HOW HIGH

LA 

Verse 1
It’s the days before school
It’s the nights of half-moon
There’s just something about wanting you more
You’re the wheels to my bike
I’m the wind in your tide 
There’s just something about not dying now you know

Pre-chorus
In my bed, is it all in my head? 

Chorus
When you’re wide awake, do you think of me at all?
I’d love it if you call me on the phone
When you’re wide awake, do you think of us at all?
‘Cause I don’t wanna spend midnight alone
I could never spend midnight alone

Verse 2
I live far away from your side of the city and
I’m still on that train all for you on the weekend
But if there’s someone I gotta worry ‘bout, can you now
Tell me everything, don’t let your whereabouts wear me out
And I see in your eyes
There’s just me and no one else
But just how far will you go to make my heart believe?

Pre-chorus
Look at you, does it hurt you just to try?

Chorus
When you’re wide awake, do you think of me at all?
I’d love it if you call me on the phone
When you’re wide awake, do you think of us at all?
‘Cause I don’t wanna spend midnight alone

Bridge 
When all my heroes died in vain
You stayed with me through the days 
Baby, you made me less alone
We can watch the summer rain
As melancholic music plays
Baby, you made me less alone
Oh, please just tell me when

When I’m wide awake, all I think about is you (you)
I love it when you call me on the phone (call me on the phone)
When I’m wide awake, what is there for me to do
If I don’t get to spend my nights with you?
I just wanna spend midnight with you

Yeah

(wide awake)
(wide awake)
(wide awake)
(wide awake)

LA (summer rain)

summer rain

feelit

[Verse 1]
3 AM, you still up in the club
And you sway like a fool
But you ain't fooling anyone
My mind is a mess, I’d still give you my best
When the night is still young
Know you're getting some, getting some
Say it’s only for tonight

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(It's me feeling my feelings)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
(Do you feel, do you feel it?)
Do you feel it?

[Verse 2]
Put your headphones on, play a favorite song
Gotta get boys so you hit the gym, hit the gym
(And I hit the gym, hit the gym, mmm)
Reassure me you won't outgrow me
But now he's on your screen
Bet you’ll take a leap, dance with him
The way you did with me
Oh

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(It's me feeling my feelings)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
Do you feel it?

[Bridge]
And the cycle goes
You two travel close
And what hurts me most
You got matching clothes
And I fall below like some dominos
You don't know how much I miss you when you're gone
‘Cause I wish I was the one

[Chorus]
On nights like this
Can’t touch me, if you try
You'll watch me multiply
(Nights like this)
Love like this
It slips right through my hands
My heart pounds through my chest
Only if you feel it
Without me

[Outro]
No one taught me
How someone felt everything for you can feel nothing for you
Someone once brought heaven to you can leave you in hell for good
Still, I want it all
It’ll come after all
Yeah, I heal slow ‘cause I loved you two years and more
You hand me a grocery list
Or where you wanna live
In the future
But I’m sure you don’t remember at all
Well, it is what it is
And nothing can stop me
Oh, on nights like this

feelit

luxurious

[Verse 1]
I’m on a fast car to see you
The butterflies sink in, I’m thinking “wait time is the worst”
When anyone can just wait on you
I just wanna make you proud when you walk with me
Can you wrap your arms around when that’s all I need
Say you’re still mesmerized after so many times you’ve seen me all dressed up
You’ll just go…

[Chorus]
Crazy over me
I’m your luxury you’ll keep
Thinking about me
Like I’m gonna leave
Bewitched by the view
But I just wanted you to feel…
Feel luxurious
(I just want you to feel)

[Verse 2]
One side of my collar is upturned (upturn)
Tiptoed on fires that you burn (burn)
Just crushed a car making a u-turn
I keep replaying everything we’ve done (done yeah)
Making our home out of (hotels)
Truth or dare when we’re drunk (no one can tell)
I dare you to make me the king of all kings
I’ll change the world in the clink of my rings
The diamonds are real ‘cause my feelings are
In a shelter full of shattered hearts
I’ll be your baby
Daily and nightly
Look how I glisten when I go to pieces for you
You
You’ll just go…

[Chorus]
Crazy over me
I’m your luxury you’ll keep
Thinking about me
Like I’m gonna leave
Bewitched by the view
But I just wanted you to feel…
Feel luxurious

