This literally brings me back to the times where I used to feel truly alive and had no worries love it <3

usually hate when vocals pan more to my right ear but its akira so

Prod @izwithonez / @Sinxi synths <33 

LYRICS

Kill me in the background

I don't know the truth, How?

She been in my mind all day

and its been

So hard when I see your face

I don't really like the way I'm in

I don't feel the sizes on her cysts

and i seen your scars that's on ya wrists

and its been

So hard when I see your face

Locked up I don't see the gate

So I guess I'm just falling til I hear

But you don't like the way I am

You hate my face you make a stare

You know just what your doing when you say

I don't love you

I never did

I played you with this medicine

When I

called you love inside my arms

I don't love you

Drop

Leave

Don't care for all the love we had

The life beneath our feet

Cuz I been staring at the stars

The life we built it wasn't ours

to truly drift across the parts

That I been living in my dreams

And I don't like the way we talk

You lift me up then kill me off

Im not gon sit here on the block

Above my head ready to drop

So come down

Breaking off the leaves as you talk down

Shaking on my knees what more now

Every part of me cant believe what you stopped

Spotify

I DON'T LOVE YOU

All of the time that i just wasted
Spending all of my days intoxicated
So isolated i need sedation 
Tryna get her out of my head is so brainless

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

I’m lyin when I say im ok 
Cuz You keep Poppin up inside of my brain
And All the shit you said don’t hold any weight
Yeah She tell me that she me love me till she just fuckin didn’t 

With the eyes like diamonds 
Mesemerizin
Youre the one I think of when I close my eyelids
Can I kill the silence I’ve been feelin lifeless
Messin with my head and my heart she a white bitch
All you do is type but the words not vibrant 
She keep pullin me in she hot like a siren
Belive me when I tell you that you help me ease my mind its 
Kinda fuckin crazy that i had you by my side bitch

But now it’s all over 
And I can’t stay sober 
I’m poppin the pain away
And thinkin of better days 

This that drive me to the grave
And our love was just a phase
You treat me like shit most days 
It’s just gonna break me

But now you’re gone 
Every thought feels wrong 
Idk what’s going on 
lately I been so jaded 

She look me in the eyes she could tell that I’m faded
Spreadin nothin but lies you petty and faceless 
I guess Her laugh was a disguise she was plotting my demise 
I can’t tell what’s wrong could you please get me right 
Good sex forgot all the shit that went wrong
I could never speak my thoughts so I put em in a song 

Next thing that I know everyone singin along
And I swear I try my best but I can’t keep holding on 
She knows she was the first that i brought up to my mom 
Try to tell you how I’m feeling but the words are all wrong 

And i miss you even more with the time spent apart 
Said that you need healing coz your thoughts been dark
But she really scared of feeling so she told me let’s part
I hope that you get better cuz youll always have my heart 

Gotta stop scrollin on the feed
Just so I can write on a beat 
But you know he gonna spit some heat
I made 4 racks just last week what you call for
Always on my phone in case it beeps
And your face so pretty in my head repeatin 
I wish i didn’t love her for all the wrong reasons 
She say she gotta go our love was just a season 

Tear drops on her face 
And She Tellin me she made a mistake
I don’t really know what I’m gonna say 
I guess It was going so good till it just fuckin didn’t 

verse again)

this was a love story (prod. gage oakes)

new song featuring the GOAT @cherryrizla

more stuff coming soon...

Lyrics:

making wishes (feat. cherryrizla)[prod. King Theta]

i guess its okay... [+heydium]

ig im trippie redd or sumn idk

you called
and im sorry i missed it
im sorry im distant
i need my redemption
im lost
but im scared to admit it
i need my prescriptions
just so i can fit in

to the standards
you hold me to
but thats okay
im sick of you
ima cauterize the wounds to rid of all you put me thru

gunfire in the trenches of my cortex
cerebral misalignment makes it all feel like a vortex
tantalizing sights reduce all of the melatonin
insomnia is takin over awake til the morning

keep on puffin smoke until my psyche gone
ima stare until my sight be gone
no rights or wrongs
hopin one day that u smite me god
strike a bolt into my forehead make the lights go off

im a minimalistic goddess when it comes to my life
sick of copying popular artists like guardin on winter nights
when i cant think of shit to write down on the paper bound
to the seams of my notebook like im bound to whats in this town

let ur body rot inside the mess you made
polar opposites resolve themselves within the pain
feel the smoke enter my lungs and fog out all my brain
when i take a 2g cone rolled up wit purple lemonade

pack another bowl until i cannot feel my soul now
baby im a goner idk if i can hold out
owoowoooutttttttt owowowoouttt

could u be a savior when im boutta flick the lights out
cuz ion wanna end it truthfully but thats just life now
oowowowowowowowowowowo owowowowwwowwwwww
but thats just life nowwwowowwowowowowwwowowowowowowow

cerebral misalignment

3 (caves x splashgvng)

mixed/mastered by me 
-
produced by https://www.youtube.com/@DanielParisMusic

my dear (daniel paris)

