youve improved with your music so much and its only getting better, keep it up  <3

mix/master by me 

prod. sorrow bringer

dont know dont know dont know dont know...
if im ever gonna find the right path
dont know which way to go

i been waiting around
i been waiting around

i been waiting around
i been waiting around 

i been contemplatin' which way to say this
i know the cost but i dont know how to pay it 
please stop playin with me 
cuz u know that i would 
give up everything
for just a little bit of room to breathe

lights they flicker as i lay on my bedroom floor
i dont know why tf i even try anymore
none of these ppl really love me
i was foolish to think theyd ever think anything of me
of course they fucking dont...

and i dont wanna wait until theres nothin' left
ima keep on runnin' until my last breath x2 

ohhhhhh

Spotify

waiting around [+sorrow bringer]

Little Good

Little Good (feat. Skele)

@hiraethsry
@prodjpjp 

lyrics
// hiraeth
stab with me with a knife and put it in my back
“i could never love you” wym by that
i don’t wanna die but life is going fast
text me when ur drunk and say you want me back

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

cut around my wrists i’m laying staring at the ceiling
out of body fuck i swear i’m living for a reason
blood trail on my arm i’m steady looking for a meaning
tryna cut you off ur never good to me i’m leaving

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

// geist
what’d i mean to you?
you crossed my name out in red love
held me close, just to say that we’re losing touch
cut me deep and then scream that i’m not enough
want me now, when i say that i’m giving up

here we go again
dancing in the rain
couldn’t save my face
so i ran away
pretty little waist
only caused me pain
covered in my blood
oh, how you love the taste

did you mean it?
tell another lie or you could say that i’m the reason
people fucking change but just as not as quick seasons
you know that i’m hurting so just leave me in the deep end

Intrude w/ hiraeth [JPJP]

thank you for listening <3
@yokaidreams
@livingpuffy

// lyrics 
// geist
up all night till i blackout, yeah
lights off at your place now, yeah???
eyes glued to your waist down :)  
getting so sick of this ghost town 
 
tell me whats been on your mind 
you seem so out of it 
truth is I’ve been killing myself 
to stay relevant 
i don’t want to talk about it
just take me to bed again 
cause everyone’s a friend 
just to reap to the benefits  
 
won’t tell you how i feel cause i might regret it
i don’t want to be the one who’s losing now  
steady building skeletons in my closet 
everybody smiles but i’m still breaking down :(
in the middle of the night 
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 
fake another smile, tell another lie
tell me it’ll be alright, be alright 

// yokai 
hands around my neck I'm choking out
hard to be me when they say that
i’m too laid back
never gonna make it
grow up, face facts
gotta make the payments

and she tells me that we'll be alright but i doubt that
i gotta find a way to get out but i’m trapped
i thought that i could finally find a way to bounce back
forget it tho

spotify

be alright w/ yokai dreams [living puff]

Out on streaming 6/24

Twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Autumn: https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

lyrics:

yokai-

new me
at least i hope so
new you, and i know that much for sure
you got a new man
i hope he treats you the best tho
cuz i know that you deserve the world and more

she's a death valley summer,
i'm november in alaska
the more i try and let it go
the more i end up back there
you moved on i'm not surprised
cuz so should i but i reside
within my own romanticized
ideas of you and i

i'm holding on
so tight my hands are cold and numb
i wish that i was what you want
but i'm just riddled with flaw
you are my only one

autumn-

all i'm left is this cold drink
my head is on sideways
i'll stop by the forest
and forget all the fine things
do these mirrors deceive me?
why's my face so disgusting 
i've lasted so long, 
but been holding onto nothing...

no one even noticed
i've been sentenced
a lifetime of silence

the difficulty of living, is on par with existing to begin with..
we exist to purge our thoughts; to become our own vessel.
find balance-...

time just twisted itself in knots
it tried to turn me to frost
i fuel up with love and scorn
DON'T WANNA FEEL ANYMORE

yokai-

YOU SHOULD KNOW I REALLY HATE THAT
I'M SICK OF ARGUING
BUT I WON'T SAY THAT
I'M LOSING TOLERANCE
I GAVE YOU ALL OF IT
AND YOU DON'T PAY BACK
SO QUITE YOUR HOLLERIN
I CANNOT TAKE THAT
SEE YOU ON THE WAY BACK

Death Valley w/ autumndropsdead (stezzyxl)

