mistake management

Smile For The Pacement (demo)

Same Job

Instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/sohlomusic

Intrusive thoughts passively play in my mind 
Poking and prodding my buttons emotions are high
Keep it hidden I hope that they heal with time 
All wounds stay open the salt of the earth in mine 

Big enough to fit a whole person my torso is ripped open 
Vision goes to black blood spills to the floor im focused 
Pouring nothing but my feelings in the ocean 
Hope im Big enough to feel small bet im loud enough to show it 

Its not a scream but a whisper the words loud 
Steady streaming out my mouth drizzle down like a storm cloud
Thunder crashes makalini mother fucker im with thor now 
Notch after notch after notch on my belt now

The death of my ego and its rise from the ashes
Is that cigarette smoke or a phoenix thats blowing past us
Fire in my lungs i know it's burning when the past is catching up to present day  
Unpleasantly I ask it 

When do you go away  
Can I make music when you’re gone
The muse of a toxic relationship 
withered health made my writing strong 

I made myself weak 
I dependent on your loving arms 
And now i wish you'd go away
from the words I write on every song   

Everytime i think about love its you that im stuck on
Its fucking bullshit
I just want to move on 

Memories of holidays 
I spent them with you 
Every one

Just another phase in my life 
And its over now its done

mistake management

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