See YouTube lyric video for live lyrics:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qulx6F1XebQ

Lyrics:
Chemical imbalance and its furious thrusts
The price I wouldn't pay for a moment of calm
A strong will confined in a withering shape
Kicking and screaming perpetually

Many thoughts, many seasons passed
Countless hours spent in turmoil
Beyond the inner twists, what truly remains of me?
Is peace only found in the endgame?

Even lazy summer days are filled with abstract need
In endless search for what's missing beneath

A creeping sense of desperation
The twisted faces in the periphery
A reluctant smile, facade of the unseen
Spiralling thoughts of what could have been

The intoxicating moments when I gaze into a world of colours
This flicker of life is a haven, yet the ultimate of insults
Nothing remains of intuition and instinct, core and essence
I am but a machine, the martyr of my own creation

At the heart of what could have been
In light of what I've become
I feel betrayed
The glimmering surface is rid with holes

Lineup on the song:
Stefan Nordström - guitars, vocals (Desolator, Ending Quest)
Jonas Bergkvist - bass (Desolator, Ending Quest, Wolfcross)
Mike Watts - drums, electronics, mixing, mastering (Sleepwalkers, Terminus)
Mikko Heikkilä - guest vocals (Kaunis Kuolematon, ex-Black Sun Aeon, ex-Sinamore)

Chains

Fuck you all!

Nacht & Isarn preproduction stuff..
As long its here, its not finished yet.. 
it is all just demo material, keep it in mind!
For Isarn take a look at the rehearsal album, as Isarn is getting prefered now!
Or better follow Isarn with the links below..

https://soliloquium.bandcamp.com/
https://www.facebook.com/Soliloquium-236215949804095/

Soliloquium is a death/doom band from Stockholm, Sweden. Our main influences are Katatonia, Anathema and Paradise Lost. We've released three EP's and two full-length albums. The third album "Things We Leave Behind" is out 16 March 2020 on Naturmacht Productions/Rain Without End Records.

Electronic noises 
I co-found a duo with my friend Artur
on guitar - Surfers Like Us

Chains

Soliloquium - Swedish doom metal