DEATH DILEMMA
30.06.2021 
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produced by @pxlse , featuring @biv

ACT 1: OPTIONS ft. @biv
lyrics apache:

oh fuck
i dont see another way out
in my head are voices i can hear them shout, loud
everyday im feeling knocked out
everyday im getting more and more burned out
yuh
suicidal thoughts, drugs make it worse
fuck it imma pop another fucking perc
fuck it imma roll another blunt
i just wanna feel empty, cold and numb
dont wanna hear any fucking sound
yeah the voices they are screaming so loud
yeah they want me to take me out
thats why i put the barrel in my mouth

ACT 2: END THIS
lyrics apache:

im gonna end this
put the barrel in my mouth
and ill let it rain bitch
im gonna end this
put the barrel in my mouth
im gonna let it rain bitch
im gonna end this
put the barrel in my mouth
and ill let it rain bitch
blood is raining
ill end this
i am insane bitch
put the barrel in my mouth
im gonna end this

OPTIONS (ft. BIV) // END THIS [PROD. PULSE]

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @audioabomination

(the lyrics are pretty bad but many people have asked for them)
lyrics:
im overdosed by emotions and my pain 
i feel im wasted of my mind and all my lyrics in my head 
do you really think that I'm just pretending and i am playing a game?
i'd want to talk about my money like you all  but i'm not the same 

im not a kid who needs to prove you that im here to be a little noticed 
Instead i'm talking bout how now i feel, bypassing these narcissists
you think my shit's so boring and all the same, but i am the same in life 
I'm still feeling really bad, and as long as that i'll forever remember that knife

i can spit on all your faces when you look at me 
i'd like to stay in the shadows and shallows 
im digging me to six feet deep 

i was taking all the bullshit with patience 
but patience is dead so im vacant  
i swallow my blood and im faking it 
i faking like i was happy yeah  

so im taking  
to faking 
to make it
no questions 
don't feel 
so elation  
it's like 
a depression 

against all the pressure  
im walking a messed up
my skin is so wasted
i cant holding on! 

i fucked up, im still fucking wasted now

i cant fucking holding on now 
i'd like to have a gun to shoot my stupid brains out 
i dont give a single fuck about you with me or you not 
if you we're not with me that time when i was need to see a little hope

exhaustion. [prod. svrviiive]

PROD BY @PXLSE @AKVRI

LYRICS:

SHATTER DREAMS, BREAK YOUR FACE
ON THE BLOCK NO DISGRACE
BENT ON CHAOS NO ESCAPE
BETTER RUN OR MEET YOUR FATE
AY, BETTER RUN OR MEET YOUR FATE

IM A DEMON YOU CANT STOP ME
BLOODY VISION EARS ARE BUGGING
WEAPONS COCKED, 

DEATHSLEFTHAND, COLD KILLER
SPIT YOUR BLOOD, GRIM CHILLER
LOADED GUN, NO FILLER, NO THRILLER

I GOT DEMONS IN MY HEAD
NEVER SLEEP, ALWAYS FED
ON THAT LIQUOR, ON THAT BREAD

FOUR FIVE LOST MY SOUL TO THE STREET
TAKE A HIT, FEEL THE HEAT
CHASE THE HIGH, FEEL COMPLETE
BUT IT'S NEVER ENOUGH, CAN'T DEFEAT

RUNNING FROM THE SUN
CHASING SHADOWS, ON THE RUN
DARKNESS CALLS, NEED A GUN

DEATHSLEFTHAND, ALWAYS NEAR
WHISPERS IN MY EAR, EVERYTHING CLEAR
NUMB THE PAIN, SHED A TEAR
BUT I'LL NEVER BE CLEAR, DISAPPEAR

FATAL [PROD. PULSE x AKVRI]

the first single from my upcoming debut album "shadow shelter.", which will be released in 2025. 
stay tuned for more details. i love y'all and thank you.

