Deathoffeb

6 Dogs

Beautiful Whips

Puncture Wounds (Prod. JI Beats)

Old feelings that weren't ever meant to be heard

(deathoffeb)

And if this don't break your heart
Ima know I should've felt stupid from the start 
Ima know I'm never gonna be the thing you want 
Cause you're claiming that you lost, yet you livin in the dark 
But it's okay, bitch I grew up there too
Back when I figured I had nothing left to lose 
Nah
Back when you didn't pick and choose over me and other dudes 
They don't see you like I do
Nah
I won't trust another soul like you 
But I've been at my lowest since before I met you 
Won't ever forget everything you put me through
But All this shit is nothing new 
Got my ego back today right where you threw my fucking heart away 
Was livin in the dark for like a year, ain't pictured darker days 
Fighting for my happiness like that was my King Arthur phase 
Mordred with a sharpened blade 
No wonder I can't walk away 
But maybe I wasn't lyin
When I said that I'd be fine 
But I'm hopin that you feelin real alone tonight 
Im hoping that you gettin real cold tonight..

to be low

soundcloud.com/lilbootycall
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she the devil in the night
oh, and she wants my soul
she dont want no other guy 
she wants me alone

she the devil in the night
oh, and she wants my soul
she dont want no other guy 
she wants me alone

ive been gone, ive been lonely
ive been frowned apon
ive been beat up, ive been sore,
and ive been wanting to die
i was wrong
and you know what i need
you got what i want

she the devil in the night
oh, and she wants my soul
she dont want no other guy 
she wants me alone

i remember back then
used to get bullied, but baby thats past tense
all the bullies be like 'what happened'
im a star now, guess whos laughing
i could care less what they think
just know that im a star
all the negative that you bring
please keep that shit apart

and i know ?????
yeah my soul ?????
and i know ??????
yeah my soul ?????
and i know ??????
yeah my soul ?????

she the devil in the night
oh, and she wants my soul
she dont want no other guy 
she wants me alone

when the drink is gone
and the smoke is clear
and my friends are gone
youll be right here
waiting for the moment
to give you my soul

✿ lilbootycall ✿ ~ she devil

Lil Waterbed- icrashedthehonda

rough mix

i'm leaving soon

Love you
I hate that you don’t, feel the same way as me
We don’t know where you going, or what happened between us
But we, know it’s time to go

Look who it is, colorless 'fit
She left again, I came back with a pen
We saw the end, she back with her friends 
Actin unphased actin unbothered 
Admit I've been feelin strange 
Unsettled feelings keep getting the best of me 
Know that somethings never change 
Livin in moments and proceeding carefully 
Something to give, thrown in a bin 
Periods before the stories begin 
Know what we've been, it got lost in a whim
So lonely she gets at a flip of a switch 
Now I’m questionin, guessin on myself 
I’m slippin and watchin the time melt 
Got me questionin, guessin on myself 
I’m slippin and watchin the time melt 
But I bite my tongue, swallow my pride 
Unload the gun, I just dropped the knives 
Know it’s better if I keep myself quiet
Like why cut the leaves off a plant that’s dyin? 
She a rose from that beer garden 
And I'm emotionless and steel-hearted
Wears emotions like clear garments
Right up on the arm big signs, be cautious 
Hearts on the sleeves boutta break, don’t drop em 
Runnin in circles gonna get you so nauseous 
And if it’s too heavy, better weigh your options 
Under my skin doing shit on purpose 
And it’s workin 
Years of being so worthless, guess I just never knew what my worth is

Now who am I and who are you?
I really wanna tell the truth 
But I can't 
So instead I pick sleepless nights and watch my hands pile up with the xans 
It was like a few months I should’ve ended up dead 
Dealin with the stomach pains, ain’t nothin to my head 
Cause I’d been thinking about the shit I’ve said 
Thinking bout the tears you shed 
If you didn’t know what you knew back then 
Prolly wouldn’t get cold when the months passed ten 
Wouldn’t go so ghost when we livin past tense 
Still time passin, what I don’t expect 
Is no differences
So diffident, and everything happened again 
And in the end it’s no innocence, nah 
No innocence 
And she goes out to parties more than she go out to churches
And man, she just wanna have fun and she can’t see how hard I’m working 
Got my back against the wall and left me hanging like the curtains 
So now every time we talk, it ends with "this shit isn’t working" 
Man I said this shit before, we livin two planets apart
Said I’d get no feelings involved, now we got here in all out war 
And man I said this shit before, we livin two planets apart 
She said she scared lose it all, I shoulda seen it from the start

But fuck, I Love you
I hate that you don’t, feel the same way as me
We don’t know where you going, or what happened between us
But we, know it’s time to go

no innocence (2PLANETSAPART)

