https://open.spotify.com/track/5zVNdiXdxHhKh89tMoJBDg?si=4nw0NLWXS9OMirdmFhZ-hw
OUT ON SPOTIFY!

by my side

its my birthday :)

@jugggio

prod. capsctrl

rarri w/ Jugg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7d7Oh6NdUt8

trapped inside [capsctrl]

feelings [kyoto]

dying4urluv [capsctrl]

i been getting high just to bounce out the lows.
girl i love you please don't go.
and u gotta heart thats filled with gold.
can we be together untill we get old.

i dont really know how to feel or what to do.
if worst comes to worst then i die in my room.
fuck i miss the smell of ur perfume. 
wish i could pause but i gotta resume .

rainy days, i've had enough of this.
make a change, ive always wanted this..
i wont fall, no i wont call it quits.
ever since i met her i knew it was hit or miss.

if worst comes to worst

i see the devil come to life

prod. puhf x 5head

evil in your eyes w/ brecken/slashy

glimmer w/ brecken

baby what’s the deal, why'd u leave me like that pop another pill, I just let the time pass, maybe I can heal I think I would like that, I wish it was that easy, I wish that I could fight that 

giving you my love, why won’t you take it Have u had enough, going thru the toughest times yea this shit is rough, gotta keep up head up, act like u tough, but I’m filled built with love 

yea I’m floating in the sky, flying high still in my mind, baby if I leave, would you cry, leave me behind, I been on my own feeling blind, and it’s been time, I ain’t coming home till I see all the stars aligned

leave me behind

lost all hope w/ lxgn/brecken

psycho. (feat. Jugg GIO)

by my side/forget me

all your love w/ brecken

again and again

you pulled my heartstrings you said you want me dead
I grab the gun load it up and put it to my head,
and I forgotten all the things that you had said to me,
you were a friend of me but now you are my enemy 

and I don’t feel alive no u don’t talk to me unless I cry,
and I don’t wanna go home, cuz it’s in the middle of the night

I’m sorry for loosing your love,
I’m sorry for losing your touch,
if I could take it all back
then girl trust me i fucking would

and I don’t feel alive no u don’t talk to me unless I cry,
and I don’t wanna go home, cuz it’s  in the middle of the night

heartstrings [mommasboy]

imma be honest I don’t even want this but I don’t wanna let go,
all those things I promised, had u in my pocket,
the demons the feelings, and the world, 


and I been giving you my love, and I fear that it’s not enough, they always told me growing up that life is going to be tough, if I woulda known it was this hard I woulda stopped it long ago, but I’m not weak in the mind that’s not the way my story goes

you can catch me in the night time with the demons,  
yea I’m hiding in the shadows,  I have my reasons. 

yea ur in my head i really got my heart up on my sleeve,
yea u said me u love me girl but next day you just went and leave, 
fall asleep, I’m dreaming but my fucking thoughts are falling weak 
I don’t wanna feel like this I got my heart up on my sleeve


I want it all to last but nothing ever lasts in life,
my life has been alright except from all the constant fights, 
just put on ur headphones, close the door shut ur eyes and you’ll make it through the night, everything will be alright just know I’m always by ur side 

imma be honest I don’t even want this, 
I might have to let go, 
if worse comes to worse then I’m sorry for this shit, 
I’m gonna let go

shadows.

it’s not my fault it’s all because of ur stupid little elements, 
one day you mad at me the next day wanna  settle this, 
and I been counting hunnids ever since I was a little kid, 
I got money on my mind all the time, you want me back, 
I been spending most my time laying back smoking pack, 
baby I been on the grind I ain’t got time for that, 
baby you been on my mind always think of coming back,  

yea it’s love or drugs, gotta pick one cuz I can’t get enough, 
I choose the drugs cuz they pick me up I’m stuck, 
I love this shit I wanna live, it’s my life I give, 

you wanna let me go but you know that you would get so sick of this, 
and now ur feeling lonely fiending for that one last little kiss, 
and this the way it had to go someone had to go get rid of it,  
and now I’m chasing for that dream, no bitches here keep listening

elements. [noevdv]

did u get the red flowers beside ur wardrobe?

