me clean for air,
Yeah, I stumble on the nights when the shadows scream loud,
But that light at the end of the tunnel pulls me from the crowd.

Chasing the Light at the End

Original composition by thAImonk  
Language / Style: Vietnamese – Cinematic Spoken Word / Soft Trap  
Genre: Vietnamese Cinematic Spoken Word / Soft Trap  

A slow Vietnamese spoken-word reflection about time, life and awareness.  
Sparse piano, airy pads and soft low-end textures support a calm, meditative delivery.  

🎧 Free to stream & use on TikTok / Reels (credit @aithaimonk)  
#thaimonk #BanNgoConThoiGian


absence

dean morose

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