Produced by @irby314 & @jolst
Mixed by @decksmusic
Additional vocals by @prodhorosha
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
Wounded at a young age
Had nobody I could turn to
It’s sickening the things you did
And how I learned through
The example you set
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like the rest

Of my family tree
Rotting from the inside
Branches devoid of leaves
So please
Don’t ever idolize me
These eyes have seen more pain than you would believe

I’ve got a damaged brain
There’s not much can be done
After all I’m just a product
I’m my father’s son
I can’t cope with this all on my own
I kill myself slow
Insisting all the while I’m not suicidal
It’s hard to match expectations I put on myself
I took a step
I took two steps back
How will I know when it’s bad enough to need help
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like

My dear old dad
He was the man of the house
He wasn't often around
Guess what that makes me now
As if the world’s against me
I only rely on myself
Turns out I’m somebody else

Listen on Spotify!

Black Sheep (Prod. irby & Jolst)

If you're reading this I love you. Thank you so much for the support and for listening to this lil song I made! Also, please check out all of the other people that made this track possible. Love ya <3 - kana

Caves:
https://www.youtube.com/@prodcaves/about
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://traktrain.com/caspr

Wisssery:
https://linktr.ee/wisssery

Tnvr:
https://www.instagram.com/tnvr555/

Lyrics:

So this is the end?
I guess
We were lying to ourselves
Didn't want it to end
But I guess
Everything must end

Its just another thing I have to forget
Another person again
Ill probably break down put a scar on my chest
So many nights you had me trapped in my head
Thinking bout times that we spent
So many memories that I cant just forget
I prolly didn't mean a thing
Oh it stings
You made me feel so fucking numb
On top of everything
You made me look so fucking dumb
Embarrassing
I think I'm really done with love
Done with everything
Cause I cant break my heart again
And again
Cant do this all over again
I'm fucking spent
I gotta fix the shape I'm in
So many dents
So many walls again
I wont let no-one in
I wont get hurt again

So this is the end?
I guess
We were lying to ourselves
Didn't want it to end
But I guess
Everything must end

Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a

Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a
Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a

another person to forget (prod. caves and wissery)

worry 'bout urself w/Bmurph [+gaxillic]

(prodbylxcid)

i don't need two hands 
driving in this whip without you still feels lonely
i wanna make 100 grand 
i wanna get you Cartier rings and rollie
your a bad b i'll do it for you 
and i swear that im all my grind just for you 
i only got one life 
so i booked this table for two

your the diamond on my earth yh
your the pearl of my sea 
lets climb all these mountains with you by my side 
im been driving in Calvin's all day that's vibe 

you got my back and i got your back too 
rolls Royce Cullinan stars in the roof 
green eyes i swear i fell in love with them 
your not a 9 girl, your a straight 10 

you call me up and ill be there in 5 
look at my watch and i'm stood there on time 
you looking gorgeous you looking all mine 
Cartier rings and rollie 
i need the Benz need to ball like im Kobe
cut all my friends off
no movement they're frozen 
im in the lead like im cheating im doping 
i need to look back and saver the moment 

your the diamond on my earth yh
your the pearl of my sea 
lets climb all these mountains with you by my side 
I'm been driving in Calvin's all day that's vibe 

i don't need two hands 
driving in this whip without you still feels lonely
i wanna make 100 grand 
i wanna get you Cartier rings and rollie
your a bad b i'll do it for you 
and i swear that im all my grind just for you 
i only got one life 
so i booked this table for two

i push the beta shit up of my chest 
ive been grinding week days week ends and the next
grinding for the cash 
cause i just want bad 
wanna buy you a diamond ring and a Prada bag

driving in this whip without you still feels lonely

prod. wisssery

i think im dying
i dont want violence
i wont sleep, wont close my eyelids
smiling thru pain and dont like it
i did what i could to bite it

u saw the same thing i did
cant lie, i still miss ur lips
my blood seeped thru ur dress
and i think this aint depression
and i think i learned my lesson
oo-
cram it in first,
dont grab ur purse
yeah..
oo!

if i cant lie
then i cant try,
yeah
if i cant smile
then i can lie </3
o - o 
i couldnt care much more than i do,
breaking down my boundaries to make it up to u


( who said im not depressed? )
( im fucked up by thursday next )

who said im not the best?
i know ive been depressed
im in over my head
talking always kills me..

this ain't depression

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my dear (daniel paris)

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