ghost town w/ brecken

you look fine look so fine in that dress,
I can’t lie, I can’t lie I’m impressed,
miss ur touch, miss the lies, it was for the best,
sunken deep in my ship, don’t find the chest,
all the time on my mind, can I rest,
I’ve been tryna find me ever since I left, (x2)

I’m sorry,
cuz I’ve been in my head again,
the feelings running in my head,
and you know what u want instead,
to live ur life or see me dead,

Yea I know that I fucked up, I won’t do it again,
you say you love me but ur just a friend,
leave it all in the past come to an end,
I know ur trying that’s why I said,

u gotta change ur life, u gotta make it right,
stop popping drugs stop smoking at night,
ur in a tunnel trapped with no light,
I know that you see me I know that u cry

you look fine look so fine in that dress,
I can’t lie, I can’t lie I’m impressed,
miss ur touch, miss the lies, it was for the best,
sunken deep in my ship, don’t find the chest,
all the time on my mind, can I rest,
I’ve been tryna find me ever since I left, (x2)

sunken deep

im stuck up in a tidal wave,
she hit my phone and she said there's no time to waste
i dont hit back but i promise that im okay 
i know the love is here just please stay, dont lose focus

yea yea

i wonder when they'll notice, all those little things
shine so bright like a lotus, like maybe take my hand,
lets walk across the field, but baby dont look back
cuz none of this is real, the stars shine so bright,
so imma take the wheel, and imma drive to some place so far,
to a haunted hill, i know all of this is fake,
its never felt so real, i really dont know whats up
like did i make a deal,  (x2)


its hard to feel like this, why everyday i wake up and i feel like shit
i know its hit or miss, i really hope this works so our future is bright as shit	


i dont know why i try, all i do is write stories and sing these songs

i know they wanna love but i forget the person who i really was

if you gon light the fire, constantly tired, decaying to the bones

just know that i was there for this all, now im just one broken soul

haunted hill [michael harrison]

(cray)

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

i try to fix dis shit but i cant even fall asleep
in the corner of my room is where i sit and weep
so many sins ive done so i just pray my soul to keep
they really out to get me demons why they follow me

(ford)

why they following when I don’t got nothin give
life short
Put a slice on my own wrist

trouble some ever since I was a kid
never wanna live all alone like this

always thought I could make better eventually 
only to know that I’m failing the penalty
oh it’s getting so hard
every single night I’m falling apart
and every time you lie I take it too far

i wanna quit it and look at stars
wait til I’m fitted and living on mars
we gon be planets apart

(cray)

its a common occurence when they walk out on me, oh shit
im done with this life, imma light up a spliff,
was bright as a kid i had so much to give
im liking your presence, but i cannt live

and if i drop and fall, baby please just stay back
why u causing all the problems, why u say that
on the drive home im homesick i hate that,
i took a light dose but it feel like i wont wake up 

all this pain up on my body i dont like dis, 
she say its not fair, i got scared, i light this
please just stop here, ive lost you, my highness
the world was so bright, like ur eyes, ur iris (x2)

(ford)

and if I had another night to tell you something that I wanted to
i would honestly just wanna prove
i only ever wanted you

i dont like this w/ brecken [out on spotify now]

why u in my head
all i see is red
i look at what the note said
they be acting like they blind
until i pull up in A Benz

outside in the rain
foggy in my brain
got no place to stay
all the trees are dead
and winter hit inside i lay,
and i been feeling sad 
so maybe this the fucking day

you can not go try me,
i been thru a lot of shit
so please come and try it
you dont wanna see what i seen,
the blood, the leaves, no peace
im falling down the well i weep

so come with me, come find ur home,
its falling down and i feel so cold
just take me back when times were bright
before the lies, before the freigths

u claim ur broken ur bruised
and the silence just comes around
and i dont care how much it hits
i wont sit this out
and im okay and its alright
i think im heading south
i pack my bags and i move to a small ghost town

outside in the rain [michael harrison]

i really wanna live the dream life, shit but it turns out <3

lyrics: 
this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

I started two years ago, I progressed a bit ,
and I lost A couple friends on the way but it is what it is,
to the people I have now sorry for being so distant,