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

lyrics - 
damage to my brain got me turning 
wouldn’t speak a word unless u wanted
is it me or am i going down a spiral
everyday i’m waking up with more problems
i feel alright for the moment 
don’t get too used to who i am in person 
cos the way i lose control is too concerning 
and you wouldn’t like me anyway im certain 

u wanna take it all the way?
shame i never felt the same oh no
tried to tell you what i meant
but you only focused on yourself

think i found somewhere to hide 
no light no dark just right 
make a promise that you’ll never leave my side
make a promise that you’ll never let me die

don’t wanna talk
don’t wanna stay here anyway
god it’s all too much to keep up day to day 
is it right to think that i’d be better off
jumping to my senses knowing all along
nothing mattered there was nothing at the golden arch
infatuated with the thought of never giving up
what’s the point when everybody does the fuckin same? 
what’s the point of even feeling fuckin anything?

u wanna take it all the way?
shame i never felt the same oh no 
tried to tell you what i meant
but you only focused on yourself

think i found somewhere to hide 
no light no dark just right 
make a promise that you’ll never leave my side
make a promise that you’ll never let me die

damage

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry
But then I fuck it up again
I know you're trying to help but when you call
I know we can't be more than friends
If I'm not enough for you right now
Go ahead and leave
Cuz It's not getting any better
You can blame me if you want

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And she said don't go
The nights get so cold
But I still ran away, I hate LA
Can't eat, my bones show
And I know that you're hurting
For that, I'm sorry
But I won't let you take it out on me
I won't let go of my hopes
Don't say it's just a dream

I think I should call it a night
I've been staring too long at this screen
If you wanna leave, you can go
It makes it easy for me

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

sometimes, i pretend like i don't see it

introduction
prod/ft my good friend @greenwood2000
<3

lyrics:
something was stolen
something i borrowed
must’ve been open
must’ve been hollow
& open progression
is nothing but awful
i trample my thoughts
till they’re tougher to swallow

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

greenwood:
I put some distance out into the worlds
And I never trip about the way that it hurts
And I think they buried me deep in the dirt
But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse

Seventeen years in a hospital bed 
And they treat me different I know what it is
And it'd take a year to explain what it did
When I got a phantom inside of my limbs

Closed down, held over
And I found the worst way to tell you
And I couldn't leave but I'd let you
And tell me you think I'll be dead soon

Held down, I'm closer
And I found the best way to end it
And I didn't sleep just pretended
And fucked up my life like your friends said

its passion that kills you,
the nerve’s gonna drive you insane
(cant take back what i said, 
im the one you can blame)
i can’t stand to look back
when the only thing there is your name
(not the man in your heart,
he had went with the pain)
i took this as a loss
when i should’ve been counting the days
(its a pattern i keep,
wish i’d throw it away)
its a wish on a star
you’re the one thing that’s keeping me sane
(i know its too late)
i’m losing this game
when you’re learning to lose
well, the world isn’t spinning the same

learning to lose

learning to lose w/ greenwood

spotify & apple music!

If you're reading this I love you. Thank you so much for the support and for listening to this lil song I made! Also, please check out all of the other people that made this track possible. Love ya <3 - kana

Caves:
https://www.youtube.com/@prodcaves/about
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://traktrain.com/caspr

Wisssery:
https://linktr.ee/wisssery

Tnvr:
https://www.instagram.com/tnvr555/

Lyrics:

So this is the end?
I guess
We were lying to ourselves
Didn't want it to end
But I guess
Everything must end

Its just another thing I have to forget
Another person again
Ill probably break down put a scar on my chest
So many nights you had me trapped in my head
Thinking bout times that we spent
So many memories that I cant just forget
I prolly didn't mean a thing
Oh it stings
You made me feel so fucking numb
On top of everything
You made me look so fucking dumb
Embarrassing
I think I'm really done with love
Done with everything
Cause I cant break my heart again
And again
Cant do this all over again
I'm fucking spent
I gotta fix the shape I'm in
So many dents
So many walls again
I wont let no-one in
I wont get hurt again

So this is the end?
I guess
We were lying to ourselves
Didn't want it to end
But I guess
Everything must end

Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a

Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a
Lately I cant get any sleep
I've been abusing these drugs
They got me trapped in a dream
I say fuck being in love
That shit don't mean anything
Id rather damage my lungs
So high I cant feel a thing
So high I cant feel a

another person to forget (prod. caves and wissery)

3/4/23
original song credits towards @sewerperson // @hatefulbeats

this shit's gotten me through some of the most fucked days
thought i'd cover it
yea

9TAILS - Ready Set Go (cover)

it's just another thing i have to forget...

another person to forget (prod. caves and wissery)

kana

Recent comments

airy

xiaaa >:)

shizukesa.

dylan lotus

Related tracks