@imstillamisfit  

im so lost
im so confused
i dont know
how to deal with myself

im so gross and weird

im so INSECURE

IM SO INSECURE

i hate these things about me
so INSECURE
i hate the flaws on 

MYSELF

SO INSECURE
SO INSECURE

INSECURE

insecurity988

The acorn brain tree

Living Grief Americana | Repetitive loss ballad

Every Sunday, the same drive.  
The same sign-in.  
The same chair.  
The same stranger wearing my son's face.

Addiction doesn't kill once.  
It kills every visit.

Worn exhausted voice, zero vibrato, spoken routine to weighted grief.  
Sterile acoustic institutional motif → building dread → full mechanical weight.

Tempo: 56 BPM | Time signature: 4/4

Some grief has no end.  
Just visiting hours.

#VisitingHours #LivingGrief #DarkAmericana #AddictionLoss #FolkHorror #RepetitiveGrief #56BPM #4/4

Visiting Hours

WELCOME TO THE FUNERAL

Love you (prod.Haruhi)

BrokenHeartEmoji

just messin around wit tha homie

LYRICS:
Refrain: Vehemntt
 
I no longer read the time, I no longer hear the bell,
I no longer check your Instagram, I hope you’re doing well
No, I don’t know you anymore
No, I don’t know you anymore
 
There’s no reason to say shit, you’re petty as fuck,
I keep it real like a textbook, go home and we get drunk
Now I never see you anymore
Now I never see you anymore
 
Verse 1: Vehemntt
 
I wish that I said how I felt when you left him,
I'm a little skeptical, don't get me wrong, I'm obsessed and
I think that you may be the only one I can think of,
baby you are my oneitis, you're the cup that I drink from
 
You're the spoils of a war that I've fought with myself,
If you're a liquor, baby, kiss me from the top of the shelf
I can't remember if you're sexy, baby show me yourself
I've never been one for self-care, you're bad for my health
 
Chorus 1: Trix
 
I don't need you anymore
I don't need you anymore
I can't feel you anymore
But I feel her getting warm
 
Better things in sight
Better girls in sight
Don't say I'm your friend
Shut up, that you know
Shut up, that you know
 
Bridge: Vehemntt
 
Feelin' myself lately, baby (what?)
Talk of the town lately, baby (woo!)
You know me, love me, hate me
Tryna make me jealous on the gram, shit don't faze me
 
If I don't reply, I don't want it, don't chase me
I'm a little shit, that's the way God made me
Shout to OF, Golf, them shits raised me
If I don't reply, I don't want it, don't chase me
 
Refrain: Vehemntt
 
I no longer read the time, I no longer hear the bell,
I no longer check your Instagram, I hope you’re doing well
No, I don’t know you anymore
No, I don’t know you anymore
 
There’s no reason to say shit, you’re petty as fuck,
I keep it real like a textbook, go home and we get drunk
Now I never see you anymore
Now I never see you anymore
 
Verse 2: Vehemntt
 
It was great while it lasted, but baby I'm done,
I think it's time that I run free, and smoke in the sun, cuz baby
We ain't the same no more
I'm getting older, you're still younger than I thought, so now I'm done
 
The grass is always greener on the other side
So now I'm rollin' with the homies and a bigger pride
I've never been the one to call myself unsatisfied,
But bitch you're at the bottom, in the dark, this where you reside
 
Chorus 2: Trix
 
In those eyes I see the light
See no wrong, see the light
Face so cute, it shines so bright
Face so cute, it shines so bright
 
And now I think I feel alright
Cuz you and me, yeah we alright
I really fell,
With you baby,
My problems died
 
Bridge: Vehemntt
 
Feelin' myself lately, baby (what?)
Talk of the town lately, baby (woo!)
You know me, love me, hate me
Tryna make me jealous on the gram, shit don't faze me
 
If I don't reply, I don't want it, don't chase me
I'm a little shit, that's the way God made me
Shout to OF, Golf, them shits raised me
If I don't reply, I don't want it, don't chase me

TO YOU, WITH LOVE! (ft. Trixplice)

S e x t a p e -hellboy bby keo!

This ep tells a story of significant experiences I've dealt with over the past few years. Talking about crushes, failed friendships, my self love journey, and having hope, but also fearing for the future. This collection of songs means so much to me and i really hope you enjoy it! <3

melody

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