I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen,
all I see is flaws in myself how I fix this?
I rely on smoke at night to get me to the next day,
without it, it’s like kryptonite it bites me on my worst days,
I don’t drop enough so I gotta up the work rate,

she said I don’t see no flaws you don’t need fucking fixing,
I know you feel lost I can join u with ur mission,
I know that it’s hard living life with addictions


make ur last wish drop the penny in the fountain
we been climbing too long to drop up off this mountain
i been here im soon gone, eighteen years im counting,

I can’t find myself so I made it my life mission,
seek out for help find somebody to listen

this is everything I have I don’t know if this gon work out,
I really wanna live the dream life shit but it turns out,
I don’t know what I want but what if this does work out,
maybe I could help my parents so they never have work now,

up inside my head the voices yea they tell me to stop,
there’s a lack of understanding they don’t know this is all I got,
It really makes me think who would I be without this shit,
maybe lost in my life, without this music I would not be shit,

life mission [michael harrison]

my mind lately: 

please dont leave me to rot, all the things that i thought, finally coming through

its a lot to ask, but can i come round soon and maybe speak to you?

and i got this note, full of things in my head i can go on all day,

shit where do i start? im not feeling real and my mind is grey

and as the time goes and passes, sleeping on an old mattress, blunt ash on the bed,

and im not very productive, im just anxious, destructive, use to love this shit.

i step outside i feel like throwing up, i just wanna know whats up, do you have the answers,

cray there's something you're not telling me but i dont even know myself like am i really fucked

dissociation i lose all my patience, im feeling insane,

heaven gates waiting, far away from the satan, ignited flames

agoraphobia

I can’t lie I can’t focus, 
oh my mind is so broken,  
I can’t get out my words, 
but as soon as I did I wish that never spoken, 
so I crafted a potion, 
in hopes that maybe it could reset, 
all the dark times, freeze me and jus wait here, 
and I’ll wake up sometime in 100 years, 

is this really what u wanted, 
it went down into flames its gone, 
all the memories just burnt, 
all the time I fucked this up, I
don’t know why I make these songs,
I stay I awake I get so turnt, 
im very hurtful just from words 
please stay away I’m such a curse,  
i been feeling like the worst, 
always putting people first, 
so stressed gjrl my head might burst,  

blood up on the ceiling girl u know that I don’t mean it, 
and I know that there’s a reason for this shit I just can’t see it, 
and it’s getting hella dark but dark is what I’m fuckin feeling, 
and I know that I’m just leaving I’ll be back by tomorrow,  
I don’t really mean it, imma hop up on the sea bitch 
imma move away from this town, girl you won’t see my face,

reset [neverforever]

out everywhere <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/3yrYYfxULnZ1xz344uKbUB?si=c0df62a5705445d0

lyrics:
I dont know I dont know what they want 
I walk out with a mask, and they bleed,  
I dip from the scene they will never know its me 
and im not moving towns, bitch im moving overseas  
I think im the reason ur in love w drugs 
I admit it, didn’t mean it, its just love 
how many thoughts I had of this city falling down?

and I did not mean this gotta secret can u keep it?

Please don’t tell a soul like baby I mean this

im so fucking high all the time I can’t think straight

I don’t feel a thing anymore, I’m so stuck

I commit these sins just for what, only karma

I try fix myself but lately I don’t wanna

and I smoke this blunt put 35 now I’m stoned yea

scene [ushanka boy]

@jolst
@fleshgolem
ty guys xx

yea I might freeze
girl I feel the breeze
I dont like it here, it’s dark 
and I can’t find my peace  
i need to find a way to get out of this place, a new release 
ive got these goosebumps up on my skin I need the fleece