N if I have to tell the truth, it’s that these feelins I’m expressing run way deeper than my music 
See my flowers weren’t blooming like these views that I’m accruing 
Added up, still insufficient 
Got used to stop my bitchin 
And now the fact that I’m alone just ain’t so comforting 
It’s been a couple months, I miss my idol 
Still I’m itchin for a bone to pick And distant from survival 
Catch em slipping where he dormin, had his bitch just hittin high notes
Only I know, that I’ve been livin life caught up in cycles 
Puttin quarters for some time alone when laundry starts to pile 
Meanwhile they’ll up rifle with they eyes closed 
And will point it at your fucking peace of mind though
And have everybody screamin while reaching to squeeze the piece 
And that Region hold all the rejects, ain’t reachin to keep the peace 
Decency isn’t seen when you sick of seein defeat
Stay Refusing to play for keeps keep my vision off of the screens 
But come correct, might snap at the next one callin me unstable 
Can’t waste my breath, trippin off what they say underneath the table 
I’m Invested in something greater than vests protecting the angles 
They cover up with they ego when showin off getting faded 
all the same like askin parents who they favorite is
Kids play the game, act like they happiness ain’t faking them 
I got too much up on my plate to keep on shaking hands 
With people not givin fucks about half the shit I’m saying
But I pop culture through this pop filter
How many I times I gotta say it to these people, I can’t rock wit ya

dorms

ANYTHING U COULD DO I COULD DO BETTER 

Rock w a youngin till my guap in abundance 
N Im movin through yo spot, lately been like fuck it 
Ain’t no tellin what I’m tuckin but I keep dat shit on me 
Dirty $$$ in my pockets I ain’t neva lookin dusty 
Tell me why u still talkin if u see me and u ducking 
If u see me when u walking then ya chain u better tuck it 
N I run shit up on my own, 
Member back in high school all em faggots was my clones 
Revenge on my clothes, air forces w da bones
Skeletons in my closet bitch I always been alone
So I ride solo keep my eyes so closed I ain’t checkin ona stupid shit they doin on da low 
Got da reaper on da phone, been sayin that it’s time 2 go 
Put dat boy on hold a couple kids want smoke 
Ride wit yo slime
Got me seein like red rose in 09
Got my young bulls that ride when it’s time 
N my knees don’t buckle kid, ima be fine 
Ima get mine 
Pussy boy talk down I ain’t lettin shit slide
Blue face $$$ clips every time I drop dimes
So I’m up for 4 nights makin sure dis shit tight


Money Makin Vic:

Fallin victim to this game baby fore play
Hunnids fallin on the dash on the highway
Green lights lil nigga yea its pay day 
Strapped up throw it up like im tay kay 
4 rings on the grill while im cruzin
Lights off cant see me when im movin
Windows tinted cant tell what im doin
Diamonds dance all u see when im zoomin
Uh lil kid betta fall back in line 
Talk to me when yo drip to starta shine gotta rondo on me and that bitch holdin dimes gotta lot on my mind and its just money signs bitch im back
Bitch im back and its real all these clown ass niggas wanna talk wheres yo steel whats yo deal
 you play around with the shit 
I aint playin when it comes to these chips , blue face like its stich, foreigns in lot which one im Gon pick one day when im rich and im shinin on top, bust down on the wrist man this shit holdin rocks while i drown u just drip first pick while u last im the lotto i when i hit, cuz its M’s comin soon double up cuz im Vic and im well known round the city where they all crips

DEAD OR DROPOUT

DEAD OR DROPOUT w/ MMV

this one is for me

death of February 11, 2019

And I've been on the go, for a long time 
And 
I just needa know, is you still down
Is you with me?
Lately got some shit that got me empty
So it's late nights in front of screens up with M.T
Way back when all this shit was still NME's and curses comin at me like the Kennedys 
And she don't love me she just lonely, cause deep inside she wish she never got to know me
Me either 
But everybody's fallin spring fever 
Holdin hands I miss a game to sit with her up in the bleachers 
I watched the sun tumble down
Behind a ocean of her feelings 
Then I watched her wave goodbye before the currents turned rivers
Damn
But then I traded in my goals for some happiness 
And then I lost them both and I ain't had em since 
(Tragic)
Couldnt tell if it's reflections but you deep blue 
I've been walkin with my skeletons they see through 
(Wine glass) 
Got a mountain full of problems I can't hike past
And I just keep droppin the ball when she hike that 
Send a text up to God, get no reply back
But on Sundays know you know where you can find me at 
Come to Thursdays, poppin downers in the culdesac 
Middle of the night gun point where they hold us at 
(BLAST IT)
Cause I be really feelin like there's really nothing left 
Stayin up for 4 days and still feelin like I overslept
Probably got a couple boundaries that they've overstepped
But I just say Im solvin problems that's within myself
Like 
I hate my voice, I hate my skin, I hate this breath 
I hate my verbs, my choice of words, I haven't slept
Still hate my dreams, I hate these feelings in my chest
I hate all these opinions in my head 
I hate my hate my eyes, I hate my lies, hate  when you walk away 
I hate that goals end up like paper in that ash tray 
I hate when i gotta hide you see me 
Hate knowing that I feel that you dont need me
Hate that everything I care about will end up leavin 
A lot of times I hate the fact I'm even breathing (Exhale)
Stomach full of pain that I was having trouble swallowing
Cause God filled up my plate then gave some shit for me to wallow in 
Pepto for depression till it's flowin like the casualties
From wars inside my head and all the martyrs that be after me 
Cause I've been on the go, for a long time 
And 
I just needa know, is you still mine 
Is you you with me?

DEAD OR DROPOUT w/ MMV

endoffeb