prod by @audioabomination
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
bitch im pulling to the ward and all this pit is sing me drown 
now im stuck in shadow labyrinth like im still afraid of sun 
yeah i still wonder what's the purpose in my fucking endless cuts? 
i ain't got butterflies in stomach, i got worms right in my guts 

all this ward is lull to sleep and i could pass me out right now 
what's going on outside the door? i hear the suffers all around 
i see the shadows in the windows they are looking like a crows
they are wandering the corridors, they covered with scars, bitch

i don't get it what the fuck i gonna do?
what a mistake did i done and what a solve to that i could?
so maybe that's cuz of my father that was choke me in my 2?
or it's the fault of braindead bitch i tried to fuck in my 12? 

this whore was talked and i went crazy how they started hate me up
nobody cares about she wanted it herself, they made me scum
and when im looking back at life i see so many fuckin "cause"
and looking back i have no wodrs to it (don't talk to me im cursed) 

all my thoughts are left me sticking at this place and they bring me all this cold and this muhfuckin hate...
and now i can't accept this state of myself...

i would let these shadows pick my corpse 
but when i was completely fucked i realize, now im afraid going die 
all you motherfuckers won't get to me now 
and you fucking scum don't even talk to me now

all these shadows maybe want to have my eyes to find the way out
you can't  trick me with this stunt (don't even talk to me now) 
all these motherfucking bitches want to lick my ears with lies 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deel with no-one else instead of me 
now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now

i just want to get me better don't talk to me now
you can't trick me with this stunts, i've seen a lotta from these cunts 
all these motherfucking bitches want to cut my eyes apart 
i won't let em fucking do (don't even talk to me now) 
I don't want to fucking deal with no-one else instead of me 
cuz now i have no fucking friends (don't even talk to me now) 
i want to get me on the top, don't talk to me now
i just want to get me better don't talk to me now.

сursed (don't talk). [prod. abxminvtixn]

LOOKIN’ 4 THE CHEWIN'

Atenção especial

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LYRICS: https://genius.com/Ele-vocalist-garden-of-hell-lyrics
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MIXED: @zyrom // @ele_wav

ELE  x VERMIN - GARDEN OF HELL  [PROD. ELE x ZYROM]

kill ebola - i hate when you breathe w/ goth (prod. pulse)

lyrics:

bury you six feet deep
always follow my scheme
make you pussyboy sleep
in the night watch me creep
ill make sure this one will hurt
im a fucking introvert
put your body in the dirt

if you try me 1 on 1 you can bet that im the winner 
cuz i am addicted to painkillers
take a look in the mirror
one wrong word and i will pull the motherfucking trigger

still dont give a motherfuck about the scene
got the glock with a beam
aim it right at your spleen
cut your head - guillotine
30 round magazine
drown the room in gasoline

i am antisocial
i got no emotions
see the world in slow motion

i cant think straight like like a motherfucking fag
everytime i hear ur name i wanna fucking gag
time to reload my mag
time to ride my own wave
all you rappers are my slaves
bitch get out my way
get out my way
get out my way
get out my way
get out my way

6 FEET DEEP [PROD. PULSE]

GHOSTOFBLU - RESENT

prod @pxlse

cant leave my house without my gat (without my gat)
or ill feel naked
sit down the king is fucking back (is fucking back)
the throne is never vacant
yuh, i fell inlove with my strap (with the strap)
shes waiting for me yeah shes patient
ay, i empty clips on piggys vests (piggys vests)
bodies on the floor theyre fucking shaking

yuh, my hollow tips leave a exit wound
every night im all alone and shooting at ya goons
dont test apache fool
im always with my tool
blicky makes a fucking mess youll never step in my shoes
why you sound like me
why you tryna be like me
percies got me thinking weird i can not pop a globuli
oh my g
apache is still on killing sprees
got the machetes
yeah hes tryna come for me

cant leave my house without my gat (without my gat)
or ill feel naked
sit down the king is fucking back (is fucking back)
the throne is never vacant
yuh, i fell inlove with my strap (with the strap)
shes waiting for me yeah shes patient
ay, i empty clips on piggys vests (piggys vests)
bodies on the floor theyre fucking shaking