Ur always hiding things, hiding things away from me 
and ur so secretive, what’s up with that, what’s wrong with me 
and I just make these songs hoping it would get the best of you 
and im obsessed with making sad songs, im in a mood

and I messed around with fake love, broke heart in two,  
I don’t even gotta lie girl I like to lose, 
it’s a fucking waste of time,  
but that time was spent spent
I wonder after all these years 
where the fuck it went went,

and I wish I never spoken,
karma comes and bites me all the time now I’m woken,
and I don’t expect it to hit me there by the roses, 
never spoken yea, 
voice is broken, 

I’ve been drowning can’t u see me im inside the ocean, 
I love my brothers cuz all my brothers keep me going, 
and I got some haters but I promise they don’t know shit

secretive w/ flesh [jolst]

@notcursed :D

it’s so cold, gotta grab my winter coat, 
I’m alone, it’s just me and the snow, 
I like it though, there’s trouble up in paradise,
it’s petty right, you live a life that’s full of lies

how hard I try, how hard I try I still gon die, 
it’s my now my time I vanish up into the sky, 
I lie right here, I lie right here waiting for you,
hold me tight, hold me tight before I die, 


you think there’s hope but the walls are just closing, 
don’t hold them open ur too weak it’ll crush u, 
and when it’s over I hope that you’ll know this, 
all that you wanted was a bit of closure 

before I die, I will write,
A letter to you, explaining everything that’s on my mind,
if you won’t read please keep it I know another time, 
all the love just dies, i dont know why i try

notcursed:

i wanted to help but i can’t get through
i’ll keep you warm, though you tell me not to
i like you though, i’ll keep you close, hold me here
hold back my tears, i feel too much and i adore
you
trust when i say i’m not gonna hurt you
turn to ice when you’re not there to turn to

keep the letter i can see the light
you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright, i’ll hold you tight

i know there’s hope
though the walls are still closing
just take me with you
your hand i’m still holding

don’t let go
now is not your time
i’m glued to you
we are intertwined 


winter coat w/ notcursed [irby]

I feel like a ghost, 
I wonder through the forest I saw some trails, 
I followed those,  they lead me to a path up to the one of the darkest roads,

I don’t know what will happen, it’s a war we have to fight it, 
get in formation this is not a game you should be frightened, 
sound of wielded swords will never get old, this is it, it’s done, 
now we run, don’t stop, 

I know that its sad you’ll cope, 
a blade through your heart im cold, 
a lot of my boys are dead, 
they fought for this they’re in the snow, 
i brought u some diamonds and gold, 
nothing will repay this tho,
and i know that all this time I’ve been away,  
im a silent ghost, 
 

imma take them all down, 
they fucked up im a wolf yea,
 I won’t lie I will slit their throats 
and look them right in the eye woah, 
so I will sail with my 4 man crew, 
got red in my mind watch what I do 
imma go insane when I see you

silent ghost [wixxy]

i need a way
need a way
from the sorrows
take out the waste
oh my days
i feel so hollow

you blew me away
like the dust from the tables
all love was fake 
yea i know it was fatal
wash away the pain
i have these methods
that i cannot get into
i dont wanna drown in the rain 
but im alone i might just need too

i know all about you
what is life?
its starting to feel just like a game
and i would never doubt you
in the end we'll both go our ways

how hard do i try? 
no matter i will die
and i try finding peace
but turns out its a lie
and im stuck on this path
im fucked in the end
it was a laugh 
but right now im so dead

you blew me away
like the dust from the tables
all love was fake 
yea i know it was fatal

dust [wixxy]

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless 


I don’t even like this shit I really need an exit 
imma roll a blunt or maybe 2 
im in the Lexus 
Lexus, Lexus 
yea she a crazy a bitch and she learning how to hex us, 
you know I don’t give a fuck and you know that I’ll forget this
one day imma sit back and just laugh 

I dont wanna think about it’s all in the past 
We had one argument now there’s blood up in the bath 
you know who the target is when it’s right up on ur back 
I smell all the jealousy cuz they know I’m going far

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless

yungcray

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