[Bridge]
Happiness is hard to come by
And harder to keep alongside
Even if it’s ephemeral, I still wanna feel
Young and high
I handsomely bought you some gifts
Please promise you’ll really like ‘em
And I’ll promise to leave you much better than how I met you
Every time you go

chorus
Crazy over me
I’m your luxury you’ll keep
Thinking about me
Like I’m gonna leave (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Bewitched by the view
But I just wanted you (you) to feel…
Feel luxurious

Outro
You can't really fight this
Think you'll really like this
(With me)
You can't really fight this
Think you'll really like this
(I wanted you)
You can't really fight this
Think you'll really like this
(Wanna feel)

luxurious

bedroom eyes

Verse 1
With the wind is how you disappear 
I’m only yours, so why won't you take me?
The winter’s coming, it's a storm outside
I sent you pictures, you were cold as ice

Chorus
What is happening to me?
Look at you and I see stars
Hurts to watch you from afar
When I’m right here
Come back and tell me what you need
Why were you two in a car 
Driving down the boulevard?
When you said ‘jump’,
All I said was ‘how high?’
And every night I try
But it's too difficult to be near
So, tell me how to disappear

Mmm

Verse 2
Love is blind, so you couldn’t see me
Picking petals off wilted daisies
So, why the hell am I in a suit tonight?
Oh, what does he have that I can't provide?

Chorus
What is happening to me?
Look at you and I see stars
Hurts to watch you from afar
When I’m right here
Come back and tell me what you need 
Why were you two in a car (will you tell me, baby?)
Driving down the boulevard?
When you said ‘jump’,
All I said was ‘how high?’ (huh?)
And every night I try
But it's too difficult to be near
So, tell me how to disappear

Bridge
Come back and tell me what you need
Oh, this is how I’ll disappear 
Ahh
Tell me

Chorus
Now what is happening to me?
Look at you and I see stars
Hurts to watch you from afar
When I’m right here
Come back and tell me what you need
Why were you two in a car
Driving down the boulevard?
When you said ‘jump’, (jump)
All I said was ‘how high?’ (high)
And every night I try (night)
But it's too difficult to be near
So, tell me how to disappear



how to disappear

Intro
What does that mean you can't love me?
What does that mean you can't touch me?
What does that mean you can't love me?
What does that mean you can't touch me?

Verse 1
Once upon a time
We’re two of a kind
Two peas in a pod
Man, who would have thought 
New toys that you bought
Mind tricks that he taught
Made you nonchalant

He's now in your premises
He looks fabulous
Vacant promises
You forgot ‘bout us
You did it for fun
My pen is a gun
Now I’ll go for blood

Chorus
Last night, you fled the scene
For a reckless abandon
And I begged on my knees
You still left me stranded
Now remind me again
If he's only a friend
Why are you in bed holding him da-da-da down?

Why are you in bed holding him?

Verse 2
You could try to lie
Hit me with defence
You could try to cry
Beg me for a chance
You could buy some time
Do another dance
You didn't even try

So I sharpened up a knife
Mapped out every house 
Sharpened up my mind
Labelled every file
Nothing to deny
Nor to clarify 
You did it in daylight
With me!

Chorus
Last night, you fled the scene
For a reckless abandon
And I begged on my knees
You still left me stranded
Now remind me again
If he's only a friend
Why are you in bed holding him da-da-da down?

Bridge
And you'll lose him the same way you got him
Yeah, you'll lose him the same way you got him
And you'll hurt him the same way you hurt me (hurt him, hurt him)
Yeah you'll hurt him the same way you hurt me (hurt him, hurt him)
That wasn’t the first time
That night I showed up in a cropped shirt 
I thought you are gonna wanna touch me back on the bus
Back of the cinema (da-da-da down!)
But somehow you were not really feeling it
No one had me waiting up the way you did
I was all for you, I can’t believe you now

Chorus
Last night, you fled the scene
For a reckless abandon
And I begged on my knees 
You still left me stranded (stranded again)
Now remind me again (remind me)
If he's only a friend (he's a friend, huh)
Why are you in bed holding him da-da-da down?

Outro
What does that mean you can't love me?
What does that mean you can't touch me?
What does that mean you can't love me? 
Why are you in bed holding him da-da-da down?









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